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  • BTC EP #007: The Limits of Handcuffs - A Sheriff's Perspective
    Feb 19 2026

    Host Josh Torbich sits down with Brunswick County Sheriff Brian Chism for a powerful, eye‑opening conversation about the real limits of handcuffs—both as a law‑enforcement tool and as a symbol of the deeper restraints people face in addiction, trauma, and recovery.

    From the front lines of policing to the human stories behind every call, this episode explores:

    • The realities officers face when responding to addiction‑driven crises

    • Why punishment alone can’t break the cycle of substance use

    • The role of compassion, connection, and community‑based recovery

    • How law enforcement and recovery advocates can work together for meaningful change

    Sheriff Chism brings a rare blend of honesty, experience, and heart to the discussion, challenging assumptions and shedding light on what it truly takes to help people break free—far beyond the physical restraints of handcuffs.

    If you care about addiction recovery, criminal justice reform, mental health, or understanding the human side of law enforcement, this is an episode you won’t want to miss.

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    47 min
  • BTC EP #006: Family Matters - Healing Relationships
    Feb 12 2026

    Episode 006 of Behind the Citgo takes a powerful look at one of the most important—and often most challenging—parts of the recovery journey: rebuilding family relationships. Joined by the insightful and compassionate Dwane Richardson, we explore how trust can be restored, how communication evolves, and how families can heal together after addiction has created distance or pain.

    This episode is for anyone in recovery, anyone supporting a loved one, or anyone seeking a deeper understanding of how families grow stronger through healing. You’ll hear real stories, practical tools, and grounded wisdom that can help guide you or someone you care about toward healthier, more connected relationships.

    In this episode, we discuss:
    • How addiction impacts family dynamics

    • Steps to rebuild trust and emotional safety

    • Tools for healthier communication

    • Why family involvement strengthens long‑term recovery

    • Dwane Richardson’s lived and professional insights

    If this conversation resonates with you, we’d love your support.

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    47 min
  • BTC EP #005 : MOUD - The Good, The Bad, The Ugly
    Feb 4 2026

    Anthony Grimaldi of Southeastern Integrated Care joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo podcast crew for Episode 005: MOUD - The Good, The Bad, The Ugly

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    44 min
  • BTC EP #004 - Church's Role in Recovery (Part 2)
    Jan 29 2026

    Heath Cadell from Reach Community Church in Leland, NC joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo podcast team to discuss "The Church's Role in Recovery (Part 2)"

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    50 min
  • Behind the Citgo - Episode 002: Therapy - Is It Working? When Does It Stop?
    Jan 22 2026

    Jeremey Seamon of Coastal Horizons joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo crew to discuss "Therapy - Is It Working? When Does it Stop?

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    49 min
  • Behind the Citgo - Episode 003: The Church's Role in Recovery (Part 1)
    Jan 22 2026

    Lucas Grainger from Coastal Church in Shallotte, NC joins Josh Torbich and the Behind the Citgo crew for Episode 003: The Church's Role in Recovery (Part 1)

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    50 min
  • BTC EP #001 - Behind the Citgo - The Unseen World of Addiction
    Jan 8 2026

    Tyler Smith joins the Behind the Citgo podcast for Episode 001 - Behind the Citgo - The Unseen World of Addiction

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    1 h et 3 min
  • My Unforgettable Sponsor & Smoking Crack Behind The Citgo - Audio
    Dec 18 2025

    My Unforgettable Sponsor & Smoking Crack Behind Citgo is a raw and unfiltered reflection on addiction and recovery, contrasting the chaos and degradation of active drug use with the steady, often uncomfortable presence of a sponsor who refuses to give up. Through stark imagery and honest self-examination, it explores survival mode, denial, relapse, and shame, while highlighting how accountability, mentorship, and grace can emerge in the most unlikely places and become the starting point for real transformation.

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    1 min