I've got good news and bad news: You are the problem. But you’re also the solution.

Five planets retrograde. Scorpio season in full swing. The cosmos are doing an unsolicited intervention on your life right now whether you asked for it or not — and today I’m leaning in hard because it is time to cut the shit.

This episode is a Taurus tough love session on self-sabotage: what it actually is, why it’s not weakness, and the three specific ways it shows up that most people don’t even recognize as sabotage. We’re going under the hood today.

In this episode:

• Why self-sabotage isn’t weakness — it’s loyalty to an old identity
• The 3 faces of self-sabotage: Comfort Chaos Creator, the Almost Person, and the Self-Awareness Trap
• Why knowing your Human Design, Enneagram, Chiron AND astrology means nothing if you’re not integrating it
• What all five retrograde planets are trying to show you right now and how to use them
• The well-worn path your brain keeps luring you back down — and how to stop taking it
• Three moves to catch yourself mid-sabotage and actually do something about it

The Shadowmaxxing Challenge Round 2 starts November 1st. We're going in for 7 days, one desire, and we’re gonna find exactly what’s standing between you and it. Doors close October 31st at midnight.

7-Day Shadowmaxxing™ Challenge (Nov 1–7) → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/shadowmaxxing-challenge

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza
3. AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page
4. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
5. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
6. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
7. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

It’s been three weeks since I’ve been on the airwaves and I’m coming back HOT because it is officially spooky season and we need to talk about ghosts.

Specifically the one that has been rattling around your subconscious, slamming the door on your dream life, and haunting the hallway between you and everything you say you want. And here’s the twist. You’re not haunted. You ARE the ghost. Boo.

In this episode we get into why October is genuinely the most powerful time of year to do shadow work. The veil is thin, the season is calling you inward, and the darkness is the invitation.

In this episode, I get into:

• Chiron, the most underused placement in your birth chart and the most precise map to your shadow that exists
• Venus retrograde in Scorpio and why the cosmos is doing an unsolicited shadowmaxxing session on all of us right now whether we asked for it or not
• Why the ghost isn’t your enemy, it’s just an outdated protection protocol that nobody has ever sat down with and asked what it actually needs
• And my 7-day SHADOWMAXXING Challenge that starts 11/1 to be a ghostbuster for your own shadows

Your shadow is your greatest source of power. The darkness is the doorway. And the time to go in is right now.

The Shadowmaxxing Challenge Round 2 starts November 1st. Seven days. One desire. Let’s find the ghost blocking it and send it packing. Doors close October 31st at midnight.

7-Day Shadowmaxxing™ Challenge (Nov 1–7, doors close Oct 31 at midnight) → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/shadowmaxxing-challenge

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza
3. AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page
4. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
5. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
6. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
7. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/

You know when you’ve asked for the thing, scripted the thing, visualized the thing, journaled about the thing, made the vision board, lit the candle, talked to the moon, and generally made it VERY clear to the universe that this is what you want… and yet your actual life is still over here doing the same old shit?

Ya, same.

In this episode, I’m talking about the difference between manifesting and rehearsing, because I realized I have spent a lot of time getting very good at imagining the life I want while still making choices from the identity I’m trying to leave behind.

And apparently I’m not alone.

We’re getting into why the familiar can feel safer than the future, why we can want something with our whole chest and still back away from it when it gets real, why your old identity will absolutely try to drag you back into a life you already know you’ve outgrown, and why sometimes the problem is not that your manifestation isn’t showing up.

Sometimes it’s that you keep asking for a new life while making decisions from the old one.

AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page

Programs and Resources

1. FREE Chiron Report to Find Your Shadow → https://shadow.lovelightandblackholes.com/
2. MY SUBSTACK → https://substack.com/@morgangarza
3. AFTERGLOW WAITLIST → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/afterglow-waitlist-page
4. FREE Future Self Meditation → https://lovelightandblackholes.com/future-self-meditation
5. Follow me on Instagram → https://instagram.com/lovelightandblackholes → https://www.instagram.com/mogarz
6. My websites → https://lovelightandblackholes.com → https://morgangarza.com/
7. Get my book Soul Magic: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Mystics → https://morgangarza.com/soul-magic-ancient-wisdom-for-modern-mystics/

Disclaimer:

This podcast is for education and inspiration only. If you’re struggling with mental health or medical conditions, please seek professional support.

This is a Maeluna Media Production https://maelunamedia.com/