Dr Anne Biccard has spent nearly three decades working on the frontlines of South Africa’s healthcare system, much of that time in the intensity and unpredictability of the emergency department. In this episode of Awakening Doctor, Anne speaks candidly about the stubborn determination that carried her through medical school, the realities of life in the ED, and the emotional cost of always having to “be the adult in the room.”

With characteristic humour, insight, and vulnerability, she shares stories of difficult resuscitations, surviving trauma, burnout, and even a bullet to the chest, and the important role that writing, music, rescue animals, and life on a farm play in helping her maintain perspective.

We reflect on the culture of medicine in South Africa, the persona doctors construct in order to cope, and the delicate balance between detachment and empathy that emergency medicine requires.

Wise, wry, and deeply thoughtful, Anne's story offers a rare glimpse into both the visible and invisible life of an emergency room doctor. Join us for a moving exploration of what it means to care for others while striving not to lose sight of oneself.

Dr Anne Biccard is the author of three medical memoirs: Holding My Breath, Saving a Stranger’s Life, and One Call Away.

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What are the odds that a young man from Sluma View, Katlehong, will find himself at Oxford University?

Whatever they are, Dr Wonderful Thabiso Khumalo, medical doctor, Rhodes scholar, award-winning poet, and emerging global health researcher, has defied them.

In this episode of Awakening Doctor, Thabiso speaks candidly about growing up without his biological father, losing his mother as a teenager, and navigating matric while living alone - often not knowing where his next meal would come from. With extraordinary vulnerability, he shares for the first time publicly the circumstances surrounding his mother’s death, and reflects on masculinity, resilience, and the impact of being “shunted into manhood” too early.

The conversation highlights the many unseen realities behind academic excellence: the loneliness of survival, the quiet strength derived from community, the racism and class disparities embedded within medical training, and the power of service in shaping identity. Thabiso reflects on his years at Wits University, his passion for mentoring and student leadership, and the colleagues and peers who sustained him through some of the most difficult years of his life.

Now pursuing a PhD at Oxford University focused on gun violence in low-resource settings, Thabiso speaks about ambition, purpose, spirituality, and what it means for a young man from Katlehong to become part of Oxford’s “living memory.”

Join us for a powerful exploration of leadership and resilience, and be reminded that behind every accomplished doctor is a deeply human story waiting to be heard.

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What might change if we allowed ourselves to really be with death? If we turned towards our mortality, rather than away from it?

In this episode of Awakening Doctor, host Maria Christodoulou speaks with end-of-life doula, death educator, and writer Chloe Hope about what it takes to accompany people at the threshold between life and death.

Chloe shares the childhood loss that shaped her relationship with death, why she prefers the 'big talk' of doula work over superficial small talk, and how her wildlife rescue work with hatchling birds mirrors her experience at the bedside, with both beginnings and endings demanding full attention and a willing heart.

Together, they reflect on the love and grief that weaves through this work and explore the cultural tendency to label death as failure. They also consider the subtle violence that arises when we try to solve the 'problem' of dying, and the challenge of discerning what needs intervention from what needs witnessing.

Through personal stories of ritual and community, we learn how presence can transform care, and that acknowledging that the body knows how to die might change the choices we make for ourselves.

Join us for a thoughtful conversation about humanity, mortality, and the courage to stay present at life's most tender edge.

Find out more about Chloe's work here: https://www.liminalcompanion.com/

Read Chloe's Substack, Death and Birds here: https://www.deathandbirds.com/

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