• S7/E64: Martfotai - I Am My Path - The Journey That Was Never a Journey
    Dec 4 2025

    The final episode of Martfotai Season One completes the octave: you are the path itself. Drawing from Gurdjieff's teaching that all life is one movement, we discover walking walks itself, living lives itself, being is itself. Through the Walking Verification Practice and the Am-I-The-Path Inquiry, this episode reveals life functioning seamlessly without a claimant. From consciousness seeking itself to living recognition in work and relationships, the journey completes by dissolving the one who thinks they are journeying. Personal development ends. Consciousness development continues forever. Season One complete. Season Two begins: purgatory awaits.


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    44 min
  • S7/E63: Martfotai – I Am Nothing – The Disappearance of Even the Witness
    Nov 27 2025

    This penultimate episode in the "I Am" arc guides you through the fourth Post Martfotai discipline. Through steady attention and direct recognition, the witness position dissolves and awareness shines without a centre. Identity falls away. Presence remains. Function continues with clarity and ease.

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    46 min
  • S7/E62: Martfotai - I Am Everything - Union with All That Is
    Nov 20 2025

    This episode explores the third Post-Martfotai discipline, guiding you through practices that soften the boundary between perceiver and perceived. Through the breathing bridge, conscious I Am work, and awareness-based sensing, you see how separation forms through language and habit. These methods reveal the wider field that holds thought, feeling, and sensation together. Presence strengthens. Recognition stabilises.

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    43 min
  • S7/E61: Martfotai - I Am Looking - Seeing Without Projection
    Nov 13 2025

    In this episode of Martfotai, we explore looking as the second Post-Martfotai discipline. Drawing from Gurdjieff's teachings on conscious perception and Russell A. Smith's work on the centres, we discover practices that separate seeing from looking, that hold attention independently of eye movement. You'll learn the 360-degree viewing exercise that demonstrates the split between physical vision and conscious focus, the seeing buffer where projection pauses before reaction triggers, and applications spanning relationships, conflict, and daily awareness. From soft gaze to visualisation to two-way vision, these practices build presence that sees clearly without interpretation. This is about direct perception, attention that receives without distortion, and transmission through clarity.


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    40 min
  • S7/E60: Martfotai - I Am Listening - Receiving Without Story
    Nov 6 2025

    In this episode of Martfotai, we explore listening as the first Post-Martfotai discipline. Drawing from Gurdjieff's teachings on conscious reception and the space between stimulus and response, we discover the echoing practice: silently repeating what we hear to displace narration and create presence. You'll learn the protective shield where accusations get assessed through clarity, the listening buffer that expands recall to photographic precision, and applications spanning relationships, conflict, children, and anxiety. From two minutes to twenty minutes daily, echoing builds presence that activates automatically. This is about receiving others completely, listening that becomes love, and transmission through attention without distortion.

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    47 min
  • S7/E59: Martfotai - I Am the Gate - Crossing from Form to Essence
    Oct 30 2025

    In this episode of Martfotai, we explore the final passage of the Transmission Arc: you are the gate. Drawing on Gurdjieff's permanent passenger and the gate consciousness where essence meets form, we discover how to live as threshold between two realms. You'll learn what it means when the personal project completes, how transmission happens through being rather than doing, and where conscious living becomes life itself. This is about recognising yourself as passage, not traveller. Stable, present, and serving.

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    42 min
  • S7/E58: Martfotai - I Am the Thread - Weaving All That I Am into Presence
    Oct 23 2025

    In this episode of Martfotai, we explore integration itself, the conscious work of weaving all fragments into unified presence. Having recognised Martfotai consciousness and the new beginning it brings, we now discover how understanding becomes embodiment. We examine the critical distinction between suppression (pushing parts away) and integration (including all parts consciously), exploring how permanent "I" crystallises through sustained practice. From concrete examples in daily life to the recognition that all moments across your entire existence connect through one continuous thread of awareness, you'll learn how wholeness reveals itself through conscious labour. We explore daily practices including morning recognition, holding tension, evening review, weekly inventory, and monthly visualisation that stabilise integration over time. This episode reveals the thread you are, running through every moment you've lived, making whole what once seemed hopelessly separate.

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    47 min
  • S7/E57: Martfotai - I Am a New Beginning - The Return to Presence as Creative Act
    Oct 16 2025

    In this twenty-third episode of Martfotai, we explore the new beginning that emerges when recognition stabilises. Drawing on Maurice Nicoll's teaching about Living Time versus passing-time, we discover why spiritual narratives end completely when consciousness stops pretending. The shift from living TOWARD clarity to living FROM it transforms relationships, work, and daily life through creative expression replacing programmed responses. We examine the three natural developmental stages post-Martfotai, how problems become teachers through conscious rather than mechanical suffering, and why the Steward's permanent function creates the gap for genuine choice. Five integration practices support stabilisation whilst common questions address practices, goals, forgetting, and continued development. This recognition is profoundly ordinary because what you sought was never absent, only obscured by seeking itself.

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    47 min