Michael woke in the night, and again this morning, to the mind active with negative thoughts. He and Audree have both been in a deep, committed exercise: whatever is happening, internally or externally, saying "I am creating this," then going in to find the aspect of their being that's creating it. This morning even that wasn't there, just "this pure blanket of awareness," and the negative thought dissolved. Michael is finally getting the mechanism, "I'm creating my own reality," at the level of fully doing it, and it is ending the self-victimization.

He is experiencing, very directly, "how I've been using all of that power to bind myself up, to limit myself from the truth, to use my energy against myself." It is incomprehensible for a human being to understand how much power they are using to create all the limitations in their life.

And you hide from yourself that you are the one doing it. Separation lets the mind partition itself into contradictory, independent bits: "We're able to lie to ourselves. We're able to hide information from ourselves." That is how much power you have, enough to create such a powerful self-limiting structure. See how it works, undo what you did to get here, and you are out of the maze. No wonder they like escape rooms.

The biggest lie of all is "I want to evolve, and I'm doing what I need to evolve." Believing it, you aren't asking, "What am I not looking at?" Behind the relationship or the finances you don't have, behind the oppressive work situation, some level of your being is saying "I want this." Looking, and choosing to look until you find it, is the real yes.

The cosmic joke runs deep: you create the guru so you can experience the guru giving you something. "We believe in limitation. We believe in dependence." That's how you bind up all your power.

It's hard to look, hard to take full ownership that you are creating your life experience when you didn't want this trauma and that trauma. The separated I that didn't want it is not the truth of who you are; source consciousness is a yes to the experience, without judgment. Their level one training teaches that you didn't choose your reactive behavior patterns. Past level one: "funny story is you did choose those." Seeing how you are choosing them now is the doorway out.

00:00 Podcast Begins
00:15 Night Mind Chatter
01:58 Pure Awareness Shift
04:08 Peace Without Trying
09:33 Total Responsibility
12:57 Power And Gratitude
17:16 Awareness Rewires Brain
20:18 Self Deception Maze
25:16 Precision And Truth
27:32 Oneness Not Sameness
29:03 Perception Changes Everything
30:19 Fear Versus Excitement
32:02 Tools Over Crutches
34:02 Guru Dependence Trap
37:55 Cosmic Joke Creation
40:58 Paradox Of Support
44:44 Lineages And Evolution
50:42 Refusing To Take Energy
54:14 Owning Your Reality
56:58 Closing Reflections