Note: Episode 2 was recorded in November 2025 and today it becomes public. Welcome to the launch.

Charlie Kirk didn’t hand me answers. He detonated questions. About power. About courage. About whether Jesus came to evacuate souls out of earth – or install a new kind of government into it.

This second episode comes two months after Charlie’s murder, and since then something cracked open in me – a new operating system booted up. Call it Version 3.0. Same hardware, new way of thinking.

This isn’t a eulogy. It’s a wrestling match. With God. With grief. With the gospel as I inherited it versus the gospel I can no longer unsee. Charlie’s got me thinking these things.

I talk about why “good news” sold through fear – terror fear, not reverent awe – isn’t good news. Full stop. Why hell, fire, and judgment might be far more earthy (and far more urgent) than we were taught. Why Rome didn’t crucify Jesus for promising paradise after death, but for announcing a rival administration.

And then it gets uncomfortably practical.

Dating. Counseling before commitment. Time treated like currency, not confetti. A softened heart that somehow didn’t lose its spine. Compassion that showed up where anger used to sit. A strange new obsession with government, culture, and the decisions that quietly shape a nation while we’re busy scrolling cat videos.

This episode is about what happens when belief stops hiding in the chest and starts showing up in calendars, boundaries, human relationships, and courage.

No altar calls. No escape hatches. Just one relentless question echoing through it all:

What if the point was never leaving earth – but transforming it, doing the inner work first so what we build out there has roots?