Episodes

  • is that hope I smell?
    10 Nov 2026

    Oh baby we are BACK

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    22 min
  • Where I've been...
    1 Nov 2026

    We were long overdue for a catch up

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    → Instagram: @lexie

    → TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@lexielombard?lang=en


    Where I’ve Been..

    Welcome to a new season! After a break I didn’t plan but really needed, I’m back with a full life catch-up. Since the last episode I moved into my own apartment for the first time and turned 30 (and I love it). I also accidentally started a handmade journal business. I talk about hosting a coloring club and a journal club, and being a counselor at a grief camp for kids who’ve lost a parent or sibling, which was one of the best weeks of my year. I also went to Lisbon, took a road trip through Germany and watched one of my best friends get married.

    We also get into dating with a “roster” and whether my boredom is really fear in disguise. I talk about the “is marriage a trap?” side of TikTok, falling in love with making vertical videos and finally buying real high heels for my dream closet. Spoon turned two, and I tell the story of my YouTube channel getting hacked through a phishing scam, plus the surprise upside of daily calls with my dad. And because I’ve been church-hopping all year, you’ll hear about the best and the most ridiculous services I’ve been to.

    Thank you for all your messages asking where the pod went. I missed you. Send in your questions, because next episode is a Q&A!

    Chapters

    00:00 Welcome to a new season and why I took a break

    00:46 Moving out, the journal business, coloring and journal clubs

    02:08 Being a grief camp counselor

    02:21 A summer of dating

    04:09 Portugal, Germany and my first friend’s wedding

    04:30 Trying out churches

    05:35 Why November 1st feels like a fresh start

    06:07 Crafting and rediscovering solitude

    07:28 Turning 30

    08:57 Spoon turns two

    10:41 Dating, boredom, therapy and “is marriage a trap?”

    13:22 Falling in love with TikTok

    15:00 High heels and my dream closet

    17:16 Checking in on my 12 wishes and my 26-books goal

    18:40 Screen time

    19:36 My YouTube channel got hacked

    22:48 More church stories

    26:08 I missed you, and a Q&A is coming next



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    28 min
  • last tuesday, I was in prison
    22 Apr 2026

    I was in prison last Tuesday, and before that I was at Coachella. Let me explain.


    → Patreon Episode: https://www.patreon.com/posts/im-nervous-156305113?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator&utm_content=join_link

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    29 min
  • one wedding, 13 funerals
    2 Apr 2026

    being happy and also unhappy

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    → Instagram: @lexie

    → Podcast (Apple): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lexie/id1540856979

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    42 min
  • i'm on a diet!! sue me!!
    24 Mar 2026

    Well, well, well, if it isn't the Bane of my existence...

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    → Instagram: @lexie

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    36 min
  • how to get what you want
    12 Mar 2026

    and defining a "little treat"


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    LV Men’s Show: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VSghNTL_pY

    Journal (scroll to the bottom): www.cleohaze.com


    Classic Links

    → Patreon (bonus content & extended ad-free episodes): https://www.patreon.com/c/lexielombard

    → Journal (scroll to the bottom): www.cleohaze.com

    → Coloring Book: https://a.co/d/0WKV7qR

    → Instagram: @lexie

    → Podcast (Apple): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lexie/id1540856979

    → Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/6cJ98PP2VbeR9mxRNQ7KLI?si=b9359c5d7331433e



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    40 min
  • hi, i'm insecure and seeking validation!
    6 Mar 2026

    ooop jealousy jealousy jealousyyyyy!


    → Patreon (bonus content & extended ad-free episodes): https://www.patreon.com/c/lexielombard

    → Journal (scroll to the bottom): www.cleohaze.com

    → Coloring Book: https://a.co/d/0WKV7qR

    → Instagram: @lexie

    → Podcast (Apple): https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/lexie/id1540856979

    → Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/6cJ98PP2VbeR9mxRNQ7KLI?si=b9359c5d7331433e



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    47 min
  • Turning 30
    25 Feb 2026

    I'm turning 30 and I'm ready to change

    → Patreon (bonus content & extended ad-free episodes): https://www.patreon.com/c/lexielombard

    → Coloring Book: https://a.co/d/0WKV7qR

    → Instagram: @lexie

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    → Podcast (Spotify): https://open.spotify.com/show/6cJ98PP2VbeR9mxRNQ7KLI?si=b9359c5d7331433e



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    30 min