In a way, it surprises me so much trash comes out of that one accursed place. Like you'd think there would be other locations in the US or the world where some hyped-up BS comes out, but it’s always Silicon Valley. Every. Single. Time. The dam has got to break at some point...surely, right? Because like a bunch of slop comes out of there, but it’s never like good...if that makes sense. Sure, the successful ones end up from that area, but the "success" is just a viralibility thing; people and communities end up haiting them over time, but end up having no good alternatives.... but if there WERE alternatives, people would leave the ecosystem quickly. Look at TikTok. YouTube seemed unstoppable, then a random af chinese company builds TikTok off of music, and boom, a couple of years later, I don’t even TOUCH YouTube anymore. The ads on YouTube are absolutely ridiculous and killed off a chunk of its user base. So it’s definitely possible.

I’m getting worse and worse at creating titles for the podcast. I’m not sure what the move is. Do I give a descriptive title of everything I talk about so that people actually know what the topics are before listening? Does it even matter in the first place? Like personally when I'm listening to my list of podcasts, everything is in a queue, so I’m not really looking at the title; the next podcast just comes in right after the next. So it could be it’s the same for the potential listeners I might have... But then let’s say in this rare af occurance a new listener comes outta nowhere and somehow listens to one of my podcasts, would the long af but descriptive title make them go “okay, there’s a topic I want to listen to in here", or would they go "Yikes, wtf kinda unprofessional title is that…I’m not listening to this trash." I don’t know....but either way I am definitely noticing a trend of my titles getting longer and longer....

I can't even imagine what it must be like actively looking that young. Like it’s not even a positive at that point. No one would ever respect you and see and treat you as a literal kid. It reminds me of that one viral person who has the height, shape, and face of a kid. Where Mike Tyson literally thought it was a kid and like did stomach raspberries and such. Can you imagine being 20 years old and a grown af adult does raspberries to your stomach.... or picks you up like a kid. Gives that little baby tone when talking to you....it would piss me off to no end.



But then again, it seems a fair amount of these people get lost in the sauce and start to bank on that fact. Like they wear clothes and talk in a way that makes them appear younger. So it’s not all on the "height, body, shape" of them. Like there are plenty of little people who look like grown af adults and are just shorter than average. Look at all the certain actors who are such and beyond having a short stature look act and talk like adults.