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a door is opening in my head an unconscious awareness some things are nice here i’ve had “not a real g*rl” pounded into my skull so many times in the liminal space between the unreal and blurred out world but there’s a woman here womanhood verified by pain by being driven, forced and pushed into tighter and tighter spaces broken glass devices of impalement things that don’t fit a device like an iron maiden that I don’t know is there constricting more and more my airflow i pretend it’s fine be polite, smile, stay positive no feeling in my stupor of dumbness self-inflicted tragedy floating now in my own absence my own empty space some clarity in the cognition slowdown in the eye of the storm of panic and paranoia there’s a very out of place calm that’s there just to f**k with me words and characters insert into each other like the keyboard’s broken, but it’s me check over and over things that don’t need to be checked that’s all i can do for today [from spatium negativum ep get lossless, high fidelity audio at mirlo.space/msxxan.]
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