Welcome to part two of the sexual awareness series! In this episode, I define the word semen retention and how it has changed my sex life so far. I share personal stories and advice on how to practice it without the feeling of shame or judgment. I also leave some questions that I have wondered about, with the intention of figuring out the answer or simply letting them stand. I would like to mention that there is no intro music simply because the software I have been using to upload episodes (riverside) has decided to provide a subscription service to utilize music while uploading. Just thought I would put it out there in case you were wondering why there is no intro music.

What is your relationship with sex? Is shame and fear associated with that relationship? Do you think that sex is something to be talked about openly? For male listeners, have you heard of the term semen retention? Well, in this episode, I explain my complicated journey with sex, pornography, desires, and some personal stories that lead to a profound ongoing curiosity. I have also shared some resources that have helped with my sexual education, which are The Sex Upgraded podcast with host Taylor Johnson and Can't Host with host George Lizzos. Thank you for all the work that you both do. Those podcasts can be found on Apple Podcasts and Spotify. I would also like to thank all porn actors and onlyfans creators!

In a world obsessed with flawless templates and curated perfection, what does it mean to look at ourselves and each other with genuine compassion?

For this special anniversary episode of The Gray Intention, I am joined by my sister Resh and Koko to peel back the layers of societal pressure, gendered expectations, and what we truly value. Inspired by powerful moments from Hulu's The Beauty and Schitt's Creek, we dive into the art of owning your age, embracing your present self, and finding the raw humanity beneath the gloss. I would also like to say Happy 82nd Liberation Day to Guam!

I would like to ask, Can we find a way to attract and be attracted to each other that is actually kind, gentle, and human rather than obsessive, toxic, or superficial?

Moving on from finding our footing in unpredictable times, we turn our attention to the quiet, automated structures of everyday life. From rising app costs to frictionless monthly auto-pays, the modern subscription economy is designed to keep us on autopilot. In this episode, we unpack the reality of "subscription fatigue," explore practical ways to reclaim our consumer agency, and ask a deeper question: Are we outsourcing our intrinsic human worth to a system built on transactions?

In this episode, we are shifting the energy forward. Opening with a deep note of gratitude for everyone who held space with me last time, I share a quick update on how I've been showing up for myself daily through discipline, routine, and a new fascination with the human body.

We break down why waiting for "motivation" is a trap, and why daily consistency is where real, invisible growth happens. Finally, drawing inspiration from the finale of Agatha All Along, we discuss what it looks like to stop fighting the chaotic walls closing in on you , look down, and find the peace of a single flower blooming in a crack in the floor.

It's time to stop running in circles and choose a new lane. Let's stay in motion.

In this episode, I illuminate a situation that some would deem shameful and embarrassing. I had to channel my Inner Hero to gather the courage to gracefully regain my safety.

We are redefining what it means to be a hero. It's not about capes or comic book tropes; it's about the silent version of you that steps in to protect your inner child. I'm diving deep into the heroes that shaped my own perspective--from the elemental power of Storm and Wiccan to the psionic strength of the Invisible Woman. I discuss why I felt a gap in the superhero landscape and how that led me to create Prism--my own character built on light refraction, unbreakable shields, and the power of strong discernment.

Is it easier to build a new version of yourself from scratch, or do you have to burn the old map before the new one even makes sense?

In this late night session, I'm pulling back the curtain on a massive shift in my rhythm. After years of being raised on "Tough Love" and the relentless grind of the warehouse, I realized that the hardest thing to do isn't to work more- it's to be kind to yourself.

In this episode we dive into why we need to stop sending anonymous insults to our own souls. Why protecting your peace (and blocking the critics of the world) is the ultimate act of self-heroism. How a fresh haircut and a new sleep schedule are more than just habits-they're a manifesto. Why being your own hero starts with being your own best friend. Whether you're working a night shift or just trying to find your own way home, it's time to stop following the map everyone else gave you and start drawing your own.

Welcome to the era of Soft Love.