Short and sweet.

This episode is about the messy middle of manifestation: the quiet, awkward, in-between phase where nothing is wrong, nothing is happening, and you’re exhausted from believing without receipts.

If you’re in a filler episode of your manifestation journey, I see you and I love you. Come join the mess.

Last week’s holiday hit me like a cosmic frying pan, hotties. My sister brought her boyfriend home for the first time (love him, truly), and instead of being a normal human, I emotionally combusted like a girl in a YA novel. I’m talking jealousy, loneliness, a full four-hour cry, AND angel numbers attacking me on the highway.

In this episode, I break down the crashout, the realizations, the “down bad does NOT mean what I thought it meant” debacle, and the genuinely healing shift that happened once I finally stopped pretending I didn’t want love or softness or support. If you’re feeling behind on your manifestations, lonely, overwhelmed, or like the universe is ghosting you...same. Let’s talk about it.

This week I somehow turned a murder mystery party into a full-blown worthiness wound healing moment. I talk about the childhood moment that convinced me I was “too much,” how that wound has stalked me through middle school, high school, work, relationships, and even my manifestation practice… and then the UNIVERSE casually threw me into a party hosted by a girl with the same name as the one who originally excluded me. Comedy? Karma? Both. If you’ve ever spiraled about your worthiness, cried at your cubicle, accepted crumbs in dating, or wondered if you’re manifesting wrong...welcome to the mess.