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  • what if I haven’t had enough hot sex with hot enough guys?

    what if I haven’t had enough hot sex with hot enough guys?
    Jan 13 2026
    An honest exploration into what is truly satisfying. What if I’ve had way more sex than I can even remember? Why is it still not enough?
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    11 min
  • “don’t cling to me”

    “don’t cling to me”
    Jan 13 2026
    Even Jesus said it! So let me do me and you do you and everything will be just fine. Maybe the path of destruction is not so wide in our generation? Context, context, context.
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    11 min
  • anger and acceptance

    anger and acceptance
    Jan 12 2026
    Have you ever considered that anger and acceptance are polar opposites and the more you can accept, then the more you can live, love and experience peace and joy. Anger is irrational. Radical acceptance considered the phenomenal notion that everything right now is exactly as it should be.
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    22 min
  • HAPPY NEW YEAR NOW REPENT LOL

    HAPPY NEW YEAR NOW REPENT LOL
    Jan 7 2026
    Biblical fulfillment, homosexuality, sins, rehab, sober, problems as a prostitute: desperation, more sins
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    15 min
  • learning the levels of honesty

    learning the levels of honesty
    Jan 7 2026
    When honesty is too scary we’re unholy or tragic or disastrous or shameful, then what is the weight of our confession? Listen to my story and the mistakes I’ve made that are almost unbearable, but I found Grace and mercy from God from the authorities and finally from myself.
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    19 min
  • live_Recovering_from_overdose__20260106_121230

    live_Recovering_from_overdose__20260106_121230
    Jan 6 2026
    Return to love, trust the light, and keep going.
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    14 min
  • the tao of fuck off let me do me

    the tao of fuck off let me do me
    Nov 2 2025
    It’s about time for another episode. Seasons changing. Children growing old. Etc et allahu akbar
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    15 min
  • PUBLISH MY SHIT NOW YO. BLOODSRAJ YEAH!

    PUBLISH MY SHIT NOW YO. BLOODSRAJ YEAH!
    Oct 19 2025
    13 min