In this episode I sit down with Bobby Eppleman for a real conversation about vulnerability, recovery, and how masculinity and leadership evolve when performance stops working.

We begin with consent and context. I share about my spiritual awakening and the five year unwinding that followed, including the deep recovery work that came after experiencing harm within a former relationship and business partnership. I talk about what it has meant to rebuild trust with myself, with others, and with life.

Bobby walks us through his own transformation from an achievement driven identity shaped by athletics and alcoholism into a life organized around emotional honesty, therapy, and family. We explore how success changes when connection becomes the measure.

We also unpack cultural ideas about “alpha” roles, what strength really looks like, and why so many of us answer “I’m great” when we are anything but.

This is a conversation about growing up without losing heart.

Topics we move through

• Awakening versus integration
• Recovery after relational and professional trauma
• The long unwinding after crisis
• Emotional literacy and why words matter
• Healthy masculinity
• Leadership through presence instead of dominance
• Giving ourselves permission to cry
• Play and imagination as resilience
• Parenting, custody realities, and capacity
• Building work slowly and sustainably

Practical tools Bobby shares

• Using an emotions color wheel to help people name what they feel
• Visualization practices like stone throwing and boat imagery
• Creating environments where honesty is safe
• Modeling vulnerability first

About Bobby

Bobby is a speaker and educator devoted to helping people build lives and leadership styles rooted in connection and truth. He is currently focusing on live speaking, refining keynote structure, and opening availability through Instagram.

Connect with Bobby: @certifiablycreative

Connect with me

If this episode resonates and you want to explore working together, you can find me at @hyacinthhealing.

I offer Akashic work, regression support, and containers where your experiences can be witnessed and integrated.

My guest today couldn’t make it. So, I did what women have done in kitchens, courtrooms, and quiet bedrooms for centuries.

I spoke anyway.

This solo episode became something raw and unscripted. A reckoning with family court, custody battles, Protection From Abuse orders, and the way legal systems can fracture a mother’s life with the flick of a signature.

This is not a clean narrative. It is lived experience.

🌿 In This Episode, I share:

• What it felt like to be served repeated PFA orders

• Forced eviction and navigating a season of homelessness, even with community support

• Losing income overnight after being cut off from a shared business

• How court continuations and legal maneuvers can function as control tactics

• The emotional rupture of being separated from my child, my home, my animals, and the healing sanctuary I was building

• The collapse of the homestead vision I was cultivating

• Co-parenting challenges without reciprocal support

• The psychological weight of carrying everything alone

⚖️ Family Court, Custody, and Systemic Tactics

I speak candidly about how destabilization can happen through paperwork instead of violence.

How continuations prolong chaos. How financial restriction becomes a quiet weapon. How reputation is reshaped by allegations before truth ever enters the room.

I reference the documentary Children of the Underground, which explores how systems can fail mothers and children. Watching it felt like holding a mirror to questions many of us are afraid to say out loud.

This episode is not legal advice. It is lived testimony.

🔥 Breakdown or Awakening?

Trauma cracked me open.

I question something that still lives in the air around many women:

When does a psychological breakdown become a spiritual awakening? When does trauma unlock gifts? When does survival turn into initiation?

In this episode, I share how loss, legal persecution, and instability coincided with the emergence of psychic sensitivity, boundary clarity, and a deeper devotion to grounding practices.

Not fantasy. Integration.

The Homestead That Lives in My Bones

I talk about the sanctuary I was building.

A space for healing. Animals grazing. Children playing in dirt without fear. A community gathering under trees instead of fluorescent lights.

Losing that space was devastating. But the vision did not die. It went underground like a root system waiting for rain.

Channeling Anger In the Divine Feminine Energy System

This episode is not a rant. It is alchemy.

I invite listeners to:

• Transform anger into advocacy

• Stay grounded while speaking truth

• Question systems without losing compassion

• Protect their nervous systems while fighting for reform

💛 Integration & Gratitude

Even in the storm, I acknowledge:

• The friends and family who held me • The humility of rebuilding • The importance of therapy, grounding, and self-reflection • The necessity of authenticity

This episode closes not with certainty, but with commitment. To healing. To motherhood. To truth-telling.

If you have navigated family court, custody battles, spiritual awakening through trauma, or the question of breakdown versus initiation, you are not alone.

This conversation is an open door.

Connect with me: Instagram: @hyacinthhealing

Offerings + sessions: Linktree

Thank you for listening to In My Experience.

In Part 2 of my conversation with Erica Cordeiro, we move deeper into the layers of spiritual experience that don’t always fit into neat language — but deeply shape how we live, parent, and relate to ourselves and others.

We talk about religion and fear conditioning, reclaiming a direct relationship with Spirit, and what it’s like to awaken before having words for what you’re experiencing. We explore Jesus and Mary Magdalene as lived, embodied experiences rather than doctrine, and the re-emergence of the feminine divine as something felt in the body, not just understood in theory.

I also share more about what I’ve been actively unraveling around interdimensional experiences, including memories of being a super soldier on a moon and traveling in space, and what it takes to integrate expanded awareness while staying grounded in everyday life. We touch on homeschooling, nervous system sensitivity, sovereignty within systems, and the ongoing “chicken or the egg” question of intuition — perception, manifestation, or remembering.

This episode isn’t about convincing or explaining. It’s about allowing lived experience, complexity, and embodiment to exist without rushing to conclusions.

Topics Covered:

• Religion, fear conditioning, and spiritual sovereignty
• Jesus, Mary Magdalene, and the feminine divine
• Awakening before language (chakras, clairs, nervous system awareness)
• Interdimensional experiences and integration
• Parenting, homeschooling, and sensitivity within systems
• Intuition as perception, manifestation, or remembrance

Erica Cordeiro is a psychic medium, frequency activator, and host of the Modern but Mystical podcast who helps highly sensitive women who lead, create, and hold space for others become energetically unfuckwithable. Her work centers on intuition, embodiment, and self-sovereignty, guiding them to stop seeking answers outside themselves and start trusting what they already know.

Connect with us:

Erica Cordeiro: Instagram or https://alignwitherica.com/

Christine DiGinto: Instagram or Linktree

Additional Links:

Third Eye Awakening Podcast with Amy Belair - Christine's Awakening episode

Erica’s PLR Session Guide

In Part 1 of this two part conversation, I sit down with my friend and fellow practitioner, Erica Cordeiro. We share an honest, hilarious, and deeply grounded conversation about what it really means to work with energy in a way that’s embodied and responsible.

We talk about discernment, why “learning modalities” isn’t the same as living them, and how so much of intuitive development isn’t about adding more, it’s about clearing the interference.

Erica shares how she works as a psychic medium and what she’s been building through Body Code, breathwork, and her own psychic surgery-style work.

As two Projectors in Human Design, we also weave through what it’s like to be deeply attuned to others, how being “seen” can feel intense, and why it matters to have trusted people who can reflect truth back to you when you can’t see clearly for yourself.

This first half stays grounded in the lived reality of healing work, sensitivity, and the human experience, with plenty of laughs along the way.

Topics we cover:

• Discernment and integrity in energy work
• “Clearing interference” vs forcing intuition
• Psychic mediumship, Body Code, breathwork, and Erica’s evolving modality
• Being Projectors: sensitivity, attunement, and being seen
• Why you can read others easier than yourself
• Real-life spirituality: humor, humanity, and the messy middle

Connect with us:

Erica Cordeiro: Instagram or https://alignwitherica.com/

Christine DiGinto: Instagram or Linktree

Additional Resources Mentioned in this episode:

Marie’s Chakra Checkups - https://www.chakracheckups.com/blog

Tara Yvonne Alamodin - Rose Astrology http://www.rose-astrology.com/

Nina Sperry - Body Code Practitioner - Linktree

Instagram

In part two of this conversation, Aaron and I move into more lived, experiential territory.

I share a bit more about my own spiritual awakening and my experiences with plant medicine, including the importance of integration and the spiritual pitfalls that can arise when expanded states aren’t properly grounded in the body or supported in daily life. We talk about the quantum field and how timelines can shift based on the many internal and external factors that influence perception, choice, and experience.

We also clarify how I understand the Akashic Records—not as a place, but as a frequency field of information that we tune into and channel from. Aaron reflects on the evolution of his work, sharing how his path shifted from the corporate world into the spiritual and healing work he offers today through Natural Heart Alchemy.

Together, we explore the idea that everything has spirit and how fear around “entities” can soften when we understand their role within different dimensions. Aaron also shares reflections on his father’s work as a psychologist—how he studied and diagnosed mental illness while still honoring the lived experiences of his patients and holding compassion for what they were navigating.

This part of the conversation gently examines the line between spiritual awakening and being labeled “crazy,” and how that distinction often depends on who is witnessing the experience, where it’s happening, and what framework is being used to interpret it. In some cases, the experiences can look very similar—what changes is the context.

Topics covered:

• A little bit about my spiritual awakening
• Some of our experiences with plant medicine
• PM Integration and spiritual pitfalls
• The quantum field and timeline creation
• The Akashic Records as a frequency field
• Aaron’s transition from corporate work to spiritual practice
• Understanding spirit and releasing fear of entities
• Psychological diagnosis vs lived spiritual experience
• Awakening, mental health, and context

You can find Aaron on Instagram or Aaron's Website

You can find me on Instagram , online, at or my linktree

In part one of this two-part conversation, I sit down with Aaron French of Natural Heart Alchemy to explore the foundations of his work and spiritual path.

We talk about how Aaron’s journey into mediumship began over twenty-five years ago, and how his background in science weaves together with Daoist and Tantric teachings. We explore the Akashic Records and the Akashic Field as living, relational sources of wisdom, rather than static places to access information.

This first part focuses on mentorship, spiritual lineage, community among healers, and the importance of grounding and discernment when working with expanded states of awareness. It’s the orienting layer of the conversation — setting the context and tone for everything that unfolds in part two.

Topics covered:

• Aaron’s path into mediumship
• The Akashic Records and the Akashic Field
• Mentorship, lineage, and teachers
• Community and support among healers
• Staying grounded while working with expanded awareness

👉 The conversation continues in Part 2, Check back next week!

If you feel called to work with Aaron or myself I urge you to trust your intuition!

You can find Aaron on Instagram or Aaron's Website

You can find me on Instagram , online, at or my linktree

In this first episode of In My Experience, I’m sharing a candid recording of a Soul Purpose Reading I received from my mentor, Amy Belair recorded in September of 2025.

So excuse all the "likes" and "ums" I did not plan to share this publicly when it was recorded! I'm just raw dog sharing in my experience over here, don't mind me!

Amy has been my mentor for over four years, and this reading offers a clearer picture of who I am and what I’m here for than I could describe on my own. You’ll hear my real-time reactions as we explore my Human Design, Gene Keys, and a bit of astrology. Nothing curated. Nothing polished. Just truth unfolding as it’s reflected back to me.

I chose to share this as the opening episode because it captures presence rather than explanation. Instead of defining myself within the limits of a single episode, I’ll be showing parts of who I am, one episode at a time.

In this episode, you’ll hear: A live Soul Purpose Reading with Amy Belair

• Reflections on Human Design, Gene Keys, and astrology
• Candid, in-the-moment responses as information lands
• An energetic introduction to who I am and how I work

Work with Amy

If you feel called to explore Amy’s work, you can find her here:

🌐 amybelair.com

📸 Instagram: @cosmic.oracle

A Gift for Listening!

In honor of this being my first episode, I’m offering a free 30-minute Space for You to Speak session for those who feel called to work with me and want a gentle introduction.

https://calendly.com/hyacinthhealing/space-for-you-to-speak-30-minutes-free-for-podcast-listeners

In Space for You to Speak, you’re invited to share your thoughts, feelings, and emotions while being held in an energetic container that is quantum-connected. This space can identify other timelines and or past lives, sometimes the same thing, sometimes different.

I also offer Akashic Records readings and past-life regression therapy. And alongside this work, I’m deeply devoted to homeschooling my daughter and living more sustainably.

I don’t have conventional therapy certifications. I’m not a doctor, I’m a shaman.

Connect with Me!

📸 Instagram: @hyacinthhealing

🌐 digintoconsulting.com

linktr.ee/hyacinthhealing

Take what resonates. Leave the rest!

Thank you for being here at the beginning.

Welcome to In My Experience with me, Christine DiGinto.

I am an Akashic channel, a certified Death Doula and Shamanic practitioner.

This podcast is where I will share some of the truths that I have found thus far in my journey. My goal is to help you assimilate in your new spiritual awakening, dig deeper into our hearts and minds and openly talk about all things magical!

Each episode I'll drop a piece of my story - honest, raw, and sometimes wild - and bring you conversations with healers and teachers that have walked through the initiations and came back with the medicine to share with us.

I hope that if you are listening, my stories and the stories shared by my guests will be inspiring, enlightening, and help you to confidently embody the beautiful energy matrix that is you!

We're all here for it together!