In this deeply personal episode of Where Faith Lives, I share my testimony of how I got caught up in manifestation, crystals, chakra practices, sage burning, and New Age spirituality — all while still believing in God.
I was searching for something deeper. I wanted spiritual connection. I wanted clarity. I wanted control. But instead, I found confusion, heaviness, sleepless nights, intense headaches, and a depression that hit quickly and heavily.
By the grace of God, the Holy Spirit corrected me — not with condemnation, but with love. What happened next changed everything.
In this episode, we talk about:
• Why people are drawn to New Age practices
• What manifestation really teaches
• The danger of mixing faith with other spiritual systems
• Why surrender is different from self-exaltation
• Why Jesus is better
• Romans 12:2 and true transformation
“Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.” — Romans 12:2 (NLT)
This episode is not about shame.
It is not about pretending we never searched.
It is not about acting as if we were never confused.
It is about freedom.
If you have ever practiced manifestation…
If you have ever used crystals, sage, affirmations, or energy rituals…
If you have ever tried to mix Jesus with other spiritual practices…
Or if you are currently in that space and something in your spirit has been whispering that it is not right…
This conversation is for you.
God is not intimidated by your search.
But He will not compete.
True transformation does not come from controlling the universe.
It comes from surrendering to the One who created it.
The Scripture referenced in this episode is Romans 12:2 (NLT). I encourage you to read it slowly and allow the Holy Spirit to examine your heart.
If this episode spoke to you, share it with someone who may need clarity. And if you feel comfortable, I invite you to share your testimony in the comments. I would love to know — where are you now in your journey?
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