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  • My Faith Has Questions

    My Faith Has Questions
    Feb 16 2026
    Episode Title: My Faith Has Questions. Doubt, anger, and honest conversations with God.

    What do you do when your faith feels complicated.
    When prayers go unanswered. When obedience feels costly. When life does not match what you believed for. When you love God, but you’re tired of pretending you’re not confused.

    In this solo episode of Conversations with Vivian: Audio Series, Vivian unpacks the tension between doubt and disbelief, anger and reverence, disappointment and devotion. She explores why questions are not the enemy of faith, how silence can deepen shame, and what it looks like to bring your whole, unfiltered self to God.

    If you’ve ever wondered whether your hard questions make you less spiritual, this conversation is for you. Real faith. Real tension. And grace for the messy middle.
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    33 min
  • My Faith Has Questions

    My Faith Has Questions
    Feb 16 2026
    Episode Title: My Faith Has Questions. Doubt, anger, and honest conversations with God.

    What do you do when your faith feels complicated.
    When prayers go unanswered. When obedience feels costly. When life does not match what you believed for. When you love God, but you’re tired of pretending you’re not confused.

    In this solo episode of Conversations with Vivian: Audio Series, Vivian unpacks the tension between doubt and disbelief, anger and reverence, disappointment and devotion. She explores why questions are not the enemy of faith, how silence can deepen shame, and what it looks like to bring your whole, unfiltered self to God.

    If you’ve ever wondered whether your hard questions make you less spiritual, this conversation is for you. Real faith. Real tension. And grace for the messy middle.
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    33 min
  • High Functioning but Low Inside Smiling in public but falling apart in private. This week I’m sitting with Pasto

    High Functioning but Low Inside Smiling in public but falling apart in private. This week I’m sitting with Pasto
    Feb 9 2026
    Today’s episode is High Functioning but Low Inside.
    Smiling in public. Falling apart in private.

    This is for the ones who keep showing up. The leaders. The helpers. The ones everyone depends on. You look strong, capable, and steady, but inside you’re tired, overwhelmed, and holding more than you admit.

    In this episode, I’m joined by Pastor Tunde Idowu, founder of a nonprofit serving the homeless and an emcee who knows what it means to carry a room while quietly carrying your own weight. We’re talking about hidden burnout, emotional exhaustion, faith in the middle of pressure, and what it really looks like to ask for help.

    If you’ve ever felt like you had to hold it together for everyone else, this conversation is for you.
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    54 min
  • Church Hurt But Still Choosing Jesus.

    Church Hurt But Still Choosing Jesus.
    Feb 3 2026
    Today’s Episode. Church Hurt but Still Choosing Jesus (with Jessica East)

    Church hurt can shake more than your trust in people. It can make you question your discernment, your voice, and even God’s heart toward you. In this episode of Conversations with Vivian: Audio Series, Vivian sits with Jessica East for an honest, faith forward conversation about what happens when the place that was supposed to cover you ends up cutting you.

    Together, they talk about separating God from people, navigating guilt after stepping back, and rebuilding trust without ignoring what happened. You’ll hear language for what you felt, wisdom for healthy boundaries, and hope for healing that doesn’t require pretending.

    If you love Jesus but you’re wary of church spaces right now, this episode is for you. The good, the bad, the ugly. And the grace that holds it all together.
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    1 h
  • The Shame I Don't Talk About

    The Shame I Don't Talk About
    Jan 26 2026
    Episode: The Shame I Don’t Talk About. Regret, embarrassment, and the grace to heal
    Shame has a voice. It doesn’t just point at what you did. It tries to rewrite who you are. It says you’re dirty, disqualified, and too far gone. It tells you to hide, to perform, to stay quiet, and to carry it alone.
    In this episode of Conversations with Vivian: Audio Series, Vivian sits with Princess Alexis Beloved who shares a real redemption story. Together they unpack what shame tries to steal, how it shows up in everyday life, and what finally broke its power. You’ll hear the difference between conviction and condemnation, why healing can’t thrive in secrecy, and practical steps to come out of hiding safely.
    If you’ve ever loved God and still felt unworthy, this one is for you. The good, the bad, the ugly. And the grace that holds it all together.
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    52 min
  • Conversations with Vivian

    Conversations with Vivian
    Jan 26 2026
    Welcome to Conversations with Vivian: Audio Series.
    This is a space for real stories and the hard conversations we usually avoid. The good, the bad, the ugly. And the grace that holds it all together.
    Here we talk faith in real life. Not performance, not perfection. Purpose, relationships, culture, healing, identity, and the messy middle in between.
    I’m Vivian. Grab your tea, take your walk, or sit in the car a little longer. Let’s talk.
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    3 min