after a few months break, a lot of space and anti-racism work, listening, and working hard on some other things [more to come], i've once again dusted off the mic and cracked open my heart.

let’s talk about neurotransmitters, navigating change [constant theme], what is success?, validation, starting something new, why i wanted to become a monk, and taking anti-depressants.

there's a lot of swearing [not sorry] and i probably talk about too many things that other people wouldn't, that other people think i "shouldn't." enjoy! 🤗 and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

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we continue our on-going conversation of that daily existential crisis, this week exploring things like - why are we so gd tired?, healing, death [super surface level stuff right here], forgiveness, industries that are killing it right now [any guesses?], are salaries addictions?, we touch on my woodsy woman shit like fighting coyotes, and we tackle a big #dearceej where we address your current [and totally valid] coronavirus worries like, 'i'm worried things will never be the same' and 'i'm worried i'll never feel good about myself' among others. there's a lot of swearing [not sorry] and i probably talk about too many things that other people wouldn't, that other people think i "shouldn't." enjoy! 🤗and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

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let's talk about the big cv and how that affects mental health and everything we once knew to be "normal." we'll also talk about distractions, increase in social media usage, being with ourselves, five things that haven’t helped me in isolation [prior to this] and the five things that have helped me that will definitely help you. consider this your go-to guide for waking up from this nightmare and attaining trust and healing within yourself. there's a lot of swearing [not sorry] and i probably talk about too many things that other people wouldn't, that other people think i "shouldn't."

enjoy! 🤗 and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

and please leave a judgmental af review, subscribe, like, follow, internet validate, and send me any suggestions or confessions to thedeepvpodcast@gmail.com.

this episode:

let's talk about all things mental health and what that means: stigma, self care, toxic positivity, why capitalism doesn't want you napping, the thoughts that consume our mind, power of gratitude, finding a therapist, radical acceptance, the one way to change your life, my new definition for mental health, and giving up social media. there's a lot of swearing [not sorry] and i probably talk about too many things that other people wouldn't, that other people think i "shouldn't."

enjoy! 🤗 and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

and please leave a judgmental af review, subscribe, like, follow, internet validate, and send me any suggestions or confessions to thedeepvpodcast@gmail.com.

this episode:

we do a deep dive on creeps & trolls, gender neutral greetings, words of and for the year, your ex, that time i had a real mullet on a national reality show, and we open another #dearceej on "good vibes only." part of it is me driving, drinking coffee, lost in my car. there's a lot of swearing [not sorry] and i probably talk about too many things that other people wouldn't, that other people think i "shouldn't."

*listener discretion: some of the commentary re: trolls and harassment may be triggering and heavy. i considered not including it but also, these are the things that i feel need to be addressed. i have hope for the young people to not experience some of these things in the future. am i delusional on that one? probably.

enjoy! 🤗 and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

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this episode:

i talk about darkness, remote living, hating yourself, goals and resolutions, "busy is the new norm", shoulder pads, and we open another #dearceej on taking a mental health day. there’s a lot of swearing [not sorry]⁣⁣ and i probably talk about too many things⁣⁣ that other people wouldn’t ⁣⁣that other people think i “shouldn’t." enjoy! 🤗 and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

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this episode:

we talk about "funemployment," super powers, taking an emotional dump, career suicide, spiritual bypassers, and "you know what you should do..." and our first #dearceej re: herpes. part of it is me driving, drinking coffee, lost in my car. there's a lot of swearing [not sorry] and i probably talk about too many things that other people wouldn't, that other people think i "shouldn't." enjoy! 🤗 and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

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welp, here's my podcast, it's called "the deep v" cuz i guess i am [deep throating vulnerability]. and oh yes you should know it's not like other podcasts; it's not scripted, there's no guests, there's no ads [but i'm ready to sell out!]. i don't really know what it's about, i don't know my "x factor", it's not in a professional studio, you hear all sorts of background noise, my "p's pop" [friggggg]. but you know what? it's real. it's my present truth. it's my current heart streams in a free styled sermon, things i'm seeking, introspection.

this episode:

i talk about being fired [for the last time? prob not but here's hoping], change, asexuality, losing people, how emo is a lifestyle, kinds of crying [oh my god this podcast is somber], part of it includes my dog crying [sorry], there's a lot of swearing [not sorry], and i probably talk about too many things that other people wouldn't, that other people think i "shouldn't." and oh yes let's not forget, i finally tell you what everyone wants to know: where i moved to [for now].

enjoy! 🤗 and thanks for hearing me. ⁣🧡⁣

and please leave a judgmental af review, subscribe, like, follow, internet validate, and send me any suggestions or confessions to thedeepvpodcast@gmail.com.