Entering a dual diagnosis program for addiction and mental health. Meeting the characters of the mental hospital.  The events that took place during Karisa's first week of the partial hospitalization program.  Using men to cope as a mechanism to cope with a 7 year break-up. 

Exposing lies during a traumatic breakup.  Mentally unstable and highly suicidal, Karisa exposes her deepest darkest thoughts and emotions. What it means to relapse. First day of the partial hospitalization program. 

An episode about 2 bitches and 1 big liar. A scene that could be on an episode of the show Shameless. The worst heartbreak and betrayal Karisa has ever experienced. Struggling heavy with suicide and the want to relapse. 

Watching a loved one's addiction, arrest, and downward spiral from the outside. Will the love of bad boys be Karisa's downfall? Trying to cope with the sentiment - just because you love someone... doesn't mean they are good for you. 

Sex, drugs, and jealousy.  Trying to move forward with mental health, the deadly combo of BPD and addiction is hard to overcome. This episode recounts the ups and downs of an on and off relationship that took place during 2022. All the crazy things Karisa did to try and keep the love of her life in her life.

The second part to the chilling tale of Karisa’s recent overdose. All the gorey details about  both the overdose and the aftermath.  She talks about all the feelings that come with a near death experience. 

What happens when a drug addiction, untreated mental health, and a rocky relationship collide. The events that led up to her losing sight of her mental health, and how much that affects addiction. 

She explains the emotional rollercoaster and effects that come along with borderline personality disorder, severe anxiety, OCD, and depression. From childhood, her mind was trained to survive by distracting, avoiding, and escaping using unhealthy coping mechanisms  - like drugs and men. 

2 psychotic sisters share their stories/memories of growing up with entangled drug addictions. Karisa has her younger sister Austin on the podcast.  Austin is 6 months sober and shares the beginning of her story - which includes struggling with her gender identity and sexuality.  She explains how it fit in with fueling her addiction. This episode covers Austin's life growing up and stops right before her senior year of high school.