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Guilt after loss can be confusing especially when it appears just as life begins to feel slightly lighter.

In this episode of Happya Ever After, Clare Deacon explores the often-unspoken guilt that arises after the death of a partner, particularly when moments of relief, joy, or hope begin to return.

This is the guilt that shows up when you laugh and then feel a pang.
When you enjoy something and immediately question yourself.
When wanting more from life feels like a betrayal of the person you lost.

If you’ve ever wondered whether feeling okay means you’re forgetting, moving on too quickly, or loving them less, this episode is for you.

Clare gently unpacks:

• Why guilt after bereavement is so common
• How guilt can be linked to love, loyalty, and attachment
• Why wanting more from life does not mean leaving your loved one behind
• How guilt can become a nervous system response rather than a moral truth

This episode isn’t about forcing positivity or rushing grief.
It’s about understanding guilt with compassion, reducing self-judgement, and allowing grief and growth to coexist.

There is no right or wrong way to experience guilt after loss.
And you are not doing grief wrong.

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📘 Free guide – Life After Loss: Finding a Way Forward:
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What happens when you’ve changed internally… but the world still expects the old version of you?

In this episode of The Happya Life Podcast, Clare Deacon explores the emotional and psychological tension that arises when you begin to outgrow an identity that once kept you safe, successful, and accepted.

This is the stage of growth that many people don’t anticipate. You’ve done the internal work. You’ve rebuilt self-trust. You no longer want to over-function, over-explain, or shrink yourself to keep the peace.

But relationships, workplaces, and family systems may still relate to you as who you used to be.

And that creates friction.

In this episode, Clare explores:

• Why outgrowing an identity can feel lonely rather than empowering
• The nervous system response to changing relational dynamics
• The tension between authenticity and belonging
• Why guilt often appears when you stop being the “reliable” or “strong” one
• How identity shifts create social consequences
• The difference between outgrowing people and outgrowing patterns
• Why discomfort doesn’t mean you’ve made a mistake

Grounded in positive psychology and nervous system science, this conversation helps you understand why this stage of growth feels so destabilising and why it’s often a sign of integration rather than regression.

If you feel like you no longer fit the version of yourself the world is comfortable with, this episode will help you make sense of what’s happening.

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Loneliness after losing a partner is not always about being alone.

In this episode of Happya Ever After, Clare Deacon explores the specific and often misunderstood loneliness that follows the death of a partner the kind that can exist even when you’re surrounded by people, support, and conversation.

This is the loneliness of missing shared life.
Of losing the person who witnessed your everyday moments.
Of no longer being deeply known in the same way.

If you’ve found yourself feeling isolated despite not being physically alone, or confused by why social connection doesn’t ease the ache, this episode is for you.

Clare gently unpacks why loneliness after the death of a partner feels so different from other forms of loneliness, how attachment and the nervous system respond to bereavement, and why this experience is not something to fix or rush.

This episode is not about replacing your partner, filling the gap, or forcing connection.
It’s about naming what’s real, reducing self-judgement, and allowing yourself to grieve a bond that mattered deeply.

There is no right or wrong way to experience loneliness after loss.
Your response makes sense.

Explore the Happya Ever After hub:
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Free guide – Life After Loss: Finding a Way Forward:
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After the initial shock of grief fades, something else often begins.

The world carries on.
Support quietens.
And you’re left standing in the aftermath surviving, functioning, but feeling unseen, forgotten, or unsure why it still feels so hard.

In this episode of Happya Ever After, Clare Deacon explores the often-unspoken phase of grief that comes after the crisis. The stage where life after loss begins, not with clarity or hope, but with confusion, loneliness, and a deep sense of disconnection as the world moves on.

This episode is for you if:

• You’ve lost a partner and feel abandoned now the practical support has faded
• You’re coping on the outside but struggling internally
• You feel pressure to “be okay” when you’re anything but
• You’re wondering if this numb, unsettled phase is normal

Clare gently explains why this stage of grief can feel so destabilising, what’s happening in your nervous system, and why struggling here does not mean you’re failing or doing grief wrong.

This is not an episode about moving on, fixing grief, or forcing positivity.
It’s about being heard, normalising your experience, and meeting yourself with compassion as you begin to navigate life after loss.

You don’t need answers.
You don’t need a plan.
You’re not behind.

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What happens after the roles loosen, the old ways of coping fall away, and you realise you can’t go back but you also don’t know what comes next?

In this episode of The Happya Life Podcast, Clare Deacon explores what it really means to rebuild a sense of self when you feel unanchored, unsure, or disconnected from who you are without turning it into another project to fix or optimise.

This is a grounded, psychologically informed conversation for intelligent, capable people who are used to coping, performing, and holding things together and who now find themselves in an unfamiliar in-between space.

In this episode, Clare explores:

• Why rebuilding yourself doesn’t start with clarity or answers
• What it means to feel “lost” after long periods of responsibility or survival
• How the nervous system responds when old roles fall away
• Why uncertainty is part of identity reorganisation, not a sign of failure
• The difference between rebuilding, reinvention, and self-improvement
• How positive psychology understands self-trust, autonomy, and psychological flexibility

This episode is not about finding a new identity or deciding who to be next. It’s about learning how to listen to yourself again gently, honestly, and without pressure.

If you’re in a place where you know something needs to change but don’t know where to start, this conversation will help you understand why that makes sense and why you’re not behind.

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In this opening episode of Happya Ever After, Clare Deacon shares her personal story of life after the sudden death of her husband not by retelling the traumatic event, but by speaking honestly about what came after.

This episode is about the early shock, the long middle where survival stopped working, and the quiet, difficult process of finding a way forward when the future you planned no longer exists.

Clare speaks openly about:

• The numbness and disorientation of early grief
• Functioning on the outside while falling apart inside
• The pressure to “perform” grief for others
• The moment survival stopped being enough
• Why this experience led to the creation of Happya Ever After

This is not a story of fixing grief or moving on.

It’s a story of living through loss, finding agency again, and choosing a different narrative one that allows grief and hope to exist side by side.

This episode anchors the heart of the series and explains who Happya Ever After is for: those who have survived loss and are quietly wondering if there is another way to live.

Explore the Happya Ever After hub: https://happyacoach.com/happya-ever-after

Free guide – Life After Loss: Finding a Way Forward:
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If you’ve ever felt disconnected, irritated, or quietly resistant to mainstream wellness culture, this episode is for you.

In this episode of The Happya Life Podcast, Clare Deacon explores what wellbeing really means once you strip away the noise, pressure, and performance of the wellness industry.

This is a grounded, psychologically informed conversation about why so many intelligent, capable women feel alienated by wellness trends and why that reaction makes sense.

Clare unpacks:

• Why the wellness industry often increases pressure rather than reducing it
• How wellbeing has been turned into another form of self-optimisation
• The difference between wellbeing, performance, and coping
• Why “doing more” isn’t the answer for a tired nervous system
• How positive psychology and nervous system science define wellbeing differently
• What wellbeing looks like after long periods of survival and responsibility

This episode is not about rejecting wellbeing it’s about reclaiming it.

If you’ve tried the routines, read the books, and still feel like something doesn’t fit, you’re not failing. You’re likely ready for a more honest, sustainable conversation about wellbeing that respects your life, your nervous system, and your intelligence.

For further resources around identity, self-worth, and wellbeing beyond survival, visit:
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What happens when the role you’ve always played the strong one, the reliable one, the one who always copes starts to feel too heavy?

In this episode of The Happya Life, Clare Deacon, trauma-informed therapist and positive psychology coach, unpacks the quiet identity shift that so many women go through when they begin loosening the roles that once kept them safe.

We explore:

• Why high-functioning isn’t always high-fulfilling
• How roles we play for survival eventually become identities
• What it means to feel flat, numb, or lost even when everything looks “fine”
• Why stepping out of old patterns can feel like risk, not relief
• How to navigate the in-between without rushing to redefine yourself

If you’ve ever found yourself asking, “Who am I without the version of me everyone expects?” this is a gentle, grounded conversation to meet you in that space.

🎧 Listen now, and let’s explore this together.

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