In this episode, I’m reading from my personal journal entries dated 10/11–10/14.
I’m sharing them because I want people to truly understand how extreme and heavy everything felt in those days — the thoughts, the emotions, the weight of it all.

This episode is graphic and deeply personal. After last week, I felt compelled to speak openly about the realities of caregiving — not the polished version, but the truth as it is.

So many of us go through these experiences in silence. We don’t talk about them. We carry them alone. And when it happens to you, it can feel isolating — like no one else could possibly understand.

But you are not alone.

This episode deals with what's going on with the decline of dad and mom as his caregiver.

Revisiting trust decisions and questioning personal trust

This episode is about the initial meeting with the lawyer's rep my sister had acquired to take care of our parents estate.

I figured it out.

This episode is where things start to go sideways, but I still haven't figured it out. I suspect something's not right though.

A brief prelude to Private Processing with Brenda — a quiet introduction to why this space exists and what you can expect as we begin.