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  • You Are Not What This Wave Is Telling You
    Jun 17 2026

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    If I'm in a withdrawal wave right now, the negative thoughts can feel completely real. In this video I talk about what those thoughts actually are, why my brain makes them, and what's true even when I can't feel it.

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    00:57 The Thoughts That Feel True But Aren't, 02:43 Naming What This Actually Is, 03:42 Why Your Brain Writes Dark Stories, 05:21 What Is True About You, 06:17 What a Window Shows You, 07:54 I Couldn't See It Either, 08:58 You Will Re-Emerge

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    10 min
  • Shame, Guilt, and Spiritual Disconnect In Withdrawal
    Jun 16 2026

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    In this conversation, we share what we learned through our own healing: that spiritual disconnect is a symptom of the injury, not a sign of failed faith, and that the feeling of connection comes back.

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    • 00:00 A Taboo We Need to Talk About
    • 02:31 When Every Relationship Goes Quiet
    • 04:00 "When Will the Spiritual Part Grow Back"
    • 06:29 Your Brain Is Hunting for Blame
    • 09:25 Checkbox Faith, Dark Woods, Real Joy
    • 16:28 The Lie That You're Being Punished
    • 19:41 Old Wrongs on a Loop
    • 24:59 Less Alone in the Aloneness
    • 28:43 Withdrawal Has an Expiration Date

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    32 min
  • What Nobody Tells You to Prepare Before Tapering
    Jun 15 2026

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    Before you begin tapering your psychiatric medication, there are a few things worth having in place. I walk through how to build a support system, what coping strategies can help you ride out the hard waves, and how to think through your lifestyle so you have real margin when it gets rough.

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    00:00 Prep Before You Taper
    01:13 Who You Need in Your Corner
    03:54 Building Support Mid-Taper
    07:39 Groups and Withdrawal Buddies
    09:40 Coping When Waves Hit
    12:46 Lifestyle and Work Margins
    16:21 Resources and What Your Body Can Do

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    17 min
  • When Withdrawal Makes You Feel Like an Outsider
    Jun 1 2026

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    Relational disconnect is one of the most common and most painful parts of withdrawal, and one of the least talked about. In this video I share what that disconnect actually is, why it happens, and what it looked like for me on both sides of it.

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    00:00 When Withdrawal Cuts You Off
    01:15 What Relational Disconnect Feels Like
    03:46 It Is Not You
    05:08 How to Talk to the People Around You
    06:55 Your Inner Circle
    08:23 Give Yourself Grace
    09:24 What Comes Back
    10:53 Life on the Other Side
    11:58 Take Heart

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    13 min
  • Your Brain Can Heal Without Medication
    May 15 2026

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    If you had a diagnosis before you started tapering, you may be wondering whether you were ever really okay, or whether you ever will be. I've been there, flat on my back in agony, asking the same question.

    Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/the-lie-the-system-told-you-about-your-brain

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    00:00 Broken for good?
    01:16 When the DSM and psych meds grew up together
    02:17 Dependency mistaken for illness
    04:27 Two people, same diagnosis, very different outcomes
    06:21 "This proves you need meds for life" and why that's wrong
    07:22 The belief you can't heal is a symptom
    08:46 Flat on my back in agony
    09:31 Suffering before the diagnoses came
    11:04 What healing from dependency looks like
    12:29 What the hard season can give you

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    13 min
  • She was on 47 meds over 28 years. Here's how she healed.
    Apr 29 2026

    I sit down with my friend Elissa to hear her full withdrawal healing story: 28 years on psychiatric medications, 47 different drugs, five hospitalizations, and what finally changed. She shares what got her through the worst of it and what life feels like on the other side.

    Elissa is now a withdrawal coach at Life After Meds! Book a session with her.

    Give her channel a follow: Healing After Psychiatry

    Blog version: On 47 Meds Over 28 Years: Here's How She Healed

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    0:00 The walk-in clinic, Paxil, and how it all began; 4:28 Lonely with a panic disorder label; 9:54 Postpartum, a family history question, and the bipolar one diagnosis; 17:11 28 years on the medication treadmill; 22:26 47 meds; 28:01 "The only thing I haven't tried is no meds"; 33:36 The taper and what she didn't know; 41:21 Quitting her job and hitting the floor; 47:46 Post-it notes and borrowed thoughts; 55:31 Windows, waves, and Jekyll and Hyde days; 1:02:56 The long dark wave and the windows that followed; 1:11:14 Feeling joy for the first time in forever; 1:18:11 What she knows now about those 28 years

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    1 h et 13 min
  • The Dark Cloud Is Not Who You Are
    Apr 21 2026

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    I spent 10 years on psychiatric medication not knowing what I was missing emotionally. Then withdrawal stripped everything bare. Here's what the withdrawal brain does to your self-perception, and what emotional healing actually looks and feels like on the other side.

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    00:00 Will I be okay emotionally without meds?
    02:16 Ten years in the medium range
    02:48 Dark clouds that wouldn't lift
    08:18 The bad taper
    11:43 The withdrawal brain
    15:47 Reassurance, prayer cards, and DoorDash rides
    18:54 Rounding the bend at 18 months
    19:29 Life on life's terms
    23:48 You are giving yourself a gift

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    25 min
  • I Was in the Depths of Withdrawal and Still Had to Be Mom
    Mar 31 2026

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    I parented three kids through protracted psychiatric drug withdrawal. In this video, I share the warped self-view, the grief, the suicidal ideation, and what helped our family survive it. I also share how being honest with my kids changed everything, and what age-appropriate honesty actually looked like for us. Part 2 covers the anxiety and terror side of parenting through withdrawal.

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    00:00 For parents who are in the trenches of both
    00:52 Who Joanna is and what she came through
    01:44 The thunderstorm of self-blame withdrawal creates
    05:05 "Worst dirtbag or not, I'm staying alive for my kids"
    08:39 Grieving the parent you used to be
    11:23 Letting go of the cushioned childhood dream
    15:39 Naming it to your kids and watching them breathe
    18:02 Brownies, small wins, and healing out loud
    18:38 Your body will figure out how to heal

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    20 min