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  • 111: When Going Back to Work Feels Impossible After Baby Loss
    Jun 26 2025

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    You’re barely surviving most days, and now someone expects you to show up like your old self at work? Let’s be honest — returning to work after losing your baby is one of the hardest, most disorienting parts of life after loss. And it’s not just about grief — it’s about identity, exhaustion, pressure, and a complete reshuffling of what matters.

    In this episode, I’m sharing the real and raw truths about what it’s like to return to work after stillbirth — from my own experience as a hairstylist to the stories I hear every day from the moms I coach.

    We’ll talk about the pressure to go back before you're ready, the guilt for not wanting the same career anymore, and why this transition is about so much more than just showing up for a paycheck.

    You’ll walk away with real tools for checking in with yourself, setting boundaries at work, and making this transition on your own terms — even if the world is telling you to "get back to normal."

    What you’ll learn in this episode:

    • How to know if you’re truly ready to return to work
    • Practical ways to ease back in (and how to ask for them)
    • Scripts to handle coworkers’ questions or insensitive comments
    • Why it’s okay if your career no longer fits — and what to do about it
    • What 30% of women do differently after loss — and why you might too
    • How to protect your energy and emotional bandwidth at work

    Mentioned in this episode:

    • Book a free support call with me: https://jennifersenn.com/support-call

    https://jennifersenn.com/waitlist/ Join the waitlist to be the first to know about The Always Loved Club, a brand new Membership just for Stillbirth Moms that helps you feel more supported than ever. We will have a private, off-social chat where you can connect with other loss moms day or night, a monthly Workshop plus dedicated Q&A's for exactly where you are. Plus I'll invite your partners to a special partner call. Join Now!

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    19 min
  • 110: The Father’s Side of Stillbirth No One Talks About: My Husband's Story
    Jun 12 2025

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    In honor of Father’s Day, I invited my husband, David, onto the podcast for a candid and unscripted conversation about what it was really like for us to survive the loss of our stillborn twins—and what that journey looked like for our marriage, for each of us as individuals, and for the family we were trying to hold together.

    We didn’t prep. We didn’t rehearse. He didn’t even really know what I was going to ask.

    It’s been 25 years since that loss, but the impact is still so present. And while we grieved so differently—and often didn’t understand each other in those early days—we both agree on this: it changed everything.

    David shares what he remembers from that heartbreaking day, how he coped (or didn’t), and what it felt like to try and support me through something he couldn’t fix. I open up about the bitterness, the guilt, and the distance that threatened to swallow our marriage whole. We talk about the things we never said back then. And we’re finally saying them now.

    This episode isn’t polished. It’s real. It’s raw. It’s the stuff you rarely hear dads talk about.

    And if you’re a loss mom wondering how your partner is coping… or struggling to connect with them through your own grief… or even just holding onto hope that your relationship can survive this—please listen.

    You're not alone in how hard this is.

    What You'll Hear in This Episode:

    • The moment David found out our babies had died
    • Why we grieved so differently—and how that caused tension
    • What no one told us about the isolation after loss
    • How David’s medical background shaped the way he processed grief
    • Why I judged his grief (and why he felt helpless to comfort mine)
    • The one thing that kept our marriage from falling apart
    • How long it really took before I felt even a little okay
    • What support looked like when it wasn't working

    "Why No One Understands Your Grief After Stillbirth"
    Download this free 3-part video series with a bonus PDF download to understand why others struggle to support you after stillbirth and how to communicate your needs effectively. Gain confidence, find meaningful support, and start healing with insights from someone who’s been there

    If you’ve ever wished for a safe space to connect with other moms who truly understand life after stillbirth, this is for you. Held every Thursday at 7 PM EST join us for a free, private meet-up where we start with a short, encouraging topic and then open the floor for discussion, questions, and real connection.
    Register now at jennifersenn.com/meetup, and I’ll send the link straight to your email. I can’t wait to see you this Thursday.

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    36 min
  • 109: Why Did My Baby Have to Die?
    May 29 2025

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    Have you ever looked around and thought, “Why me?” Or maybe more often, “Why not them?”

    In this raw and necessary episode, I’m talking about something that many of us feel but almost never say out loud: survivor’s guilt after stillbirth. That gut-punching question — Why was I allowed to live when my baby wasn’t? — doesn’t have easy answers, but you’re not the only one who’s asked it. I’ve asked it too.

    If your grief is tangled with guilt, shame, or that deep sense that you should have done something, this episode will feel like a breath of honesty and relief. I’ll help you understand where these thoughts come from, why they’re so common, and how to start loosening their grip — without ever letting go of your love.

    You’re not broken for feeling this way. You’re grieving. And you deserve support, not shame.

    What You’ll Learn:

    • What survivor’s guilt really is — and why it’s so common after stillbirth
    • The “should have” thoughts that keep moms stuck in blame
    • How guilt shows up in your everyday life (even when you don’t realize it)
    • What to say to yourself when the guilt voice whispers or shouts
    • How to begin replacing guilt with truth and reclaim your right to live
    • Why honoring your life is one of the bravest ways to honor your baby’s


    "Why No One Understands Your Grief After Stillbirth"
    Download this free 3-part video series with a bonus PDF download to understand why others struggle to support you after stillbirth and how to communicate your needs effectively. Gain confidence, find meaningful support, and start healing with insights from someone who’s been there

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    14 min
  • 108: How to Deal with the Loss of Friendships After Baby Loss
    May 22 2025

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    When you lose your baby, no one warns you that you might lose your friends too. The texts fade, the calls stop, and suddenly you're not just grieving your child—you’re grieving relationships you thought were solid. And that secondary loss? It hits hard.

    In this episode, I’m sharing a deeply personal and often overlooked part of baby loss—what happens when your friendships don’t survive your grief. I’ll talk about the awkward silences, the disappearing acts, and why it’s not your fault when people can’t show up for you in the way you hoped they would.

    You’ll hear how I struggled with feeling “too much” and “too broken,” and how a client of mine discovered a powerful shift that helped her stop blaming herself when a close friend disappeared after her stillbirth.

    This episode is for the mom who’s already hurting—and now also feels abandoned. Let’s talk about how to honor the grief of lost friendships, how to protect your energy, and how to stay open to finding your safe people again.

    Here’s what we’ll talk about:

    • Why people pull away after stillbirth—and why it's rarely about you
    • How to deal with the silence and ghosting from close friends
    • What to do when it feels like you lost your baby and your best friend
    • The grief of friendships changing—and how to give yourself permission to mourn them
    • How to spot and lean into the “safe people” who do show up
    • A reminder that you deserve friendships that feel safe and real—even in your grief

    Mentioned in this episode:

    • Website
    • Instagram
    • Join The Stillbirth Roadmap Waitlist

    Let’s Stay Connected

    • Subscribe to the show: Navigating Baby Loss on Apple Podcasts
    • Want to talk? Schedule a free session with me: https://calendly.com/jennifersenn/30-minute-support-call

    "Why No One Understands Your Grief After Stillbirth"
    Download this free 3-part video series with a bonus PDF download to understand why others struggle to support you after stillbirth and how to communicate your needs effectively. Gain confidence, find meaningful support, and start healing with insights from someone who’s been there

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    11 min
  • 107: Are You Holding Onto Grief Because You’re Afraid to Let Go?
    May 16 2025

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    This one might hit a nerve… and I’m okay with that.

    In this solo episode, I’m gently (and lovingly) calling out something that I see a lot in my coaching practice — and that I’ve lived through myself. I’m talking about the hidden ways we can hold onto our grief, not because we want to suffer, but because it feels like the only connection we have left to our baby.

    Sometimes we say we want healing, but we’re not ready to let go of what’s keeping us stuck. And that’s okay. This isn’t about judgment — it’s about noticing. And once you notice, you can decide what to do next.

    I share my own story of staying stuck in grief for years after losing my twins, and how one client’s tearful breakthrough reminded me just how powerful this work can be.

    You are not broken. You're not behind. And you're definitely not alone. This episode is an invitation to get real, get honest, and maybe — just maybe — start making space for a little more peace in your life.

    What You’ll Learn in This Episode:

    • Why some moms unconsciously cling to grief — and what that really means
    • The quiet fear that healing means forgetting your baby
    • A real story from a client who thought she couldn’t move forward — and what changed
    • How guilt and self-protection keep us stuck in sadness
    • Why feeling joy doesn’t mean you’re leaving your baby behind
    • What coaching can offer that therapy sometimes doesn’t

    Resources Mentioned:
    ➡️ Join the Stillbirth Roadmap: https://jennifersenn.com/stillbirth-roadmap
    ➡️ Listen to the episode on the difference between coaching and therapy: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/navigating-baby-loss/id1631935976
    ➡️ Learn more at https://jennifersenn.com

    "Why No One Understands Your Grief After Stillbirth"
    Download this free 3-part video series with a bonus PDF download to understand why others struggle to support you after stillbirth and how to communicate your needs effectively. Gain confidence, find meaningful support, and start healing with insights from someone who’s been there

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    17 min
  • BONUS: What I Wish I Had After Losing My Baby
    May 9 2025

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    You are not broken. You are grieving — and doing an incredible job.

    In today’s solo episode, I’m sharing something deeply personal — and something that’s been a long time coming. I created The Stillbirth Roadmap because it’s exactly what I wish I’d had when I was navigating life after the loss of my twins.

    I remember that lonely ride home from the hospital, the painful silence in the nursery, and the overwhelming sense that no one had written the rulebook for this. That’s why I’ve built a program that gently walks you through the hardest parts of life after stillbirth — without rushing you to move on or telling you to be grateful. Just real, raw, and respectful support for the unique grief that comes with losing your baby.

    This episode takes you behind the scenes of how I created this course, what it includes, and why it’s not like anything else out there.

    Here’s what you’ll hear:

    • Why I created The Stillbirth Roadmap — and why it’s not a “one-size-fits-all” grief course
    • The three unique modules that mirror the journey of loss: early grief, rediscovering yourself, and moving into a life with hope
    • What’s included in the course (and why it's more than just videos or worksheets)
    • How this program can help you carry your baby’s memory without constant pain
    • Real questions to ask yourself to see if this is the right kind of support for you

    What You’ll Learn:

    • A trauma-informed path that supports you without rushing you
    • How to recognize and gently release guilt, blame, and fear
    • Tools for navigating social triggers, returning to work, or thinking about another pregnancy
    • How to weave your baby’s memory into your everyday life with love — not sadness
    • Support for reconnecting with your body and your identity after loss
    • Why this course is unlike therapy or grief groups (and why that might be what you need)

    Resources Mentioned:

    The Stillbirth Roadmap begins May 19th
    Learn more + enroll at: https://jennifersenn.com/roadmap

    Join Me:

    • Sign up for the course: https://jennifersenn.com/roadmap
    • Follow me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss
    • Get support and updates via email: https://jennifersenn.com

    "Why No One Understands Your Grief After Stillbirth"
    Download this free 3-part video series with a bonus PDF download to understand why others struggle to support you after stillbirth and how to communicate your needs effectively. Gain confidence, find meaningful support, and start healing with insights from someone who’s been there

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    18 min
  • 106: Surviving Mother’s Day Without Your Baby: A Step-by-Step Guide
    May 1 2025

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    It’s May—and if you’re a stillbirth mom, you already know what that means. Everywhere you turn, there are pastel flowers, smiling babies, and commercials shouting about the “joy of motherhood.” But for you, Mother’s Day might feel more like a punch in the chest than a celebration.

    In this episode, I want to offer you something I wish I had in those early days of grief—a practical, powerful tool to get through the hard moments. I call it the HEAL Method. It’s not a magic fix (because there isn’t one), but it is a way to face the triggers that sneak up on you—like the sound of a baby crying in the grocery store or the memory photo that pops up out of nowhere—and come out the other side feeling a little more steady.

    I walk you through each step of the HEAL method:

    H is for Honor your feelings instead of pushing them down

    E is for Engage with something that brings even a little relief

    A is for Accept the reality of your grief without giving up hope

    L is for Live, Love, or Look forward—because you are still living, and your baby is still part of your story

    We talk about real-life examples, including a time I had a full-on grief spiral in a department store bathroom (yep, really), and what I learned from it. This episode is like a warm blanket and a flashlight—it won’t erase your pain, but it will help you feel less alone and a little more prepared.

    And if you're dreading Mother’s Day? I have a free workshop for you.

    💛 Join my “Surviving Mother’s Day” workshop on May 7 or May 10.
    Sign up at: https://jennifersenn.com/mothersday

    💡 What You’ll Learn:
    A 4-step process to move through grief triggers without shutting down

    Why “honoring your grief” actually helps you feel more in control

    How to access quick relief even in the middle of a wave of sadness

    What it means to “accept” your grief without giving up or moving on

    Simple, real-life ideas to bring love, life, and hope into your day

    🔗 Resources Mentioned:
    Sign up for the Mother’s Day Workshop: https://jennifersenn.com/mothersday

    Connect with me on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss

    More grief support: https://jennifersenn.com

    📌 Next Steps:
    Subscribe to the podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/navigating-baby-loss/id1631935976

    Leave a review to help other moms find this support

    Send me a DM if this episode resonated with you


    "Why No One Understands Your Grief After Stillbirth"
    Download this free 3-part video series with a bonus PDF download to understand why others struggle to support you after stillbirth and how to communicate your needs effectively. Gain confidence, find meaningful support, and start healing with insights from someone who’s been there

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    17 min
  • 105: Permission to Feel Pleasure: Moving Forward After Baby Loss
    Apr 24 2025

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    In this episode, Jennifer Senn sits down with Morgane Horn, a sex and intimacy coach, to discuss the challenges of reconnecting with your body and partner after experiencing stillbirth. They explore the feelings of betrayal many women feel toward their bodies and the complex path to finding intimacy again. Morgan shares practical advice on rebuilding trust with your body, overcoming fear and guilt, and reclaiming pleasure as part of the healing journey.

    Key Topics Discussed:

    • Rebuilding trust with your body after loss.
    • Navigating intimacy with your partner when grief and fear are present.
    • Understanding the emotional challenges of trying to conceive again.
    • How body changes after pregnancy and loss impact self-image.
    • Practical steps to reconnect with your body through gratitude and simple daily practices.
    • Strategies for open communication about intimacy with your partner.
    • Coping with the loss of libido and reigniting desire.
    • How to balance the need for closeness with fear of loss.
    • Morgan's unique approach to emotional healing: The Emotional Floor Plan.
    • Giving yourself permission to experience pleasure without guilt.

    Resources Mentioned:

    • Visit Morgane Horn's website: morganhorn.com
    • Free mini-course: Turned On
    • Morgan's 3-month coaching program: Pleasured
    • Follow Morgan on Instagram for more tips and inspiration.


    "Why No One Understands Your Grief After Stillbirth"
    Download this free 3-part video series with a bonus PDF download to understand why others struggle to support you after stillbirth and how to communicate your needs effectively. Gain confidence, find meaningful support, and start healing with insights from someone who’s been there

    If you’ve ever wished for a safe space to connect with other moms who truly understand life after stillbirth, this is for you. Held every Thursday at 7 PM EST join us for a free, private meet-up where we start with a short, encouraging topic and then open the floor for discussion, questions, and real connection.
    Register now at jennifersenn.com/meetup, and I’ll send the link straight to your email. I can’t wait to see you this Thursday.

    CLICK HERE TO DOWNLOAD YOUR FREE VIDEO SERIES: "Why No One Understands Your Pain After Stillbirth"

    WHERE TO FIND AND FOLLOW ME!

    • Website- https://www.jennifersenn.com
    • Tik Tok-https://www.tiktok.com/@navigatingbabyloss
    • Instagram-https://www.instagram.com/navigatingbabyloss/
    • You Tube-https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz-2MCEY5PRiF6p6VB_2lxA



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    36 min