Special guest Rachel Judge joins the podcast and talks through her experience growing up in the church and then finally navigating through making faith her own. From feeling faith was obligatory to now feeling like it's one of the most important parts of her life, Rachel's thoughts and feelings on faith have changed over her life.

Sometimes faith can be hard, especially if we grow feeling pressured to perform or look a certain way. As we explore faith first through that lens and then outside of it there can be a number of challenges. Our experiences with churches can reinforce our own misunderstandings about faith or challenge us to define it well.

Juliana Nelson joins the podcast to talk about her experience coming to faith and then considering a career in ministry. From an amazing encounter with Christ, to some frustration, and even some hurt, Juls talks through her faith story and where she's at now.

Church can be hard, especially the path to vocational ministry. From experiencing deep joy and excitement on one side to unmet expectations and hurt on the other, the intersection of faith and life can be a challenge.

Special guest Joshua Vicenti joins the podcast to talk through his experience coming to Christ and the Church later in life. From experiencing the life change of the Gospel to growing in a church and experiencing some frustration he walks through his experiences and the ways he seeks to follow after the Lord.

The path to Christ, the Church, and finding a church isn't a cookie cutter, one size fits all journey. Joshua's insight and experience stresses that there's no wrong time to turn to the Lord and that sometimes exploring and living in the tension between our expectations and experiences can be challenging but ultimately health.

This week Eddie and Sara Gurrola step in as the special guests on the podcast to talk through their individual experiences and stories as well as what it looked like to find a church and a care system together as a married couple.

Let's be honest, processing through your individual church experience and story can be challenging. But when you're married bringing together two different experiences and preferences can be a challenge. But, when it's done well, both people benefit and you can find some real, true community and a support system together.

Jeff's brother, Dan Huisjen joins the podcast to talk through his experience and how it impacted his life.

Sharing an experience that was very similar to Jeff's and yet landing in a very different place stresses the reality that everyone experiences and processes things differently. Growing up life and faith were very closely knit for Dan, but now what does life after removing faith look like and how did he get here?

Dave Fleis joins the podcast as a guest to talk about his experiences with faith and the church.

From growing up and processing the loss of a parent, it's clear the church's response to him and his mother was lacking. Now, as a parent himself, how has Dave tackled being engaged in faith and the church for his growing family?

Special guest Taylor Idema joins the podcast one more time, this time stepping in as the pseudo host as regular host Jeff Huisjen shares some of his own experiences.

Growing up in the church, walking away from faith, and now working in vocational ministry, Jeff unpacks some of the joys of ministry as well as some of the frustrations and hardships that come with trying to love the church from within.

Special guest Taylor Idema comes back onto the podcast to talk through her life, faith, and experiences with the church.

From growing up in the church, to volunteering, to coming on staff as an intern, Taylor has seen the church from many different angles and brings an interesting perspective as she asks the question "What does it look like to love the church even when it lets us down?"