Hey everyone,

Welcome back to Balboa Park! I’m Nicoz Balboa, a tattooer, artist, trans man, and a mom living in France. If you've been following along, you know this podcast is a space where I reflect on my creative journey as a way of exploring self-reflection and personal growth.

In Episode 30, I’m getting back to my original podcast format—just audio. I talk about why recording on video didn’t quite work for me and dive into the recurring theme of self-doubt, which touches so many areas of my life. From sending out newsletters and losing subscribers to managing a constantly shifting routine as a parent and artist, there’s a lot to unpack about how doubt and balance play into my daily experience.

So grab a drink, take a pause, and join me as I reflect on the rhythms of life, creativity, and finding a balance between personal time and work.

—Nicoz

Show Notes:

Episode 30 - Birkenstock, Self-Doubt and Balance

In this episode of Balboa Park, I return to the classic audio format, reflecting on themes like:

* Why video recording didn't feel right for the podcast

* The challenges of self-doubt, from unsubscribers to parenting choices

* Balancing creativity with the unpredictability of life as a parent and artist

* How a shifting routine with shared custody of my daughter affects my mornings

* Thoughts on guilt, frustration, and the constant need for balance between personal time and family life

* How running Strangeland tattoo studio fits into this flexible schedule

Dive with me deep into the complexity of maintaining creative momentum, while navigating life’s shifting dynamics. Whether you’re a creative, a parent, or just someone trying to find balance, this episode will resonate.

Thanks for tuning in!

xxx

Nicoz

PS: and some promo for cool merch, if you’re looking for ways to bring creative queer energy into your everyday life, check out my T-shirts and drinkware collection on nicozbalboastudio.com/store. Wear your creativity, and express your journey through these pieces that feature my unique designs. Every purchase supports my work and helps me continue to offer these creative practices. Plus, they make for thoughtful gifts for anyone on their own journey of self-discovery and growth!

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