As day passes by, my life seems to be a blank space. I can have a relationship with men, any man don't matter...the same. Can this be love or lust? Richard is a hot guy and sexy. Dr. Paul is also a hot diggity dog and his body sends me to ecstasy. What to do with these men, should I take one of them to be my loving partner or none?

Oh a text from Dr. Paul..I want to pick you up at 5:30 baby. He can be demanding...no questioning...no timing...from me at all. Well it is alright with me for now since I haven't heard from others. Dinner set at 6:30 afterward we went to his house. We sat on the couch and kisses our heart out...

George called me that night to wish me goodnight and I said, “yes goodnight indeed.” He just laughs and “ummm” not sure if he knew that I just had sex with Dr. Paul.

Tomorrow is another day I heard nothing from any of them. Wow, should I call one of them or should I wait to see who would text me.

My day is longer than normal as I’m waiting for love…. some sex…yes more sex. I’m suffering from lack of it. I don’t want love..or may be I do..don’t know for sure.

I know nothing about love or loyalty, but I know the feeling of wanting to be touched and kissed by a man.

It's straight arousal by definition. I never have hunger for a special food, or erotic clothing but kissing and touching in my special places is a naughty thing to think about.