Dear God, it’s me.

Episode 6.

In this episode, I reflect on what it meant to grow up in that environment—how it shaped me, how it built resilience, and how it prepared me in ways I didn’t understand at the time.

I wasn’t just born into life… I was born into a battle.

But even in that, God’s love never left me.

This is the blueprint—resilience, endurance, faith, and love… built through every experience.

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— Empress Leah Starr

Dear God, it’s me.

Episode 5.

In this episode, I share the stories I later learned about my brothers—moments that revealed the reality of the home I was living in.

These experiences showed me the depth of what was happening behind closed doors, and how pain in one part of a family affects everyone.

This is part of the blueprint—understanding the environment that shapes you, even when you don’t see it all at the time.

🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms.

— Empress Leah Starr

Dear God, it’s me.

Episode 4.

In this episode, I take you into what it felt like growing up in that home—the tension, the fear, and the heaviness that couldn’t always be explained, but was always felt.

Even as a child, I was learning how to survive in an environment that didn’t feel safe.

This is part of the blueprint—how resilience begins, even before you understand why.

🎧 Available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, Pandora, Amazon Music, and all major platforms.

— Empress Leah Starr