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  • How Suffering Can Deepen and Transform You
    Sep 5 2026

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    In this video I talk about the fear that withdrawal is ruining your career, relationships, or life stage, why that feeling is so common, and why what feels hopeless right now is not a predictor of your future.

    Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/when-withdrawal-stalls-your-life

    Timestamps
    • 00:00 So Stuck I Couldn't Move
    • 01:55 A Screeching Halt Mid Life
    • 02:39 Careers, Kids, Marriage On Hold
    • 04:26 This Isn't Ruining Your Path
    • 05:13 Good You Cannot Feel Yet
    • 06:56 What Suffering Can Deepen
    • 09:04 My Own Transformation
    • 10:28 Fears Aren't Predictions

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    Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers

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    11 min
  • When Withdrawal Makes You Afraid of Everything
    Sep 3 2026

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    In this video I share why withdrawal can swing you between huge fear and total flatness, what your nervous system is doing as it tries to regulate, and the grounding, co-regulation, and routines that helped me heal.

    Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/why-withdrawal-brings-huge-fear-or-total-flatness

    Timestamps
    • 00:00 Bigger Fear Than Ever
    • 01:22 Chased By A Tiger
    • 03:56 Waterlogged And Shut Down
    • 05:59 The Calm Center Ahead
    • 07:28 You Cannot Rush Healing
    • 09:18 Pacing, Water, Bare Feet
    • 11:59 Borrowing A Calm Voice
    • 13:56 Accept, Then Build Routines
    • 16:32 My Body Came Back
    • 17:54 Still On The Journey

    If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are the support hotlines around the world: Suicide crisis lines by country

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    18 min
  • The Mindset Shift That Helped Me Survive Withdrawal
    Sep 3 2026

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    In this video I share a mindset shift that helped me through withdrawal, how to hold both the reality of the injury and the hope of becoming a survivor, and why this process, though it feels endless, is finite.

    Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/survivor-mindset

    Timestamps
    • 00:00 A Word On Mindset
    • 01:12 So Incredibly Blindsided
    • 02:49 An Injury, Not A Failing
    • 03:23 The Pull Toward Victimhood
    • 05:01 Tools Learned From Others
    • 06:33 Holding Onto 'Survivor'
    • 08:48 So Much Life After This
    • 09:31 You Are A Survivor

    If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are the support hotlines around the world: Suicide crisis lines by country

    Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers

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    10 min
  • Why You Feel Better, Then Worse
    Sep 1 2026

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    In this video I share why withdrawal can swing you between huge fear and total flatness, what your nervous system is doing as it tries to regulate, and the grounding, co-regulation, and routines that helped me heal.

    Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/why-withdrawal-symptoms-come-and-go

    • 00:00 The Pattern You Cannot Predict
    • 01:32 A Story Of Coming Out The Other Side
    • 02:11 Two Jobs Your Brain Is Doing
    • 04:54 One Little Stick, Not A Tree
    • 07:01 You Cannot Rush A Plant
    • 09:23 Dirty Windows And Clear Ones
    • 11:28 Lean In Full Tilt
    • 13:42 Why You Forget The Other State
    • 14:27 You Aren't Alone

    If you're having thoughts of self-harm, here are the support hotlines around the world: https://simple.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines#Crisis_line_organizations_by_country

    Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers

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    15 min
  • What I Prayed When I Couldn't See a Way Out
    Jul 23 2026

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    I share a bunch of ideas for coping through a bad wave in psychiatric drug withdrawal, plus some encouragement if you're in the middle of one right now.

    • Blog version: How to Cope Through a Bad Wave
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    Video chapters:

    • 00:00 — Coping Through a Bad Wave
    • 04:39 — When Thoughts Go Haywire
    • 09:50 — Pillows and Grounding
    • 10:23 — Dishes and Laundry in Slow Motion
    • 13:26 — Sticky Notes to Your Future Self
    • 14:31 — Borrowing Someone Else's Calm
    • 20:35 — Tears That Are Actually Healing
    • 23:51 — A Dog With a Bone
    • 28:16 — Hang In There With Me

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    31 min
  • DPDR (Depersonalization and Derealization, aka feeling unreal)
    Jun 29 2026

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    I went through depersonalization and derealization (DPDR) in withdrawal, and it was terrifying. Here I share what these symptoms actually are, why the brain does this during healing, why most people aren't haunted by it after it's over, and how to hold on while you're in it.

    Blog version: lifeaftermeds.com

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    Chapters

    • 00:00 When You Feel Unreal
    • 00:35 Creeped Out in Withdrawal
    • 01:14 Floating Above Your Body
    • 02:18 After Every Drop
    • 02:46 A Fly Buzzes By
    • 03:55 When It's Done, It's Done
    • 05:29 That Feeling of Doom
    • 06:28 What the Fever Means
    • 07:21 Back and Forth, Then Steady
    • 08:22 Just Running Its Course
    • 09:41 It Will Flow Again

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    10 min
  • You Are Not What This Wave Is Telling You
    Jun 17 2026

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    If I'm in a withdrawal wave right now, the negative thoughts can feel completely real. In this video I talk about what those thoughts actually are, why my brain makes them, and what's true even when I can't feel it.

    Blog version: https://lifeaftermeds.com/what-your-brain-is-doing-in-a-withdrawal-wave

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    00:57 The Thoughts That Feel True But Aren't, 02:43 Naming What This Actually Is, 03:42 Why Your Brain Writes Dark Stories, 05:21 What Is True About You, 06:17 What a Window Shows You, 07:54 I Couldn't See It Either, 08:58 You Will Re-Emerge

    Heads up: this channel offers education, support, and community, not medical or therapy advice or services. Nothing here replaces professional care from a doctor or licensed mental health provider. By engaging with this channel, you accept full responsibility for your own choices and outcomes. No results are guaranteed. Full disclaimer: https://lifeaftermeds.com/disclaimers

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    10 min