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We hear “choose yourself” everywhere — but what does that really mean when you’re in a relationship you’re trying to make work?

In this episode, I share how I came to the painful realization that I was abandoning myself in the name of love. By sacrificing my wants, needs, and voice to maintain connection, I was unintentionally teaching myself that my inner truth didn’t matter.

After going no contact and confronting deep-rooted childhood abandonment wounds, I reached a breaking point where “enough” finally meant enough. From that space, I began the work of choosing myself unapologetically — without buying into the narrative that honoring my needs makes me selfish, difficult, or unlovable.

I also guide listeners through a powerful, deployable exercise that helped me access inner wisdom by gathering different timelines of myself — allowing clarity, self-trust, and grounded decision-making to emerge.

This episode is an invitation to reclaim your voice, stop self-abandonment, and learn how to choose yourself without guilt — so your relationships can be rooted in truth rather than sacrifice.

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Love isn't always logical. Emotions take over, the heart dreams wildly, and it becomes so easy to get lost within the depths of love. So, how can we lead with love while still being authentically centered?

Through my journey of experiences lately I've learned an important lesson: Love requires integration to truly last. When we meet ourselves from the space of where we're giving from, we start to connect with our childhood. How love felt to us growing up, what we learned was acceptable or what wasn't, and what made us feel safe has shaped our ideas of love now. When we meet ourselves truly and fully, we start to see all the ways that we haven't been fully met and embraced. You're not broken, you're not unlovable, and you're not asking for too much - you just haven't fully integrated your capacities to maintain the system of support you need.

In this episode, we'll dive into the insights of how my life experiences have led me to integrate a sustainable system of care, and how I'm using my intuitive nature with my logical senses.

It's time to experience real love. Love that doesn't only burn with chemistry but lasts with compatibility. A love that chooses you and shows up consistently through acts of care and words of affirmation. This love exists but are you ready to become the version of you who can hold this reality? Let's talk about it!

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In this first episode from my new space, we’re closing out the season on dating with a very vulnerable and honest conversation.

I share my experience of being in love this year — the passion, the heartbreak, the clarity, the spiritual lessons, and the awakening that came from finally sitting with my emotions instead of running from them.

This episode dives into:

Why the relationship you have with yourself sets the tone for every connection you have
How fears show up in dating, and can possibly make or break the connection
Understanding someone’s capacity vs. your desires
Why ignoring red flags is really ignoring yourself
How to prepare your heart + nervous system to receive the love you pray for
Choosing yourself without closing yourself off to love
Why singleness is a sacred season, not a waiting room
Moving from the Piscean age of obligation into the Aquarian age of authenticity
Respecting yourself more than you respect the peace
Integrating lessons instead of just ‘learning’ them

We talk healing. We talk love. We talk evolution.
And yes — we talk about the moment my ex popped up again after 3 years during Mercury retrograde
(No, I did not take her back. But clarity? Oh yeah.)

This episode is a love letter to anyone who has ever loved deeply, lost deeply, and chosen to rise anyway.

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My poetry book Liquid Love — 60+ pages of my evolution in love: infiniteinlove.com

If you’re ready for a heart-centered, spiritually grounded conversation about love, self-worth, and what it really means to listen to your heart — this episode is for you.

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Have you ever felt guilty for setting a boundary—or said “yes” when your whole body wanted to scream “no”?

As an empath and a recovering people pleaser, I know this struggle all too well. For years I found myself taken advantage of, disappointed, and silenced. But learning how to advocate for myself, set boundaries, and communicate clearly has changed everything.

In this episode, we dive into the real power of boundaries—not just as rules for others, but as practices for you that teach your nervous system safety, build deep self-respect, and help you stand unapologetically in your authenticity.

If you’ve ever felt guilty for setting a boundary, this episode is your permission slip to stand tall in your truth.

Tune in for an empowering conversation on how to honor your blessings and be a good steward by enforcing boundaries with confidence and compassion.

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What does commitment truly mean and how can we practice it with intention, not obligation?

In this heartfelt episode, I sit down with three incredible creators—Tam, Charisma, and Brandis—to unpack the many layers of commitment: to ourselves, to our partners, and to our purpose. As someone who once struggled with the weight of commitment and its often negative connotations, I wanted to open up a space where we could explore its beauty, its challenges, and its evolution.

Tam describes commitment as “a perpetual choice.” Brandis reframes that choice into a perspective as something you get to make, not something you have to make. And Charisma offers a powerful reminder that commitment isn’t about blind loyalty—it’s a space for growth, reflection, and mutual evolution.

Through Tam and Charisma’s strong, rooted marriage and Brandis’ soulful life experiences, we dive deep into the beliefs, stories, and daily choices that shape what commitment means to each of us, while on a healthy dose of magic medicine ;)

Join us for an honest, fun and illuminating conversation about showing up—wholeheartedly and intentionally.

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So I recently started actively dating again... and it's led me to question a lot of things in regards to relationships and dating. Like what even is a relationship? What do I want in my ideal partner? How do I want it to feel?

With these questions presented at the stage of life I'm at now, I wanted to dedicate a space to explore these ideas and open up a new season dedicated to discussing relationships, because ultimately relationships are embedded within our connection to practically everything. Your parents, partner, work, hobbies, faith, etc. is all connected by the relationship you have with them, and as I am in the phase of diving deeper into relationships I invite you to witness and experience the journey of where my curiosity leads me.

I make this episode and this season from my heart out of pure joy and inquisitiveness. I know I don't have all the answers, but I know that life leaves clues everywhere. So, welcome to the first episode of this season where we're exploring and questioning the idea of dating. Get your notes ready, and your mind prepared to experience this new season of Ahmani's Infinite Love!

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Things are changing very rapidly in real time. For many, including myself, the spiritual journey has been on the forefront for quite some time now. Going within and doing that inner work that can be so daunting and draining at times is a challenging endeavor and I applaud all of us who have invested our energy into our truth no matter how dark it may have gotten. I believe it was because of our collective work of doing and sharing this sacred work, that we are now at a very monumental time.

Time is seeming to speed up, lessons are being learned quickly, changes are happening faster, the poles are shifting, 10,000 earthquakes within a span of 2 weeks has shaken up the Greece islands, volcanoes are erupting, storms are brewing, political upheavals are happening and new information is constantly coming out.

What I have realized within all this change, is that physical reality is being powerfully integrated with the spiritual, multi-dimensional realms that have been activated through our work.

Do you feel the shift? DO you really realize what point we are at in evolution? Let's talk about it. Breathe in and get comfortable, I invite you on the journey to embrace the evolution within this episode.

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My travels within the land of Thailand has led me on an even greater journey within myself. For a while now, I've been intuitively led towards a path of dematerializing my life and encouraged to walk closer towards spirit over flesh. This journey is something I am really excited to share and explore within this episode.

First up, I know the word dematerializing has probably sparked your curiosity, and to me, this word is about focusing less attention and energy of the material world in order to go within. After water fasting for multiple days and abstaining from fleshly desires such a sex, masturbation, alcohol and weed for over a month I realized I no longer have tolerance for bs.

The effects of fasting, abstinence, and purging has rippled into heightened conscious awareness, weight loss, energy increase, productivity, clarity, prosperity and so much more.

This process of giving up my desires in order to access my truth has been so uplifting and life changing, and I am grateful to share with you my findings on the subject of having less to be more. Because ultimately, this physical, material world is an illusion and can be taken away at any time, but Spirit is the eternal truth.

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