What if death isn’t an ending, but a doorway into a fuller, braver way of living?

In this episode, we begin with mortality—raw, honest, unavoidable—and follow its thread into tantra, intimacy, and the erotic as life force: the same mysterious current that draws bees to flowers, lovers to lips, and creatives toward the work that matters.

We explore our obsession with certainty—especially about the afterlife—and how dogma, distraction, and constant “seeking” can quietly dull awe and flatten intimacy. Instead, we look at what it means to build tolerance for discomfort, stay present at our edges, and treat uncertainty as a devotional practice.

I share a dream about dying: a warm room of loved ones… a spiral staircase… a playful judgment that dissolves into forgiveness. The lesson wasn’t perfection; it was being. From that vantage point, death becomes the clearest mirror: kiss in the thunderstorm, say I love you, risk where it counts.

If the only certainty is death, then the true spiritual skill is learning to hold uncertainty without shrinking from life’s invitations.

Join me for a grounded, tender exploration of grief, awe, leadership, and the afterlife—and walk away with practices to feel more, love deeper, and live at your edge. Expect conversations on the erotic, kink, death, tantra, and the holy tension between what terrifies us and what awakens us—Scorpio’s sacred domain.

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