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  • 18: light bōdies · sōul within, sōl above with Peter Maine Forhan
    Oct 13 2025

    is light something we see… or something we are? 🌞

    in this episode, Aelēmental Physicist Peter Maine Forhan joins us for a conversation that lands somewhere between science, mysticism, and pure wonder. he shares his extraordinary journey to creating his book, Light Bōdies, a luminous exploration of light physics through 42 hand-drawn diagrams. we discuss whirlpools, torus fields, and the architecture of light made visible… all in a way that even the non-physicists among us can feel in our bones :)

    WATCH the episode on youtube here.

    Light Bōdies is free to download in full & also available for physical copy purchasing here: lightbodiesbook.com

    and follow Peter's stories on instagram!

    connect with erin:

    @erin.gunzelman

    join a soul symposium!

    timestamp chapters:

    00:00 intro

    02:46 Introduction to Light Physics and Personal Background 05:51 Understanding the Nature of Light and Matter 08:37 The Role of Light in Energy and Matter Transformation 11:43 Whirlpool Dynamics and the Nature of Existence 14:36 The Concept of the Solar Body and Spirit vs. Soul 17:42 The Eye of the Hurricane: Our Existence in the Cosmic Net 20:37 The Lens Analogy: Internal and External Focal Points 23:42 Harnessing Radiant Energy for Sustainability 27:29 Chaos, Patterns, and the Cosmos 34:23 Peter's Journey: From Engineering to Light Therapy 41:15 The Miracle of Light: Healing and Innovation 50:42 The Absurdity of Modern Medicine 53:39 The Healing Power of Light Therapy 56:07 The Corporate Takeover and Personal Loss 01:00:17 A Journey of Self-Discovery and Renaissance 01:06:09 Cultivating a New Paradigm 01:11:52 The Essence of Spirit and Choice

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    1 h et 10 min
  • 17: dreams as oracles: bees, serpents & HERstory with stella porta
    Sep 11 2025

    what if your dreams aren’t random at all, but oracles guiding your life?

    this episode is a mystical sit-down with Stella Porta where we explore: dreams as personal oracles, the wisdom and alchemy of bees and other animal symbolism, and the ways our subconscious reveals truths about relationships, trauma, and the soul’s path.

    whether you’ve been tracking your dreams for years or are just beginning to pay attention to their whispers, Stella’s perspective might open a portal into deeper listening, healing, and remembrance.

    ✨ if you enjoy this episode, please follow, rate, and review the podcast! it helps (more than i can say) to bring more of these conversations to life ✨

    i'm letting this episode speak for itself! no introduction, just a sit down with Stella Porta: a dream educator, visual alchemist, and the creator of Honeywomb.

    Her work serves as a living archive of feminine gnosis. Through dreamwork, myth, and storytelling, she helps women reclaim the symbols that once shaped culture —from the bee to the serpent to the wolf. Her teachings are rooted in the body’s wisdom and the ancestral memory that awakens the lineages of the Great Mother. Stella has supported hundreds of women through immersive courses and teaches dreamwork as an embodied tool for weaving realities. She also mentors spiritual entrepreneurs through soulful brand strategy, helping them bring their visions to life in ways that are both magnetic and meaningful.

    At the core of her work is this truth: our nighttime dreams are oracles. They are living maps that can guide us toward the life our soul longs to create.

    🔗 connect with stella
    • Website: https://www.honeywomb.com/

    • Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/stella.porta/

    🔗 connect with erin

    if this conversation stirred something in you, i’d love to go a little deeper. you can join monthly SOUL SYMPOSIUMS via my patreon community and access the growing library, the transmissions VAULT. For 1:1 sessions, guided meditations, or upcoming pilgrimages, click the link below

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    Chapters thanks to AI:

    00:00 Introduction to Dreams and Personal Oracles 02:55 The Power of Dreams in Manifestation 06:09 The Hypnagogic State and Co-Creation 08:58 Trusting Dreams and Personal Transformation 12:02 The Journey of Self-Discovery and Healing 15:02 The Role of Affirmations and Action 17:56 The Interconnection of Dreams and Reality 20:55 The Story of Bees and Personal Growth 33:13 Facing the Fire: A Personal Evacuation Story 35:43 Dreams as Guidance: The Call of the Ravens 38:31 The Bee Connection: From Fear to Responsibility 43:47 The Womb of the Hive: A Journey into Beekeeping 48:40 Dreams as Portals: Navigating Nonlinear Time 55:45 The Balance of Masculine and Feminine Energies 01:04:26 Dreams and Synchronicities 01:06:41 The Language of Dreams 01:08:35 Past Life Dreams and Lucidity 01:10:14 Navigating Pain and Healing 01:12:12 The Connection Between Dreams and Reality 01:15:22 Trusting the Subconscious 01:17:43 Dimensions and Healing Experiences 01:20:33 The Power of the Hypnagogic State 01:21:47 Facing Pain and Trauma 01:23:41 The Dichotomy of Honeybees 01:27:58 Venom as Medicine 01:32:52 The Wisdom of Bees and Reciprocity 01:35:02 Healing Through Pain and Nightmares 01:38:47 Dreaming a New World into Being 01:43:55 The Alchemy of Nature and Dreams 01:49:39 Empowering Women Through Dream Work and Branding

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    1 h et 45 min
  • 16: reclaiming sovereignty: undoing the citizenship illusion with brandon joe williams
    Jul 2 2025

    what if you were never actually a U.S. citizen... legally? and what if your “identity” was tied to a contract you didn’t knowingly sign?

    BUCKLE UP for a mind-bending, paradigm-warping conversation that invites you to question... everything. not from fear, but from sovereignty. especially when it comes to the unconscious contracts we enter into with systems we barely understand.

    in this episode, i sit down with Brandon Joe Williams to explore:

    • the difference between state and federal citizenship

    • why the 14th Amendment changed everything (but maybe not how you think)

    • the legal definitions of “person,” “individual,” and “citizen”

    • how language has been weaponized to shape compliance and identity

    • and the ways we can break free from chains we didn't even know we had!

    ⚠️ PRO TIP: watch on YouTube to see brandon’s screen shares as he reads directly from legal documents and court cases (link to watch here).

    connect with Brandon Joe Williams: website: https://one-stupid-fuck.com instagram: @iambrandonjoewilliams facebook: Brandon Joe Williams youTube: Brandon Joe Williams

    https://www.williamsandwilliamslawfirm.com/

    want to go deeper? i host monthly SOUL SYMPOSIUMS, share private transmissions, and explore topics like this inside my patreon — a digital sanctuary for critical thinking, spiritual inquiry, and sacred questioning. if you want my full commentary on conversations like this...

    ...join my inner circle → https://www.patreon.com/eringunzelman/membership (drop in. linger. lurk. start a conversation. cancel anytime.)

    other ways to work with erin: 🔗 eringunzelman.com for 1:1 or custom support, send me an email/DM

    if you loved this episode… please share it. send it to the smartest person you know. leave a review. and remember: language creates worlds. let's start speaking with awareness. iloveyou.

    timestamps thanks to AI:

    00:00 Introduction to Authenticity and Control 10:26 Navigating Personal Experiences and Truth 14:28 The Complexity of Maritime Law 19:46 Exploring the 14th Amendment and Identity 29:12 Understanding Word Clearing in Scientology 34:52 The Role of Discipline and Organization in Scientology 49:09 Naturalization and the Historical Context of Citizenship 56:43 The Distinction Between Persons and People 01:01:54 Sovereignty and the Grand Jury System 01:07:29 The Slaughterhouse Cases and the Birth of U.S. Citizenship 01:26:39 Understanding Citizenship: U.S. vs. State 01:32:32 The Distinction of Rights: U.S. Citizens vs. State Citizens 01:38:19 The Implications of Citizenship on Rights and Privileges 01:43:59 Driving vs. Traveling: Rights of State Citizens 01:51:15 Confusion in Citizenship: A Case Study 01:57:04 Historical Context and the Slaughterhouse Cases 02:03:03 Legal Implications of Citizenship 02:07:56 Travel Authorization and Rights 02:11:43 The Legacy of the Supreme Court and Its Justices
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    2 h et 23 min
  • 15: echoes of albion ft. james caggianelli
    Jun 15 2025

    if this episode tickled your brain, please leave a rating and hit “subscribe” :) your review is like a beacon for others on the journey and it allows me to invite even more fascinating guests into our corner of the internet (!!)

    this conversation features james caggianelli, a writer and speaker currently traveling through europe in his converted van. james shares his insights into ancient technologies, ley lines, and the metaphysical significance of natural springs. from the interconnectedness of sacred sites, the masculine and feminine energies found in these locations (and reality at large!), and the profound wisdom of our ancestors, this is a conversation for anyone curious about Truth that has been lost/forgotten/hidden. how did ancient civilizations understand and harness earth's energies? how can modern can society reconnect? tune in for our thoughts and let us know what you think!

    about james:

    james valerio caggianelli, author of 'DESTINY OF THE WORLD' is a writer, speaker, and creator whose ambition is to bring the divine truth back to humanity, to connect the human world back with nature and to help people INNER-stand their own power and help them connect back to their sovereign, authentic selves.

    he is the co- producer and narrator of the documentary, 'PROPHECY OF ALBION' with merlin studio productions and has many videos on his youtube, 'ageofALBION' including inspirational talks, travel and vanlife vlogs mixed with spiritual wisdom that shows our divine connection to nature, ourselves, our past and what is yet to come.

    ps. big huge thanks as always to my brother-friends jarius and jordan of fox & tiger for the intro tunes

    🔗 resources & links mentioned:

    – www.jamescaggianelli.com and his other offerings: books, courses, etc

    - THE AGE OF ALBION documentary on youtube

    – erin’s patreon

    – book a 1:1 session with private text messaging or apply for 30-day support with erin

    – james' instagram: @ageofalbion

    - erin's instagram: @erin.gunzelman

    if something in this episode opened your heart, let me know! message me or leave a review. it means the world.

    timestamps thanks to AI:

    00:00 Introduction and Personal Anecdote 00:46 The Power of the Full Moon and Unexpected Opportunities 02:14 Expanding Consciousness and Holographic Reality 04:15 The Universe and Our Divine Nature 06:15 James' Mission and Ancient Technologies 07:51 The Role of Love and Consciousness Expansion 11:56 Introduction to James Ginelli and His Journey 13:13 Exploring Lay Lines and Sacred Springs 20:27 Ancient Civilizations and Energy Harnessing 31:14 The Fall of Ancient Civilizations and Modern Parallels 37:54 The Limits of AI and Source Intelligence 38:43 Atlantis and Ancient Structures 41:44 The Power of Natural Water 45:02 Spiritual Experiences and Ancient Civilizations 48:47 Distortions in Language and Society 54:00 The Connection Between Nature and Spirituality 01:02:45 Concluding Thoughts and Future Projects

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    1 h et 11 min
  • 14: god is bored ft. tian tan
    May 3 2025

    About 20 minutes after meeting Tian near Da Nang, Vietnam, I hit record on my phone and we dove straight into two hours of unscripted magic. We talked about everything from superpowers, human limitations, masculine and feminine polarity, past lives in Atlantis, the nature of God, technology, AI, and much more.

    Tian is the author of GOD GAME, a mind-bendy (and witty-funny) book/audiobook that explores the cosmic joke of existence and why we’re all key players in it. I definitely recommend giving it a read/listen if you’re curious (and ready to expand consciousness).

    This convo is a wild ride through spirituality, science, and the mysteries of being human—peppered with moments that might just shift the way you see reality.

    More info about Tian’s book below and you can connect with him on social media.

    you know i'm always exploring new ways we can decode patterns and "uplevel" so if you want to go deeper, check out my Patreon or book a Soul Session for 1:1 guidance.

    and super special thanks to @fox&tiger for the intro tunes <3

    GOD GAME:

    If you were actually ‘God’ in the sense of everything, everywhere, all at once, all the time, it'd actually be pretty boring. There’s nothing to experience. It’s all experienced. Like painting a painting with white paint on white canvas.

    So you (God) decided to make a game where you split yourself up into infinite pieces, placed into infinite vessels that each limit your power in a different way. To create color.

    To be something, somewhere, at once, one moment at a time. To be able to actually experience and feel SOMETHING. All experiences and feelings are valid. Nothing inherently good or bad, right or wrong. All events, blessings and obstacles are placed there (by you) for the sake of the game/story/journey. As long as you're experiencing and feeling things, you're doing existence right.

    Eventually every piece of you will evolve back to you. Back to one. But until then, enjoy the journey! That’s what you’re here for

    Following your heart/intuition/soul is how you have the best experiences, realize your dreams and go on the ultimate journey with the universe.

    That's the God Game

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    show notes:

    00:00 The Boredom of God 00:56 Earthbound Fever Dreams 01:34 The Pain of Sickness 03:15 Intuition and Cycles 03:25 Masculine and Feminine Energies 06:39 The Universal Algorithm 16:46 Spiritual Sensitivity 22:36 Technological and Spiritual Evolution 28:00 Dreams and Geography 28:29 Military Strategy and War Dreams 28:49 Atlantis and Physical Reality 29:52 Balancing Magic and Technology 32:11 The Game of Life and God's Experience 34:40 Human Limitations and Consciousness 36:58 The Role of Technology and Magic 55:49 Humility and Personal Growth 57:48 Redefining Fun and Pain 58:26 The Essence of Acting 01:00:08 Balancing Masculine and Feminine Energies 01:01:40 The Power of Intuition and Emotions 01:06:11 Magic and Reality 01:15:38 The Role of Women in Spirituality 01:20:39 The Human Potential for Divinity

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    1 h et 25 min
  • 13: life as a video game | vietnam edition
    Apr 15 2025

    a raw and unfiltered solo episode! i've been on a [soul] recon mission for the last 5 years but i haven't told anyone... until now :) tune in to hear about a wish i made in 2020 that led me on a journey of following every mystical breadcrumb and being hollowed out by real life, real grief, and real growth. vietnam was never part of my plan, but it became the perfect mirror -- and now i'm going home!

    i'm just a girl... answering the call.... trusting the glitch.... and sharing what i'm learning along the way ;) and i'm making another wish: to inspire you to embrace your true self and navigate life's chaos with love and trust.

    join the patreon or apply to work with erin 1:1

    follow along on instagram

    00:00 The Wish and the Recon Mission 02:28 Embracing Intuition and Transformation 04:26 Astrological Insights and Life Changes 05:33 The Breathwork Training and Five-Year Intention 08:55 Navigating Challenges and Trusting the Process 13:49 Vietnam: A Mirror to the Soul 20:04 Lessons in Boundaries and Self-Love 25:34 Embracing Freedom and Self-Trust 26:33 Navigating Uncertainty and Trusting the Universe 28:03 Unexpected Connections and Signs 31:09 Cultural Experiences and Personal Growth 32:12 Emotional Healing and Self-Discovery 35:32 Understanding Reality and Consciousness 38:06 The Journey of Self-Reclamation 46:27 Invitation to Deeper Connection and Support
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    50 min
  • 12: surrendering to the universe: astrocartography & self-mastery ft. fernanda paiva
    Mar 10 2025

    what if the places we live in aren’t random? what if they are shaping us in ways we don’t even realize?

    i’ve spent the last few years surrendering to the pull of different places, following an intuitive (and sometimes terrifying) call to let the universe guide my path—even when it didn’t make logical sense. what I’ve learned is this: certain locations activate us, challenge us, expand us, and even hold the key to parts of ourselves we haven’t yet met.

    after serendipitously connecting with Fernanda Paiva via instagram, i knew i had to invite her on the podcast to chat about being former corporate professionals turned intuitive nomads.

    in this episode, we chat about our spiritual journeys, the importance of surrender, the powerful effects of different geographic energies on personal growth and how the energetic blueprint of different locations influences us on a soul level.

    this conversation isn’t just about astrology—it’s about learning to trust the unseen forces that are shaping our path.

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    if you'd like to connect with Fernanda:

    follow her on instagram

    book a session

    https://herosjourney.world/

    "Hey, I'm Fernanda. An old soul living in a mid-age body, carrying an adventurous and warrior spirit. I was born breaking rules and norms. For years, I thought something was wrong with me. But with my Aries mercury and rising, and Taurus sun – I'm stubborn AF! And decided I was actually right, and everyone else was wrong. And I think that's what helped me throughout my life making choices that were more aligned with my soul than what society expects. Three years ago, I received a calling that led me on a true hero's journey around the globe. I'm driven by purpose and meaning, and my main commitment in life is to self-mastery and consciousness expansion." __________________________________________________

    if you'd like to dive even further on mystical and metaphysical topics and receive support on your journey to deeper alignment with your soul, check out erin's offerings here. be sure to follow along on instagram!

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    00:00 Introduction and Manifestation Journey

    02:22 Spiritual Awakening and Nomadic Life

    05:57 Living with Purpose and Facing Challenges

    07:23 Astrocartography and Sacred Places

    10:51 Personal Experiences and Realizations

    21:11 Astrocartography Anecdotes

    33:03 Ego, Surrender, and Growth

    36:40 Heart Space Activation

    37:10 Exploring Bali's Influence

    39:37 Marriage, Divorce and Healing in Maui

    43:57 Challenges in San Diego

    45:38 Astrocartography Insights

    51:11 Transcending Astrology

    56:27 Navigating Intense Energies

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    1 h et 12 min
  • 11: emotional empowerment & living inner-permaculture with charlotte vetter
    Feb 4 2025

    navigating feelings + triggers and emotional healing, embodiment, evolving through astrology, initiations & much more!

    about charlotte:

    Charlotte is a guide and way-shower for the revolutionary and evolutionary woman, here to light the way for those ready to step into their highest potential and leave their survival strategies behind.

    As a Possibility Coach, Emotional Healer, and Evolutionary Astrologer, she is an activator for womankind, Charlotte embodies the essence of transformation and courage. She is devoted to holding space for women navigating their evolutionary edge—guiding them through profound transitions that alchemize pain, dissolve unconscious patterns, and release stuck emotions and shadows.

    Her work is a portal into purpose, intimacy, and lineage restoration, helping women realign with their soul’s deepest calling, create meaningful relationships with men, and reclaim the aliveness and pleasure their hearts have always known is possible.

    You can learn about her coaching offering here: charlottevettercoaching.com

    charlotte's instagram: @charlottevetter__ erin's links: @eringunzelman on instagram www.eringunzelman.com Timestamps: 06:03 Connecting with Charlotte in Montana 07:18 Charlotte's Background and Upbringing 11:10 Boarding School and Early Independence 14:00 Teenage Ego Death and Initiations 17:20 Emotional Healing and Adult Life 22:13 The Turning Point: Pregnancy and Awakening 27:06 Discovering Emotional Intelligence in Costa Rica 30:14 The Power of Feelings and Emotional Freedom 35:44 Navigating Negative and Positive Emotions 36:45 The Role of Quantum Physics in Understanding Emotions 36:57 The Impact of Suppressing Emotions on Health 38:09 Breaking Free from Systemic Oppression 40:54 The Journey of Self-Discovery and Freedom 44:51 The Importance of Authentic Connections 53:12 Exploring Astrology and Personal Growth 01:01:22 The Evolutionary Role of Water Signs 01:06:35 The Humbling Process of Personal Growth
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    1 h et 14 min