When most writers start, writing feels light.

It's curiosity.
It's wonder.
It's something you can't stop doing.

But somewhere along the way, something shifts.

Writing becomes measurable.
It becomes evaluative.
It becomes work.

And slowly, quietly, almost without noticing…

Something important disappears.

In this episode-- the second in a short mini-trilogy about things that quietly erode writers from the inside-- I talk about what happens when improvement becomes the primary goal, when awareness turns into self-policing, and when every time you "pick up the ball" it feels like you're suddenly playing under professional-level expectations.

You'll hear:

• How growing skill can accidentally crowd out creative joy

• Why self-awareness becomes destructive when it turns into constant judgment

• The subtle difference between healthy craft discipline and over-regulation

• And why trying to force joy directly almost never works

If your writing has started to feel heavy…
If you've been procrastinating something you used to love…
If everything feels like it has to justify its existence…

This episode isn't about fixing your technique.

It's about rediscovering something you may have lost without realizing it.

And once you see it, a lot of the weight starts to lift.

I struggled with separating the concepts of Fiction Farming vs. Fiction Cooking for a long time.

And while it might sound strange, confusing those two modes may be quietly destroying more writing momentum-- and more long-term creative joy writing fiction-- than almost anything else.

In this episode, I introduce a distinction that completely changed how I understand procrastination, "writer's block," and the shame spiral that comes from sitting down to write and walking away feeling like you failed.

I call it Fiction Farming vs. Fiction Cooking.

You'll learn:

• Why your brain uses these two different modes

• Why judgment kills ideas in one mode-- but is essential in the other

• How mixing the two creates unnecessary friction and ultimately leads to not writing

• And how to diagnose which mode you're actually in before you sit down to work

This is the first episode in a short mini-trilogy about subtle habits that quietly erode writers' confidence over time.

If you've been hard on yourself lately, this one might bring some relief—and a clearer path forward.

This episode is the diagnostic follow-up to the 6 Pillars framework, but can also be useful on its own.

For each pillar, I share a few signs it may be underdeveloped– and one practical thing you can try to strengthen it. If you want clearer insight into why your writing gets stuck, this is where the framework turns into tools.

In the previous episode, I laid out The 6 Elemental Pieces of Being a Fiction Writer– a framework for understanding writing mastery as a system of skills, not a single talent.

In this episode, we get practical.

This is the diagnostic half of the framework: for each pillar, I walk through a few common signs it may be underdeveloped– and one concrete, testable thing you can try to start strengthening it.

The goal isn't self-judgment.
It's clarity.

When writers get stuck, it's often because they're trying to fix the wrong problem. This episode is about learning how to identify where friction is actually coming from, so effort turns into progress instead of frustration.

In this episode, I cover:

• How to diagnose issues across craft, ideation, design, process, sustainment, and taste

• Simple signals that point to the real source of stalled projects

• One actionable exercise per pillar– designed to be tried, not believed

• Why exhaustion, resistance, and inconsistency are information, not failure

• How to treat your creative capacity as infrastructure, not a resource to burn

If you've ever felt like you're working hard but not moving forward in a way that sticks, this episode gives you tools to figure out why– and where to focus next.

The Make Existian Toast

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May you slay false perfection, the old foe of done.

May you make all you dream of, and let making be fun.

And may you count who can make what you make– only one.

Sláinte.

Craft matters– but it's not the whole picture.

This episode introduces The 6 Elemental Pieces of Being a Fiction Writer, a framework for understanding why writers stall, burn out, or struggle to finish work– even when their craft is solid. If you want a clearer map of what actually governs writing progress, start here.

Most writing advice focuses on craft.

And craft matters. A lot.

But it's only one part of why writers finish work– or don't.

In this episode, I lay out a framework I call The 6 Elemental Pieces of Being a Fiction Writer. It's a way of looking at writing mastery not as a single skill, but as a set of distinct, improvable competencies that work together over time.

The problem isn't that craft advice is wrong.
It's that it's incomplete.

When we try to solve every writing problem with craft alone, we miss other invisible factors that quietly stall projects, drain momentum, or cause burnout. This episode is about making those factors visible– so they can actually be worked on.

In this episode, I cover:

• Why writing mastery isn't one skill, but a system of skills

• The six pillars that govern how writers actually finish work

• How blind spots– not lack of talent– cause most stalls

• Why many "craft problems" are actually design, process, or sustainment problems

• How to think about mastery as a reusable map, not a checklist

This episode sets up a practical diagnostic framework we'll use going forward. If you've ever felt like you're working hard but not progressing in a way that sticks, this gives you a clearer map of why.

The Make Existian Toast

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May you slay false perfection, the old foe of done.

May you make all you dream of, and let making be fun.

And may you count who can make what you make– only one.

Sláinte.

Feeling paralyzed by what to write next?

This episode introduces the Mosaic Method– a practical way to lower the stakes, keep writing, and make progress without committing to the "one perfect project."
If choosing feels harder than writing, this tool is for you.

Choosing what to write shouldn't feel like a branding decision– but for a lot of writers, it does.

When your body of work is small, every project can feel like it has to represent all of you. That pressure creates paralysis: fear of choosing wrong, fear of losing readers, fear of starting with the "wrong" idea.

In this episode, I walk through a tool I use to break that paralysis: the Mosaic Method.

Instead of treating any single piece of writing as the door to your career, the Mosaic Method reframes your work as a growing body of tiles– small, finished pieces that eventually form something larger. You'll learn how to shrink the emotional stakes of starting, keep multiple projects alive without burning out, and make real progress without waiting for "the right idea."

This episode covers:

• Why "what should I write first?" is often the wrong question

• How small, finished pieces build momentum better than big commitments

• A practical way to keep writing when novels feel overwhelming

• Why dedicated, focused time matters more than constant note-taking

• A simple voice-memo workflow that turns speech into usable draft material

If you're stuck choosing between ideas– or stuck because choosing feels impossible– this episode gives you a tool you can try today.

The Make Existian Toast

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May you slay false perfection, the old foe of done.

May you make all you dream of, and let making be fun.

And may you count who can make what you make– only one.

Sláinte.

Today, I double down on the core idea behind the show: fiction writing is a craft made up of learnable, testable skill, and tell you a little bit about my background as a working writer.

You'll also hear about two guiding principles that shape the show:

The Current Best Approach: treating every tool as provisional, adaptable, and open to change

Showing how the sausage is made: documenting the real, messy, day-to-day process of writing instead of mythologizing it after the fact

If you've got half-finished drafts, rewritten openings, or a growing pile of "someday I'll write that" ideas, this episode will help you begin to understand why you're stuck-- and what this show is designed to help you build instead.

This isn't about hype, shortcuts, or finding the "one true way."

It's about finishing work, diagnosing problems, and building a toolbox you can use again and again.

Let's get started.

This podcast is part of Make Exist, where we create tutorials, tools, and resources for creative work.