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  • Episode 30: Grief, Deconstruction, and Healing Forward, With Kayna Chappell
    Apr 22 2026
    Episode 30: Grief, Deconstruction, and Healing ForwardContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of grief, loss, traumatic brain injury, and religious deconstruction.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with author Kayna Chappell for a deeply moving and honest conversation about grief, faith, and what it means to rebuild after everything changes.Kayna shares the story of losing her husband and how that loss became a turning point in her spiritual life. In the aftermath, she found herself questioning long-held beliefs and navigating a path of deconstruction while also supporting her son, who was living with the effects of a traumatic brain injury.We talk about what it looks like to hold grief and growth at the same time — how healing isn’t linear, how belief systems can shift under the weight of real life, and how love continues to evolve even in the face of profound loss.Kayna’s story is one of resilience, honesty, and learning to move forward without bypassing the pain.This conversation is tender, real, and a reminder that healing doesn’t mean going back — it means finding a way forward.In This Episode, We DiscussGrief and the loss of a partnerDeconstruction after life-altering eventsParenting through trauma and recoverySupporting a child with a traumatic brain injuryRedefining faith, meaning, and healingMoving forward without bypassing painAbout Our GuestKayna Chappell is an author and storyteller who shares her journey through grief, deconstruction, and healing. She creates space for honest conversations around loss, resilience, and rebuilding life after trauma.🎙 Podcast with her sonhttps://tr.ee/80BJKJE8lk🔗 Connect with Kaynahttps://linktr.ee/heretikaynaResources Mentioned(Add here if anything comes up in your conversation)Why This Episode MattersGrief has a way of unraveling everything we thought we knew — about life, about faith, and about ourselves. Kayna’s story speaks to the reality that deconstruction isn’t always a choice; sometimes it’s something life brings to your doorstep.Her journey reminds us that even in the midst of loss and uncertainty, there is still space for healing, connection, and meaning — even if it looks different than before.About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox KnoxConnect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guest?theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderIf this episode feels heavy or close to home, take your time with it. You’re allowed to pause, to feel, and to process at your own pace. There’s no right way to move through grief or healing — only your way.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.Mentioned in this episode:BIG Media...
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    1 h et 13 min
  • Rebuilding Without Belief - With American Humanist Sean Davis
    Apr 15 2026
    pisode 29: Rebuilding Without Belief — Humanism After DeconstructionContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, loss of belief, and rebuilding identity after faith.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Sean Davis, an American humanist and former Christian who has deconstructed his faith.Sean shares what it was like to walk away from Christianity and what came after — not just the loss of belief, but the process of rebuilding meaning, purpose, and identity outside of religion.We talk about humanism as an alternative framework, what it means to live ethically and intentionally without a belief in God, and how community can still exist beyond religious spaces.Sean also shares resources that support those navigating deconstruction, including organizations that provide connection, support, and a place to land for those leaving faith behind.This conversation is grounding, thoughtful, and a reminder that meaning isn’t something you lose when you walk away — it’s something you get to create.In This Episode, We DiscussDeconstructing ChristianityLetting go of belief in GodWhat humanism is and how it shapes worldviewRebuilding identity and purpose after faithFinding community outside of religionSupport systems for those leaving belief behindAbout Our GuestSean Davis is an American humanist and former Christian who shares his perspective on life after religion and advocates for ethical, human-centered living.Resources MentionedRecovering from Religionhttps://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/American Humanist Associationhttps://americanhumanist.org/Why This Episode MattersFor many, leaving religion can feel like stepping into the unknown — especially when belief in God no longer feels true. Sean’s story offers a perspective on what it looks like to rebuild without returning to another belief system.It reminds us that morality, purpose, and connection don’t belong to religion — they belong to us.About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox KnoxConnect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guest?theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderIf this episode connects with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to let go, and to rebuild your life in a way that feels honest and true to you.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.Mentioned in this episode:BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026BIG Media
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    1 h et 14 min
  • From Doctrine To Divine Mother-With Takisha Purcell
    Apr 8 2026
    Episode 28: From Doctrine to Divine Mother — A Spiritual AwakeningContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual awakening, and shifting belief systems.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Takisha Purcell, author of Understanding The Truth About God: Written in the Hearts of Men.Takisha shares her story of growing up in a Christian home in Jamaica and the early foundations that shaped her understanding of God, faith, and identity. As her journey unfolded, she began to question those inherited beliefs, leading her into a deeply personal spiritual awakening.What followed was a profound shift — one that moved her away from the traditional concept of a Divine Father and toward a connection with the Divine Mother.We talk about what it means to trust your inner knowing, to follow a path that may not be understood by those around you, and the courage it takes to redefine spirituality on your own terms.This conversation is expansive, thought-provoking, and an invitation to explore what truth feels like when it’s no longer handed to you — but discovered within.In This Episode, We DiscussGrowing up in a Christian home in JamaicaQuestioning inherited beliefsSpiritual awakening and inner knowingShifting from Divine Father to Divine MotherReclaiming personal truth and spiritualityNavigating belief changes in community and cultureAbout Our GuestTakisha Purcell is an author and spiritual voice who shares her journey of awakening and encourages others to reconnect with the truth within themselves.📖 Get her book[Insert Amazon link here]Resources Mentioned(Add here if anything comes up in your conversation)Why This Episode MattersFor many, deconstruction doesn’t end with letting go — it opens the door to something entirely new. Takisha’s story reminds us that spirituality can evolve, expand, and take forms we may have never been taught to imagine.There is no one right way to connect with the divine — and sometimes, the most honest path is the one you discover for yourself.About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox KnoxConnect with Your HostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guest?theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderIf this episode resonates with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to evolve, and to build a spiritual path that feels true to you.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.Mentioned in this episode:BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026BIG Media
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    58 min
  • Crucifying The Bible with Deborah Grace
    Apr 1 2026
    Episode 27: Crucifying the Bible and Reclaiming Your VoiceContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, spiritual harm, and leaving high-control belief systems.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Deborah Grace, author of Crucifying the Bible.Deborah shares her personal journey of deconstruction — what led her to begin questioning, how she navigated leaving behind rigid religious dogma, and the experiences that ultimately inspired her to write her book.After decades of deep involvement in the church, Deborah began studying scripture more closely, which led her to challenge long-held beliefs and ultimately walk away from Christianity to rebuild her understanding of truth and identity.We talk about the process of untangling belief systems that once shaped your identity, the courage it takes to walk away, and how Deborah is now helping others who are finding their way out of harmful religious environments.This conversation is honest, empowering, and a reminder that reclaiming your voice is possible — even after years of being told who you should be.In This Episode We DiscussReligious deconstruction and identityLetting go of rigid belief systemsWhat inspired Crucifying the BibleHealing after spiritual harmReclaiming autonomy and voiceSupporting others leaving religious dogmaAbout Our GuestDeborah Grace is an author and advocate who supports others as they navigate life after religious control.📖 Get her bookhttps://www.amazon.com/Crucifying-Bible-Using-Disprove/dp/B09CLN8N1G🎧 Spotifyhttps://open.spotify.com/artist/2sIYhMcqieIFU5Hd3kVS85?si=YqnAo-o9Q4euQypV6G-T6Q📱 TikTok@deborah_grace_ctb🎙 Apple Podcast Featurehttps://share.google/FedkqaQBSFfnhPUkUResources MentionedRecovering from Religionhttps://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/Why This Episode MattersLeaving behind deeply held beliefs can feel like losing everything — identity, community, and certainty. Deborah’s story reminds us that there is life, voice, and freedom on the other side of deconstruction.About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox Knox💬 Connect with your hostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guestEmail us at theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderIf this episode resonates with your own journey, take your time with it. You are allowed to question, to change, and to rebuild in a way that feels true to you.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.Mentioned in this episode:BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026BIG Media
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    1 h et 11 min
  • Humanism From The Heart with Steve Ghikadis
    Mar 25 2026
    Episode 26: Humanism from the HeartContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of humanism, life after religion, and building meaning through compassion and connection.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down with Steve Ghikadis, author of Humanism from the Heart.Unlike many of our guests, Steve was not raised within religion. Instead, he was raised as a free thinker, encouraged to explore the world with curiosity and ask questions about faith, meaning, and humanity from an early age. That foundation led him to humanism — not as a reaction, but as a natural extension of a life rooted in openness and inquiry.Steve shares what it looks like to live a human-centered life grounded in empathy, compassion, and connection. We also talk about his passion for bridging the gap between believers and non-believers, creating space for understanding rather than division.This conversation is thoughtful, grounding, and a reminder that purpose and goodness are not owned by religion — they are something we build together.In This Episode We DiscussBeing raised as a free thinkerCuriosity as a foundation for belief and identityWhat humanism looks like in everyday lifeBuilding meaning outside of religionBridging the gap between believers and non-believersCompassion as a guiding principleConnection, community, and shared humanityAbout Our GuestSteve Ghikadis is an author and advocate for human-centered living, focused on encouraging others to lead with empathy, curiosity, and understanding.Learn more about Steve’s workhttps://steveghikadis.com/Resources MentionedRecovering from Religionhttps://www.recoveringfromreligion.org/Secular Therapy Projecthttps://www.seculartherapy.org/Why This Episode MattersNot every path away from religion begins in harm — and not every conversation about belief has to end in division. Steve’s perspective offers a hopeful reminder that curiosity, compassion, and shared humanity can create meaningful connection across different worldviews.About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox Knox💬 Connect with your hostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guestEmail us at theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderWhether you are deconstructing, questioning, or simply exploring, you are allowed to move at your own pace. Curiosity is not something to fear — it’s something that can guide you.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.Mentioned in this episode:BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026BIG Media
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    58 min
  • Humanism, Community, and Life Beyond Religion
    Mar 18 2026
    Episode 25: Humanism, Community, and Life Beyond ReligionContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious deconstruction, secular identity, and rebuilding meaning outside of faith.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and we sit down with Shawn Towers, an American Humanist who is actively working to support and uplift others through education, advocacy, and humanitarian work.Shawn shares his journey beyond religion and what it means to build a life grounded in humanism, where ethics, compassion, and community exist without reliance on religious doctrine. We explore how purpose, meaning, and connection can be redefined outside of traditional belief systems.Through his work, Shawn is helping create spaces where people can belong, contribute, and heal — without fear, shame, or dogma.In This Episode We DiscussWhat humanism is and what it stands forLife after religionBuilding ethical frameworks outside of faithCommunity without doctrineHumanitarian work and advocacyHealing from religious conditioningCreating belonging beyond beliefAbout Our GuestShawn Towers is a speaker, educator, and advocate within the humanist community, dedicated to supporting others through outreach and humanitarian efforts.Learn more about Shawn’s workhttps://humanist.org/shawntowersWhy This Episode MattersFor many leaving religion, the question becomes “what now?” Shawn’s perspective offers a powerful reminder that meaning, morality, and community are not owned by religion. They can be built intentionally, rooted in humanity itself.About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after faith. We create space for honesty, healing, and community beyond fear-based systems.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox Knox💬 Connect with your hostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guestEmail us at theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderIf you are navigating life after religion, you are not alone. There is space to rebuild, to question, and to create meaning in ways that feel true to you.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.
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    49 min
  • Exposing The Seventh Day Adventist Church, With Melissa Duge Spiers
    Mar 10 2026
    Episode 24: Exposing Sex, Sin, and Secrets in the Seventh day Adventist ChurchContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of religious abuse, sexual misconduct, institutional cover ups, and spiritual harm.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I have the honor of sitting down with Melissa Duge Spiers, author of Holy Disobedience.Melissa joins us to talk about the devastating patterns of abuse, secrecy, and power within the Seventh-day Adventist Church that she courageously exposes in her book. Through years of investigation and survivor testimony, Melissa uncovers how systems meant to protect the faithful often instead protect perpetrators.In this powerful conversation, we discuss the culture of silence surrounding sexual misconduct, the spiritual manipulation used to maintain control, and the courage it takes for survivors and advocates to speak out.Melissa’s work is a call for truth, accountability, and justice for those harmed within religious institutions.In This Episode We DiscussInstitutional abuse within religious organizationsSurvivor advocacy and truth tellingPatterns of secrecy and protection of leadershipSpiritual manipulation and controlThe cost of speaking outWhy accountability within churches mattersAbout Our GuestMelissa Duge Spiers is an author and advocate dedicated to exposing abuse within religious systems and amplifying the voices of survivors.Pre Order Her Bookhttps://www.lakedrivebooks.com/books/holy-disobedience/?utm_source=ig&utm_medium=social&utm_content=link_in_bio&fbclid=PAb21jcAQdt_tleHRuA2FlbQIxMQBzcnRjBmFwcF9pZA81NjcwNjczNDMzNTI0MjcAAaeFoZt_MvpDFvo3xVnqTHofZimjxbr7t-9j4_R1aKwfzzMf7ijK2CEqr-3gbQ_aem_V6U0cb49pQDOv5bd4VwMrAInstagramhttps://www.instagram.com/the.glory.whole?igsh=NGZ1ZHRqOTdpcWZ2Why This Episode MattersInstitutional abuse thrives in silence. Conversations like this help bring hidden harm into the light and remind survivors that they are not alone. Accountability begins when stories are told and systems are no longer allowed to hide behind spiritual authority.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox Knox💬 Connect with your hostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guestEmail us at theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderIf discussions of abuse within religious systems are difficult for you, please listen at your own pace and take care of yourself. Healing often begins when truth is spoken.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.Mentioned in this episode:BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026BIG Media
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    54 min
  • Accountability In The Age Of Patriarchy
    Mar 4 2026
    Episode 22: Accountability in the Age of PatriarchyContent NoteThis episode includes discussion of current events, systemic patriarchy, power structures, and accountability.Episode DescriptionThis week on The Awakening, Tamara and I sit down for a timely and honest conversation about current events, accountability, and the ways patriarchy continues to be upheld in our culture.We unpack how systems of power protect themselves, how accountability is often avoided or redirected, and why patriarchy is not just an abstract idea — but something reinforced in everyday choices, institutions, and silence. We also discuss what it means to take responsibility in our personal lives while still naming systemic harm.This episode is reflective, direct, and rooted in the belief that healing and justice both require honesty.In This Episode We DiscussCurrent cultural and political eventsHow patriarchy sustains itselfAccountability vs performative outrageInternalized patriarchyReligious systems and powerWhy naming harm mattersPersonal responsibility within broken systemsWhy This Episode MattersConversations about patriarchy and accountability can be uncomfortable — especially for those raised in high-control religious spaces where hierarchy was normalized. But growth requires courage. Naming systems of harm is not about division; it is about clarity, healing, and refusing to participate in cycles that cause damage.Coming Next WeekNext week, we are honored to welcome Melissa Duge Spiers, author of Holy Disobedience.We’ll be diving into spiritual autonomy, resisting harmful authority, and what it means to reclaim your voice. You won’t want to miss it.About the ShowThe Awakening is a podcast centered on religious deconstruction, survivor stories, and rebuilding life after spiritual harm. We create space for truth-telling, growth, and community beyond fear-based systems.🎶 Intro/Outro MusicYour Poison by Rox Knox💬 Connect with your hostsHeather — @happyheather | @happyheathersmilesTamara — TikTok @feralatheistjezebel321 | Instagram @tamarajo321🎥 Watch the show on YouTubehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheAwakeningPodcast-w6s📩 Interested in being a guestEmail us at theawakeningpod@gmail.comListener Care ReminderIf conversations about power, patriarchy, or accountability feel activating, pause and check in with yourself. Growth does not require self-abandonment. You are allowed to process at your own pace.If you like what you here, check out other great pods on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!Barrett and Zac host The All About Nothing: Podcast, discussing everything from news and politics to entertainment and sports! All About Nothing, but All About Something too!Zac and Barrett host What The Pod Was That with Cari Simmons, available everywhere you listen to podcasts.Take a deep dive down the rabbit hole with Amii on the pod Welcome to Wonder Land.Check out Black White and Blue In the South, With Dr. Jumelle Brooks and Bill Kimler!Politically Speaking with Erica Sampson, Kirsten Pruitt, and Emily Mayer is a sharp, engaging podcast breaking down politics with insight, wit, and a fresh perspective.The Preach Jacobs Podcast is hosted by Columbia South Carolina's very own Ambassador, Hiphop Artist, Columnist and Owner of SoulHAUS Art Gallery, Preach Jacobs!All of these fantastic podcasts can be found on the BIG Media LLC Podcast Network!FAIR USE COPYRIGHT NOTICE The Copyright Laws of the United States recognize a "fair use" of copyrighted content. Section 107 of the U.S. Copyright Act states:NOTWITHSTANDING THE PROVISIONS OF SECTIONS 106 AND 106A, THE FAIR USE OF A COPYRIGHTED WORK, INCLUDING SUCH USE BY REPRODUCTION IN COPIES OR PHONO RECORDS OR BY ANY OTHER MEANS SPECIFIED BY THAT SECTION, FOR PURPOSES SUCH AS CRITICISM, COMMENT, NEWS REPORTING, TEACHING (INCLUDING MULTIPLE COPIES FOR CLASSROOM USE), SCHOLARSHIP, OR RESEARCH, IS NOT AN INFRINGEMENT OF COPYRIGHT.This Video/Audio in general may contain certain copyrighted works that were not specifically authorized to be used by the copyright holder(s), but which we believe in good faith are protected by federal law and the fair use doctrine for one or more of the reasons noted above. If you have any specific concerns about this usage, or our position on the Fair Use Defense, please contact us at preachjacobs@gmail.com so we can discuss amicably.Thank you.Mentioned in this episode:BIG Media LLC Copyright 2026BIG Media
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