Welcome to part two of the sexual awareness series! In this episode, I define the word semen retention and how it has changed my sex life so far. I share personal stories and advice on how to practice it without the feeling of shame or judgment. I also leave some questions that I have wondered about, with the intention of figuring out the answer or simply letting them stand. I would like to mention that there is no intro music simply because the software I have been using to upload episodes (riverside) has decided to provide a subscription service to utilize music while uploading. Just thought I would put it out there in case you were wondering why there is no intro music.

What is your relationship with sex? Is shame and fear associated with that relationship? Do you think that sex is something to be talked about openly? For male listeners, have you heard of the term semen retention? Well, in this episode, I explain my complicated journey with sex, pornography, desires, and some personal stories that lead to a profound ongoing curiosity. I have also shared some resources that have helped with my sexual education, which are The Sex Upgraded podcast with host Taylor Johnson and Can't Host with host George Lizzos. Thank you for all the work that you both do. Those podcasts can be found on Apple Podcasts and Spotify. I would also like to thank all porn actors and onlyfans creators!

In a world obsessed with flawless templates and curated perfection, what does it mean to look at ourselves and each other with genuine compassion?

For this special anniversary episode of The Gray Intention, I am joined by my sister Resh and Koko to peel back the layers of societal pressure, gendered expectations, and what we truly value. Inspired by powerful moments from Hulu's The Beauty and Schitt's Creek, we dive into the art of owning your age, embracing your present self, and finding the raw humanity beneath the gloss. I would also like to say Happy 82nd Liberation Day to Guam!

I would like to ask, Can we find a way to attract and be attracted to each other that is actually kind, gentle, and human rather than obsessive, toxic, or superficial?