Dreams of a big break often collide with the real world, where bodies are struck by illness and where casting calls mean vying with your dopplegangers for the same spot on a hit TV show. These are Janine and Isadora’s “almost moments” — where Janine dreams of a chance to act Off-Broadway and Isadora almost lands a role on LA Law.

Janine, who has Crohn’s disease, writes and performs a monologue in Pieces (of) Ass about sexy women sharing their innermost thoughts. Her heavy illness monologue about the grim reality of living with a stigmatized disease is off-tone from the raunchy and lighthearted cast, but she does it for the inspiring audience connection after each show.

Isadora’s network odyssey reshapes her craft, confidence and sense of self. Following the path to a major TV role on LA Law, she endures callback after callback and discovers the riddle of “type” — eccentric, off-center, not conventionally castable. The part ultimately goes elsewhere, but the clarity sticks: better choices, sharper auditions, and a voice strong enough to carry through the No.

This is how two missed big breaks shaped Isadora and Janine.

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Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” that premiered and was filmed in Chicago at The Greenhouse Theater. Isadora co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests share mental health stories to reduce our fears and normalize illness. With an MFA in creative writing, she is a story consultant, helping others write down and speak up about the hard stuff. Between bumpy bipolar years, Janine has found time to act, produce, write and now is an advocate for better mental healthcare. Have a Story? Tell it with Janine.

Michael David (producer) is a playwright with 17 full-length plays, more than 300 stage productions, and an unusually broad résumé that includes writing, directing, acting, designing, and producing. He is a recipient of the Max K. Lerner Playwriti...

Before Isadora became an escort, she spent four years in one of the most prestigious acting conservatories in the world. At Juilliard, she endured the emotional whiplash of acceptance and rejection, and the relentless pressure that defines an actor’s life. She shares how she prepared for auditions, the roles she gravitated toward, and the mentors who helped guide her through the highs and lows of a high-stakes artistic path.

But this isn’t just a story about talent and ambition.

Isadora speaks candidly about her struggles with body image and an eating disorder during her training — and what it felt like to spend four years rehearsing and performing, only to confront an industry obsessed with attractiveness. (In Hollywood terms: “Is she f#@kable?”) After heartbreak at her graduation showcase leaves her without an agent or a clear career path, she is forced to reckon with both rejection and reinvention.

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Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” that premiered and was filmed in Chicago at The Greenhouse Theater. Isadora performed in stand-up and storytelling shows throughout Los Angeles and co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Her writing transports readers into the secret world of modern-day escorts, where Isadora was a professional in the art of love and pleasure, and the nation's former #1 Courtesan. Currently, she’s writing the sequels to her memoir series and a limited TV series based on her play. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests share mental health stories to reduce our fears and normalize illness. With an MFA in creative writing from Saint Mary's College of California, she is an editor and story consultant, helping others write down and speak up about the hard stuff. In between bumpy bipolar years, Janine has found time to act, produce, write and now is a dedicated advo...

Have you ever gone all-in on a dream? For Janine and Isadora, it wasn’t a choice to commit to the acting dream, but a deep knowing that acting was the only profession they were cut out to do. When bipolar disorder would take Janine to terrible lows, the idea that she could still be an actress gave her hope and comfort every time she was discharged from the psych ward. And when the world told her that she had to put the dream aside to improve her mental health, she refused to listen. When Isadora graduated from Juilliard, her identity as a performer had taken root. Her training proved she was an actor, one of the top young actresses in the country. But the logistics of fighting for a dream were nearly impossible. Negotiating with bosses to run out on auditions, and being ready to do a show at the drop of a hat, made her flexible escort schedule the best fit for a big dream.

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Isadora O’Boto (co-host) is a Juilliard Drama grad. Under the pen name Sephe Haven, she is the author of two award-winning memoirs: My Whorizontal Life and A Someday Courtesan, and playwright/performer of the solo show: “My Whorizontal Life: The Show!” that premiered and was filmed in Chicago at The Greenhouse Theater. Isadora performed in stand-up and storytelling shows throughout Los Angeles and co-hosted the podcast My Index to Sex with Lynn Ferguson. Her writing transports readers into the secret world of modern-day escorts, where Isadora was a professional in the art of love and pleasure, and the nation's former #1 Courtesan. Currently, she’s writing the sequels to her memoir series and a limited TV series based on her play. Find her at: isadoraoboto.com

Janine Noel (co-host) is creator and host of Bipolar She podcast, where guests share mental health stories to reduce our fears and normalize illness. With an MFA in creative writing from Saint Mary's College of California, she is an editor and story consultant, helping others write down and speak up about the hard stuff. In between bumpy bipolar years, Janine has found time to act, produce, write and now is a dedicated advo...