Nicole was a rock star when it came to her outside life.

She was soaring up the corporate ladder as an engineer, had a great apartment, a closet full of perfect clothes, and a full social calendar.

So why was she failing miserably at finding her dream man?

And what was that nagging feeling of emptiness in the pit of her stomach late at night?

She had been trained by her PTSD Vietnam vet father to never trust anyone…yet to always follow her dreams.

She had learned from her registered nurse mother that love was about saving everyone else first, at the cost of your own happiness.

Society had taught her that overly ambitious, smart, slightly chubby women had no other choice than to become doormats for men in order to gain their love.

Nicole had long passed her imaginary goal of finding her soul mate and being married by 27. Instead, she had found herself single, jaded by her prior relationships, and destined for short-term, single-serving trysts with transitory men.

How could she move on from a lifetime of not trusting love?

She needed to marry herself first.

This is Nicole’s true story of healing her heart by doing something utterly radical. She walks you through her steps from lost to living the life of her dreams with honesty and humor, showing the behind-the-scenes awkwardness of what it’s really like to learn how to love yourself.

Her journey will leave you wondering...

Why didn’t I think of that?