What happens when grief collides with faith — and suicide shatters everything you thought you believed?

In this candid and raw episode of Grief 2 Growth, Brian sits down with Rachel Powell, widow, author, speaker, and founder of Hope Speaker, to explore the complicated intersection of grief, faith, suicide loss, and hope.

After losing her husband André to suicide — and surviving suicide attempts herself — Rachel shares her story with courage, clarity, and compassion. This conversation goes beyond platitudes and into the realities many people are afraid to name: church hurt, spiritual abuse, suicidal thinking, and the long road back to hope.

This episode is for anyone who has:

• Lost a loved one to suicide
• Struggled with faith after loss
• Felt silenced, blamed, or misunderstood in grief
• Wondered if hope is still possible

🧠 In this episode, we discuss:

• Why suicide is not a failure of love or faith
• How grief becomes more complicated when faith communities cause harm
• The difference between religion and faith in healing
• Rachel’s concept of the “black box” of suicidal thinking
• Why suicide prevention must include helping people save their own lives
• How hope can still grow — even after devastating loss

💬 A gentle note to listeners

This episode includes honest discussion of suicide and suicidal ideation. Please listen with care and take breaks as needed.

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🔗 Guest Resources

• Rachel Powell – Hope Speaker: https://hopespeaker.com
  
  
• Christian Widow Community: https://hopestronghold.com
  
  
• Instagram & Facebook: Hope Speaker / Rachel Powell

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