In this episode, I share the deeply personal and transformative story of my first pregnancy and birth at the age of 16. From attending high school while dealing with severe morning sickness to navigating labour and a challenging emergency C-section, I describe how this experience not only made me a mother but also instilled a fierce determination and resilience in me. I discuss the emotional highs and lows, the incredible support system around me, and the life-changing lessons I learned. Join me as I open up about this sacred and often untalked-about journey, aiming to spark similar conversations and connections among listeners who have been through their own unique pregnancy and birthing experiences.

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00:00 Introduction and Setting the Scene

00:17 The Importance of Birth Stories

02:16 First Pregnancy Challenges

07:21 Labour and Delivery

15:30 Post-Birth Reflections

18:21 Conclusion and Invitation for Future Conversations

In this episode, I dive into the dual experiences of motherhood. The moments that have both saved and broken me. While reflecting on the profound impact of losing my father, I share the transformation from a life of addiction and chaos to one of growth and purpose through motherhood. From teenage struggles, handling grief, to the juxtaposition of public success and private battles, this episode explores the power of resilience, self-care, and the importance of feeling and navigating through life's challenges with authenticity. Join me as I discuss the messy yet beautiful journey of being a young Māori mum and the invaluable lessons learned along the way.

00:00 Introduction and Motivation

00:16 Reflecting on Father’s Passing

01:15 Motherhood: A Path to Growth and Healing

04:56 Struggles and Resilience

08:48 The Impact of Loss and Addiction

12:31 Rediscovering Purpose and Self-Care

19:20 Navigating Motherhood and Personal Growth

22:25 Conclusion and Encouragement

In this episode, I delve deeper into my experiences as a young mother between the ages of 15 and 20. Inspired by a recent therapy session, I discuss the adversities and beautiful moments that shaped my journey. From the chaotic and turbulent relationship with my ex to battling judgement, discrimination, and my struggle with addiction, this episode is about how I persevered through profound challenges. I found strength and purpose in raising my children, which motivated me to finish school and rebuild my life. Join me as I share the powerful lessons and the steps that led me to become the person I am today. Let's get the word out and support those on similar journeys.

00:00 Introduction and Overview

00:21 Therapy Insights and Reflections

02:08 Early Motherhood Challenges

02:42 Turbulent Relationships and Family Dynamics

06:42 Struggles with Discrimination and Judgment

08:39 Coping Mechanisms and Addictions

11:36 Finding Strength and Purpose

13:37 Educational Achievements and Support Systems

20:09 Public Speaking and Sharing My Story

23:39 Reflections and Encouragement

27:35 Conclusion and Call to Action

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