When a parent dies by suicide or overdose, the tragedy is often followed by a secondary loss: the loss of community support.

Note to Our Listeners: This episode discuses sensitive topics including self-harm and suicidal ideation. Please listen with care.

In this unfiltered and deeply vulnerable conversation, Monica and her daughters, Ari and Evie, pull back the curtain on the complex reality of grieving loved ones lost to suicide and overdose. The family discusses the unique trauma of these losses and the painful lack of support they experienced from both their local community and broader charitable organizations.

The conversation delves into the high-risk factors for children who lose a parent to traumatic circumstances, including struggles with suicidal ideation and self-harm. Monica explains her unconventional parenting choices, such as allowing tattoos and piercings, as vital outlets for her children to process emotional pain and avoid further self-harm.

Key topics discussed in this episode include:

• The Resource Gap: Navigating a landscape where charities and support systems are often missing for families of stigmatized loss.
• Religious Community Desert: The family's experience with feeling judged and unsupported by a church community during their darkest moments.
• Survival Mode vs. Strength: A candid look at the reality of carrying the weight as a child and the fear of abandonment after loss.
• Finding Comfort in Others: The importance of finding peers who share similar experiences.
• Creative Memorials: How the family honors "Dad" at a peaceful park memorial and the healing power of strangers showing kindness.

This episode serves as a powerful call for empathy and education. It highlights the desperate need for communities to show up for grieving families with the same fervor they would for any other tragedy.

The Impact of Traumatic Loss on Children: The Statistics

Research highlights that children who lose a parent to external causes, like suicide or overdose face a unique set of long-term challenges.

• Suicidal Ideation & Behavior: Offspring of parents who died by suicide are 3x more likely to die by suicide themselves and 2x as likely to attempt suicide compared to children with living parents, or who have lost a parent to natural causes. This risk remains significantly higher even when compared to children who have lost a parent to natural causes, who typically do not show the same elevated risk for suicidal behavior.
• Self-Harm: Children bereaved by sudden parental death (suicide, accident, or overdose) have a significantly increased risk of hospital-treated self-harm, with some studies showing an 8x higher risk in younger adolescents.
• Withdrawal & Social Challenges: Bereaved children often experience "disenfranchised grief," leading to internalized shame and a "deepening of shyness" that makes building healthy relationships or social connections in early adulthood difficult.
• Academic & Functional Struggles: Children who have lost a parent are more than 2x as likely to show impairments in functioning at school and at home, an effect that can persist for 7 years or longer.
• Mental & Behavioral Health: Sudden loss is a primary catalyst for depression and PTSD; nearly 1 in 4 children who lose a parent to overdose will require mental health services within five years.

Sources & Further Reading:

• NIDA: More than 321,000 U.S. Children Lost a Parent to Drug Overdose
• Psychology Today: Parental Suicide Linked to Higher Suicide Risk for Children
• University of Pittsburgh: Long-term Study on Pediatric Grief and Functional Impairment

Resources for Immediate Support

If you or someone you know is struggling, please reach out for help. You are not alone.

• 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988 or visit 988lifeline.org.
• Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741.
• The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Support): Call 1-866-488-7386 or text START to 678-678.
• SAMHSA National Helpline: Call 1-800-662-HELP (4357) for confidential treatment referral and information.

Note to Our Listeners: This episode gets very real. We discuss the physical experience of saying goodbye and preparing a parent for their funeral. If you’re in a particularly sensitive place with your own grief today, you may want to listen with a friend or save this for later.

How do you navigate a holiday season marked by the loss of two fathers?

In this deeply personal episode of We See Dead People, Monica and her daughters, Evie, Ari, and Marquesa, are joined by their sister, Zayah, to discuss a year of unimaginable transition. Following the recent passing of both their biological father, "Padre", and the man who raised them, "Dad", the family explores the "new normal" of living in the wake of double loss.

From the surreal experience of finding a half-sister through social media to using dark humor as a survival tool, the family shares how they are navigating the complexities of estrangement, memory, and healing.

In this episode, we discuss:

• The Weight of Double Loss: Processing the simultaneous passing of a biological father and a father figure.

• Grief Support Groups vs. Therapy: Why the girls found peer-led connection more effective than traditional one-on-one counseling for navigating their specific grief.

• The Power of Dark Humor: How "Dead Dad Club" pajamas and awkward neighbor interactions help the family process pain and find levity.

• Funeral Reality and Final Goodbyes: Zayah and Ari share raw, firsthand accounts of visiting Padre’s home, Zayah describes the sensory imprint left after helping her mother dress him for his funeral.

• Healing Through Sibling Connection: How their relationships shifted from sibling rivalry to finding solace in a shared family bond and the "genuine hugs" that keep them going.

• Unique Coping Mechanisms: Finding connection through the scent of a father’s truck and the "lifestyle" of using music as a tool for emotional processing.

Join the family for a conversation about the messy, painful, and occasionally hilarious journey of healing after a season of double loss—saying goodbye to both 'Padre' and 'Dad' at once.

Why do siblings grieve so differently? In this episode of We See Dead People, Monica and her daughters, Evie, Ari, and Marquesa, explore the "Hero vs. Villain" dynamic of grieving an estranged biological father after a history of substance abuse.

After years of no contact, "Padre’s" sudden death forced the sisters into a collision of conflicting grief styles. We dive deep into why one sibling retracted to friends for safety while the other clung to family, nearly turning sisters into "enemies."

Key topics in this conversation include:

• Disenfranchised Grief: Navigating the stigma of death by overdose and the isolation of "complicated" family loss.

• The "Outsider" Sibling: Evie shares the vulnerable perspective of being the eldest sibling with a different father, feeling left out as her sisters bonded through shared trauma.

• The Science of Addiction: Quesa shares her research on Substance Use Disorder (SUD) as a chronic brain disease and the hard truth that you cannot "save" someone from addiction.

Despite the "vocal stims," ADHD tangents, and the occasional dog-related disaster, the family highlights their ongoing journey toward a new baseline of communication and sisterhood.

Note: This podcast discusses sensitive topics such as drug use, self-harm, death, and suicide. Listener discretion is advised.