If you found this today, it’s not by accident.
This episode is for the ones who are hurting right now.
Not later. Not after healing.
Right now.

You might be listening with tears sitting close.
With exhaustion in your bones. With questions that don’t have answers yet.

I’ve come to let you know something simple and true. You are not alone.

I am your host, Cyndi McKoy.
And today, we are not fixing grief. We are sitting with it together.

Take a slow breath. You don’t have to be strong here.

Most people think grief is sadness. It is not.

Grief is love with nowhere to go. Grief is shock that lasts longer than anyone warns you.
Grief is your body trying to make sense of a new reality it did not agree to.

Grief shows up as anger.
Brain fog. Exhaustion. Isolation. Guilt.
Relief mixed with shame for feeling relieved.

If you were abandoned, your grief includes rejection.
Questions.
What did I miss.
What was wrong with me.

If someone passed away, your grief includes unfinished conversations.
Words you thought you had time to say.

Here is the truth people avoid.
Grief is not linear.
You do not graduate from it.
You learn how to carry it differently.

And today, we arrive at the final episode 10 of this series: New Beginnings.

This is not about pretending the hurt is gone.

It’s not about forgetting.

This is about weaving sorrow and love, tears and memories,

into something new — something beautiful.

So, take a deep breath with me. Inhale hope… and exhale heaviness.
Let’s step into what it means to begin again.”