What does it mean to glorify God when your heart is shattered?

In this episode, we sit with 1 Corinthians 10:31 and explore how God’s glory is not diminished by grief—but often revealed through it. This conversation is for the mother who has lost a child to suicide and wonders how faith fits into a life forever changed.

You’ll hear reassurance that your tears do not dishonor God, that your child’s life still mattered deeply, and that guilt does not belong to you. We talk honestly about broken faith, daily survival, releasing false shame, and holding onto eternal hope—even when it feels like only a flicker.

This is not an episode about pretending you’re okay or finding silver linings. It’s about meeting God in the valley, discovering that He is near to the brokenhearted, and learning that even here—your life, your love, and your grief can still glorify Him.

If you are a grieving mother walking through unimaginable loss, you are not alone. God is with you, and He is gentle with your heart.

🎧 Listen, rest, and be reminded: even here, God is still faithful.

Romans 10:15

What if God calls tired feet beautiful?

In this episode, we sit with Romans 10:15 and the powerful truth that God doesn’t wait for us to feel healed, strong, or ready before He sends us. He calls willing hearts—and faithful feet.

If you’re a mom walking through deep grief, especially after the loss of a child, this episode is for you. Your feet have walked hard roads you never chose, yet God sees them as holy and beautiful. Not because of perfection—but because of obedience, perseverance, and love.

This is a gentle but honest conversation about being sent while still hurting, carrying good news through tears, and allowing God to use your story—even when it still aches.

You don’t have to have it all figured out.
You don’t have to feel brave.
You just have to take the next step.

Let this episode remind you that you are not disqualified by grief—and that God walks with you, every step of the way.

💛 A prayer is included at the end for the mom who feels tired, unsure, but willing.

What happens when you’re living a godly life—and suffering still comes?

In this episode, we sit with 2 Timothy 3:12, a verse that speaks honestly about the cost of following Christ. For moms grieving the loss of a child to suicide, this scripture reminds us that suffering is not a sign of failure or weak faith. It is not proof that God has turned away.

Together, we talk about what persecution can look like in grief—the isolation, the misunderstanding, the quiet weight carried day after day—and how God remains present in the midst of it all.

If you’ve ever wondered why this pain found you even while you were faithful, this episode offers truth, grounding, and hope for the road you’re walking now.

You are not abandoned.
You are not disqualified.
And your story is still being held by God.

In this episode, I share my story—the hardest one I’ve ever told. The loss of my daughter changed everything, and for a long time, I didn’t know if I was strong enough to speak about it out loud.

This is not a polished story or a story of quick healing. It’s an honest testimony of love, loss, faith, anger, survival, and the quiet ways God met me when I could barely stand. It’s about delayed grief, wrestling through pain, and learning that God is still present—even when you can’t feel Him.

If you’re a mom who has lost a child and finds yourself thinking, she gets me… she’s been there, this episode is for you. My hope is that as you listen, you feel less alone—and maybe, when the time is right, you’ll begin to believe that your story still matters too.

God heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. And even through tears, He is still writing our testimony.

Losing a child to suicide shatters more than a heart—it reshapes faith, identity, and the way we understand God. In this episode, we gently explore how deep loss can become part of a sacred testimony—not by rushing healing or minimizing pain, but by recognizing God’s presence in the hardest places.

Written for moms who are walking the unthinkable road of suicide loss, this conversation offers reassurance that your grief does not disqualify you, your questions do not offend God, and your story is still unfolding. You’ll be reminded that testimony doesn’t require resolution—only honesty—and that God is near, even when the path forward feels unclear.

If you are learning how to carry both sorrow and faith, this episode meets you right where you are—with truth, hope, and the promise that your tears are not wasted.

When grief settles in, many moms find that God feels quiet—and that silence can feel unsettling or even frightening. In this episode, we talk about how God often speaks differently in seasons of deep loss.

Centered on 1 Kings 19:12, this conversation offers reassurance for grieving mothers who no longer hear God the way they once did, reminding them that silence is not abandonment and that God’s presence often comes as a gentle whisper.

This episode invites you to rest, listen without pressure, and trust that God is still near—even here.

After loss, trusting God can feel impossible—especially when this isn’t the life you would have chosen. In this episode, we reflect on Isaiah 55:8–9 and talk honestly about trusting God when His ways don’t make sense. A gentle reminder that you don’t have to understand to stay connected, and a repeatable prayer for the days when trust feels hard.

When the Shock Is Gone, But the Questions Remain

God is not offended by the questions we’re still asking.

When the shock of loss begins to fade, the questions often grow louder. In this episode of Testimony Through Tears, Janet shares her story of losing her daughter, Samantha, and gently explores what it means to bring our hardest questions to God without fear or guilt.

Anchored in Proverbs 3:5–6, this episode reminds grieving moms that faith does not require understanding—and that God is near even when answers feel impossible.

You are not weak for asking questions.
You are not failing at faith.
And you are not alone.

If this episode encouraged you, consider sharing it with another mom who may need it—especially in the grief or suicide-loss groups you’re part of. Sometimes the simplest share can remind someone they’re not alone.