I think many of us recognize that we live in an era of "performative leadership"; a curated world of toxic positivity where leaders feel pressured to always have the answer, always smile, and always project certainty.
But the cracks are showing.
From the collapse of toxic corporate cultures like Boeing to the quiet burnout of high performers, the cost of ignoring what lies beneath the surface is becoming too high to pay.
This conversation challenges the binary idea that we must hide our "darker" sides to succeed. Instead, it proposes a radical truth: true executive presence doesn't come from suppressing your shadows, but from integrating them. If you want to understand why talented leaders derail and how to cultivate a resilience that goes deeper than a mindfulness app, this episode is the blueprint.
Guest:
Steven D’Souza is an influential executive educator whose career provides a powerful foundation for his insights. His journey moves beyond conventional business training, starting with studies for the priesthood and work with young offenders in high-security prisons, before pivoting to coaching the C-suite of global corporations.
As an award-winning author, his book Not Knowing won the prestigious CMI Management Book of the Year, and he has been recognized by the Thinkers50. He serves as an Associate Fellow at Oxford University’s Saïd Business School and an Executive Fellow at IE Business School. This background allows him to expertly connect the spiritual, the biological, and the systemic, offering a perspective on leadership that is both intellectually rigorous and deeply human.
Key Insights:
The high cost of the hidden
Research suggests up to 70% of leaders derail within their first 18 months. This rarely happens due to a lack of technical skill, but because strengths under pressure mutate into toxic behaviors (e.g., decisiveness becoming impulsivity). How do you identify your "shadow drivers" before they sabotage your tenure?
The power of "Negative Capability"
In a business world addicted to speed and certainty, the most effective leaders possess what the poet John Keats called "Negative Capability" - the ability to exist in mystery and doubt without reaching for irritable facts and reason. Is the capacity to pause and not know perhaps the ultimate strategic advantage in complex systems?
Your gifts are hiding in the dark
We often assume the "shadow" only contains our worst traits (anger, jealousy, greed), but it also holds the "Golden Shadow" - the talents and desires we were shamed out of expressing as children. Are you unknowingly suppressing the very creativity that could define your next breakthrough?
The danger of "Good Vibes Only"
Enforced positivity leads to emotional labor, burnout, and a loss of genuine connection. Steven explains why real psychological safety requires the space to express the full spectrum of human emotion (including anger and grief) and how suppressing them can fuel toxic organizational cultures.
Leadership is biological, not just intellectual
We tend to treat leaders as "brains on sticks," ignoring that we are embodied creatures driven by hormones, sleep cycles, and physical needs. How does ignoring the biological reality of the human body lead to disastrous ethical drift and decision-making?
Listen now to stop running from the shadows and start leading with wholeness.
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