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The hardest part of healing is admitting where the story actually started. Today I take a step back and tell mine, not for shock value, but because my relationship with God didn’t come from a cute quote or a Sunday routine. It was forged through childhood grief, feeling different everywhere, and learning what spiritual sensitivity feels like when the people around you don’t understand it.

I talk about growing up in church, being anchored by my praying grandmother, and how her death left me trying to survive without the one person who “just knew.” I share the isolation that followed, including a suicide attempt as a child, and what it looked like to bury my spiritual self just to fit in. Then I fast-forward to fourteen, when anger and pain pushed me into rebellion and into real danger, including a night I believe God intervened and protected me anyway. That moment forced one question to the surface: why would unconditional love still reach for me when I was actively pushing it away?

From there, I walk through the turning point of surrender, choosing a personal relationship with God rooted in scripture, and setting a standard I refuse to negotiate. We also set up what’s next: core wounds, trauma patterns, and how disorganized attachment can keep us cycling through the wrong relationships until we deal with the root. If this resonates, subscribe, share this with someone who’s rebuilding, and leave a review with the biggest pattern you’re ready to break.

You are Loved!

Not just a little, but greatly

Not just today, but forever

Not just by some,

But by the ONE who created you in His Love

And HE's Not The ONLY One

We Love You Unconditionally
&
There's nothing you can do to change it!!!!

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