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In this episode of the Canyon Pathways Podcast, host Sherman Bradley welcomes his longtime friend and brother, Dr. Pastor Jackie Jackson—a seasoned pastor, teacher, and community leader whose story spans decades of ministry, reconciliation, and faithfulness. Together, they unpack two deeply connected words in Jackie’s Canyon journey: Reserve and Surrender.

This conversation is rich with wisdom from a life poured out—through urban ministry, police chaplaincy, global missions, authorship, and spiritual fathering. Jackie shares how growing up with inner tension between holding back and giving all has shaped his path, and how God has been present in every space: the pulpit, the precinct, the prison, and the prayer room.

For every man navigating midlife leadership, this episode offers a mirror and a map—helping you discern what to hold, what to release, and how to live more fully as a son.

Key Takeaways

• Reserve is often formed by trauma—but it can also be stewarded by wisdom.
• Surrender doesn’t mean passivity; it means trusting the Father's voice more than your own.
• Ministry without sonship often leads to burnout or bitterness.
• God’s grace shows up in prison cells, police stations, and places we least expect.
• There’s a difference between being used by God and being known by God.
• The tension between reserve and surrender is part of the maturing journey of sonship.
• Teaching and fathering others invites us to revisit our own inner postures.
• Midlife is not a crisis—it's an invitation to release, recalibrate, and receive again.

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