After St. Silas

I hated Cameron long before I realized I wanted him. Cameron is everything. The golden boy. The eager academic. The disciplined athlete. The worst part? It isnt an act. Sweet Cameron really is that disgustingly perfect, and it provokes a vicious need I can't control. For years, I've sabotaged his romantic prospects, ensuring he never finds love. I tell myself Im protecting Cameron from unworthy distractions and meaningless encounters. Only I know what Cameron needs. When I follow Cameron to college, a fundamental, undeniable truth is revealed: I can't breathe without him. Cameron remains oblivious to my devotion, so I build a lie he can't resist. I lure him in, seducing him to learn his secrets. And when the illusion shatters, he has every right to despise me. Until I save his life. Suddenly, the line between obsession and love is gone. Loving him means risking everythingmy family, my future, the life Ive been raised to want. Am I willing to lose it all for Cameron? AFTER SAINT SILAS Wanting Cameron is the first book in the After St. Silas series and Ruby Shaw's debut novel. Please note the content warnings inside the book.