In this episode of The Internal Monologue Awards, we celebrate some funny, dramatic, overthinking conversations happening inside all of our heads. From social anxiety flashbacks and imaginary arguments to late-night spirals and the pressure to have life figured out, this episode blends humor, honesty, and motivation into a real conversation about mental health and being human. If you’ve ever replayed an awkward moment for six years or convinced yourself a text message ruined your entire life, this episode is for you.

Life has a way of speeding up before we even realize it. One moment we’re planning for the future, and the next we’re wondering where the time went. In this heartfelt and uplifting episode, we talk about slowing down enough to truly experience life while we’re living it. From appreciating ordinary moments to reconnecting with ourselves, this conversation is a reminder that life isn’t only about surviving responsibilities, it’s about feeling present, choosing joy, and making memories along the way. This episode is light, honest, comforting, and full of reminders to live your life now, not “someday.”

We hit 40 episodes MERK Nation! I want to thank all of my listeners for allowing the method to grow to what it has become and to allow it to continue to grow and make a difference in your lives and the lives of others that come in. Thank you to Aaron for being the inspiration and Happy Birthday Aaron! Cheers to you in Heaven. Wish you were here but know you are in my heart and the heart of others each and everyday! Until Next Time...

In this episode, I talk about the life and heart of Robert Hatfield, aka Beaverdam Bob, a pillar of our family that we recently lost. I wanted to share something special for him as he was one of the kindest and most genuine individuals that I have ever known. May he rest in peace knowing that his legacy will live on through his family and friends and that he proves kindness always wins in the end. You will always be missed Papa. Until Next Time...

In this Mental Health Awareness Month episode, we’re having an honest conversation about what it really means to choose yourself in a world that constantly demands more from you. From burnout and emotional exhaustion to boundaries, rest, and self-worth, this episode is a reminder that prioritizing your mental health is not selfish — it’s necessary. If you’ve been carrying too much for too long, this conversation is for you.

This Mother’s Day episode is a heartfelt tribute to mothers everywhere. The ones who carry the weight of family life, show up every day despite exhaustion, and give love in countless unseen ways. It’s a space of appreciation, reflection, and honesty, honoring the strength, sacrifice, and quiet resilience of motherhood. The episode also gently acknowledges those who are grieving the loss of their mother, offering comfort and remembrance. Above all, it is a reminder that mothers are seen, valued, and deeply loved for everything they do and everything they are.

In this episode, we talk directly to high school seniors who are standing at the edge of a major life transition—leaving behind the structured world of school and stepping into the uncertainty of adulthood. This conversation focuses on mindfulness, mental health, and learning how to stay grounded as you begin making more of your own decisions about your future.

Whether you’re heading to college, starting work, or still figuring things out, this episode is a reminder that you don’t need to have everything figured out to move forward, you just need to take the next step.

Loving someone with addiction is complicated, painful, and often misunderstood. In this episode, we explore what addiction really is, how it impacts not just the person struggling but everyone around them, and the emotional toll it can take on those who care deeply. Through a realistic story and honest conversation, we talk about the balance between support and self-preservation—how to set boundaries, avoid losing yourself, and still hold compassion. Because you can want the best for someone… without sacrificing your own well-being.