Have you ever felt like the very place that was supposed to hold you, broke you?

In this episode, I open my heart about the wounds I carry from the church. This isn’t about destroying faith, it’s about reclaiming the God they tried to take from me.

I share what it felt like to sing for applause instead of healing, how fear disguised itself as belonging, and how I found God again outside the walls of religion.

This conversation is for anyone who:

• Grew up in church but feels betrayed by it
• Struggles with guilt, shame, or fear in the name of God
• Wants to reclaim their faith, their voice, and their freedom

💡 Affirmations inside this episode:

• I release the God of fear they gave me.
• I reclaim the God of love who never left me.
• My faith was never theirs to own.
• My voice belongs to God, not to men.
• I walk in holy freedom.

By the end, you’ll understand: the betrayal was never God. God is not the chains. God is the key.

🌿 Listen now if you’re ready to release fear and return to love.

🔑 Episode Highlights

• Singing for the wrong altars: performance vs. presence
• The betrayal of false light: how fear wears the cross
• Finding God again: outside pulpits, inside truth
• Affirmations to reclaim your faith and your song

💜 Connect with Lady BAH

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✨ If this episode touched you, share it with someone who’s healing too.

Description

Not every leaving comes with a loud goodbye. Sometimes, it happens in silence, in the moments you needed love most but found only closed doors. In this episode, Lady BAH opens her heart about abandonment, sacred loneliness, and the strength it takes to keep choosing yourself.

This isn’t just about loss , it’s about transformation. The ones who left didn’t bury you. They planted you.

What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

• 🌿 When They Didn’t Choose Me : reflections on family, friends, and mentors who walked away.
• 🌙 Sacred Loneliness: how loneliness can either break you or build you.
• ✨ Affirmations for the Left-Behind: powerful reminders that you are not abandoned, you are set apart.
• 🔥 Choosing to Stay with Myself: learning to stop waiting for those who left and realizing your own strength.
• 🦋 You Were Never Alone: closing reminders that God, spirit, and your soul have never left your side.

Key Affirmations from This Episode:

• I am not abandoned; I am set apart.
• My worth is not decided by who stayed or who left.
• My loneliness is a sacred space where God sits with me.
• I do not chase love , I become it.
• The ones who left didn’t bury me, they planted me.

Why Listen?

If you’ve ever felt abandoned, overlooked, or forgotten, this episode will remind you of your strength, your worth, and your sacred ability to transform loneliness into purpose.

✨ Subscribe to The Gospel According to LADY BAH wherever you listen to podcasts, and share this episode with someone who needs to hear they were never truly alone.

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Title: This Is My Testimony

Series: The Gospel According to LADY BAH

Host: Lady BAH

Release Date: August 11, 2025

📝 Episode Summary:

Welcome to The Gospel According to LADY BAH. In this first episode, I reclaim my voice after years of silence, distortion, and survival.

This isn’t the version of my story others told.

It’s the one my soul chose to tell.

This podcast is not for performance.

It’s not gossip.

It’s sacred testimony.

It’s healing in real time.

In Episode 1, I walk you through the roots of my voice, the childhood silence, the pressure to perform, and the moment I chose to speak anyway.

This episode is for anyone who’s ever been told to hush, shrink, or smile through the pain.

If your story has ever been rewritten by someone else…

This is your permission slip to write it back in your own voice.

🎧 What You’ll Hear in This Episode:

• Why I’m finally speaking and why I stayed quiet so long
• The false origin story others told about me and the truth I’m reclaiming
• How my voice became both my wound and my weapon
• A soul-anchored set of affirmations for reclaiming your story
• Why this podcast is more than storytelling, it’s spiritual reclamation

💬 Soul Affirmations from This Episode:

• “My voice is my liberation.”
• “My story is sacred, even when it’s messy.”
• “I speak now because I was born to speak.”
• “I walk in truth, even if my voice trembles.”

🔗 Connect With Me

🌍 Website: [coming soon]

📱 Instagram: [@LadyBAH]

🎵 Music: [EP drops Sept 30th, 2025]

🧡 Support or Subscribe: [https://linktr.ee/itsladybah]

🔔 New episodes drop every Monday through September 29th!

Thank you for walking this sacred path with me. 🐞

This is Lady BAH, and welcome to The Gospel According to LADY BAH.

This isn’t a sermon, it’s a soul conversation. Each week, I’ll share powerful themes from my own journey through love, betrayal, faith, creativity, and healing.

We’ll talk about what it really means to live in truth, the lessons, the music, and the moments that shaped my voice.

The full, unfiltered details live on my Patreon, but here, you’ll get the heartbeat of each story, the message you can carry into your own life.

Join me every Monday starting August 11th for a new episode, right here on The Gospel According to LADY BAH.

Until then, remember, your voice matters.