In this episode, I share my personal experiences with depression, both before my faith journey and while walking as a disciple.

I talk about what it looked like to be depressed in different seasons of my life, how I coped then, and how things shifted when I chose to lean on my faith instead of my old habits and old ways of surviving.

This isn’t a how-to or a fix-it episode, it’s an honest reflection on navigating depression while still choosing God, even when life circumstances felt heavy. A reminder that faith doesn’t erase the struggle, but it does change where we turn when it shows up.

In this first episode, I share my personal journey of what it truly meant to give my life to Christ, not just believing, but becoming a disciple. I open up about the moment I realized I wasn't just called to be saved, but to follow, surrender, and be transformed.

Using Luke 5, we walk through Peter's encounter with Jesus at the water, the exhaustion, the obedience, the miracle, and the call to leave everything behind. Then, through 2 Peter, we see growth: a once-impulsive fisherman becoming a rooted, mature disciple who understands faith, perseverance, and purpose.

This episode isn't about perfection. It's about process.

It's about saying yes when you feel unqualified. It's about what happens when Jesus steps into your ordinary life and calls you deeper.

If you've ever felt like you were saved but still standing on the shore, this conversation is for you.