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  • No More One Sided Connections & Unpacking Why My Elf on the Shelf Makes Me Cry.
    Jan 13 2026

    Hey yall!

    Happy 2026! First new podcast episode of the new year! 🙌🏿✨️

    In this episode I am discussing being DONE with one sided connections of all kinds. You know the ones! Where if you aint calling or texting than the phone doesn't ring!

    We aren't entertaining that anymore yall! Going forward, we are only pouring into cups that are equally pouring into us.

    Cheers ✨️🥂 to putting ourselves FIRST in 2026!

    💋

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    44 min
  • Affirmations into 2026 & saying Fuck you but thank you to 2025
    Dec 29 2025

    As we prepare to reign in 2026,

    I thought I would send a firm warning to anyone that threw me away and is now wanting to circle the block on me before the close of 2025.

    DONT. 🖕🏿

    I ended the episode on a high note with loving affirmations for 2026.

    Happy new year! love yall! 💋

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    40 min
  • "Chasing wounds in the form of other people and my OCD brain"
    Dec 15 2025

    Hey ! hey! hey!

    Cedie's back! Tell a friend!🤣😂

    Welcome! Season 2! Omg! here we go.

    In this episode, Its a bit heavy fyi, I officially close the book on some stuff briefly discussed last season regarding my former belief that I had a soul tie to someone I once called a friend.

    What I truly believe all that was now, was me chasing a father wound In the form of another person and I talk a bit about why I believe this and how to move forward and the lessons I learned coming out the other side of that expierence and how it is all connected with me choosing to go no contact with my toxic extended family.

    This episode will be the last and final episode I ever bring this person up in and discuss them again. This is also a hug and apology to myself and the last piece of the wake up call I needed to truly close this painful loop and put it behind me forever.

    I also give yall life updates and discuss abit how I believe my OCD brain fit into my delusions the past two years.

    missed yall. 💋 thanks for rocking with me and continuing to tune in.

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    1 h et 10 min
  • WE ARE ON A BREAK !!!!!
    Oct 16 2025

    Stay tuned for season 2 yall !!!!!

    I am so excited for what is coming next!

    Be back soon!

    Be fucking kind 💋

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    4 min
  • Friends Can Break Your Heart Too💔
    Oct 14 2025

    "Friends can break your heart too. 💔"

    Tune into the season finale of

    ep 23 of my podcast 🎙 "Play with your d!ck, not me"

    In this very vulnerable episode I open up a bit about the grief I have been struggling with the last 2 years.

    I am opening up publicly for the first time giving more context to the spiritual tie I share with my past friend and source of my grief.

    I also give more depth into my healing and spirtual journey I have been on.

    As well as discuss the importantance of meeting your significant other where they are at on their own healing journey or current lack of one, without judgment and criticism.

    This was a very difficult episodes for me to do and decide to open up about.

    This is me bravely choosing to heal out loud, live unapologetically in my truth and not suffer in silence any longer.

    If you have questions or would like to share your own personal expierence regarding what I shared in this episode because it deeply resonates, feel free to reach out to me privately.

    as always, be fucking kind. ♥️

    available on #Spotify #iheartradio #amazonmusic #rsspodcast #youtube

    #friendshiploss #friendshipbreakup #SoulTies #twinflame ##friendscanbreakyourhearttoo #grief #healingoutloud #spiritualjourney #healingjourney

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    1 h et 12 min
  • "Apologize to your kids!": Deep discussion on childhood trauma & breaking generational curses
    Sep 26 2025

    **Trigger warning** Discussions of suicide and various forms of childhood abuse. Please take care in listening. We love you. We see you. We care. 🫂❤️

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    I finally did it! I got Tiger featured on an episode. I know this had been highly requested.

    I am so damn proud of this amazing man for being so open and raw and standing unapologetically in his truth.

    He never opens up to anyone like this unless it is me. I am so proud of him! I cannot express it enough.

    This episode was not watered down, didn't hold back, as raw and real as you can get. We are operating from our lived expierences and truths.

    It may upset some people, but we do not care.

    "Silence them with your truth" is what Selena Gomez once said.

    That is exactly what we did in this very special episode.

    I love that we touched alot on men's mental health and trauma and childhood wounds from this males perspective. I hope we can open up with more conversations like this in the future. Men deserve the same safe space to speak their truth and open up and for us to shut up and listen and make them feel seen and heard.

    I hope this episode resonates . Thank you for listening. ❤️

    as always be fucking kind.

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    1 h et 13 min
  • Gender roles? Ew! Can we not?
    Sep 22 2025

    Yall! Guess what?!!!!!!!! MGK is coming to Utah June 2026!!!!!! 😄😄😄😄😊😊😃😃😃 yay!!!!! And your girl doesn't plan to miss it for the world!!!!

    K..... lets talk gender roles? What do we think? Are we falling into them in our household? Are we absent mindedly assigning them to our spouses? Let's not! k?

    But also, lets discuss! 🍵

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    37 min
  • Spreading the Love, Healing the Planet Through Our Children.
    Sep 15 2025

    Hey, hey hey yall!

    In Podcast 🎙episode #20 of

    "Play with your d!ck, not me"

    I discuss how I believe love has to start with ourselves of course and by extending it outward to our children, they then take that love and spread it every where they go. The love has got to start at home.

    Let's discuss.... 🎙

    I also warn ⚠️about not falling for scams on social media and other random topics.

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    31 min