I got a question? Music feels better, when you are in a creative mode. A certain phrase, word, location many things can get me to thinking of what each moment means to me. I love libraries, documentaries, anything about history. I love cross word puzzles, math puzzles keeping up with the news and the weather. I love anything with a challenge. Fiery Mango Margarita is someone who is feisty, but has a sense of humor many don’t understand but I get. I know when to be serious but I can laugh at myself, or find the humor in the mistake. The question is many can’t find the humor or think you are strange because you are rare. I rather be rare than the same. While staying true to myself, while remaining honest and humble. I do have moments when I get pissed off, but not because I am hot headed. When you cross the line of harassment or breaking the law because you need validation for your ego, that’s when you crossed the line with me. When you take no accountability, play the victim, continue to lie that’s when you should be afraid of me. You are not going to commit a crime, play the victim because you can’t handle the consequences of your actions , but you can dish it. You will stand on that business, I don’t care how uncomfortable you get, you should thought about that before you crossed the line of breaking the law. I’m not afraid to stand on business when it comes at a cost of others not just myself . Maybe you should have thought about the long term effects it would have on your life. I can be your greatest support or greatest enemy. The choice is yours, but I won’t lie to keep your innocent name.

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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Everything is blue, the opening of show, to the end of the show and to the credits. I have been in several moves and plays. I got to be the background crowd in “The Hannah Montana” Movie, also three Sponge Bob Movies that were filmed in Downtown Savannah, I got to meet Miley Cyrus and Patrick Dempsey. Part of the Hannah Montana Movie was filmed on Tybee Island. During several Hurricanes like Micheal, Helene, Mathew and Irma and many more, I helped organizations as well as what I made to help areas that had no food or water. I’m mentioning this because there are still several places like Rock Hill, South Carolina that got washed away from Hurricane Helene, in the midnight hours. I love helping the ones in need, even if it’s very little, it can still go a long way. Many things I mentioned in this chapter wasn’t about me, but to make awareness that threat might be over, but many are still suffering. Hurricane Margarita is being thankful that you are alive, and still have your belongings, while other places suffered worse.

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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Having a funnel cloud formed near by, I remember starting my associates and it was in 2019, when a Tornado formed in Rincon, Ga. I had a final paper due, so I was in the bath tub with my dog, finishing my final paper. My dad was driving home in it. It was my only way to stay calm, don’t ask me what I was thinking at the time. When I told my professor, the look in their face was priceless. I still got an A on my paper. White Sangria is having the instincts to survive, but still your nerves get the best of you. Like right now in North Carolina, another funnel formed near by and I am working on my Podcast. It has passed since then, but still I can’t help it. My brain goes somewhere else when I am scared. I don’t show I’m nervous or scared, I’m cool as cucumber, which throws many off. You know you will be proven innocent, just like all the times before, that’s why you remain calm. The ones who act out are usually the ones who have something to hide.

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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I am not Snow White, I don’t believe in fairytales. The sweet beginnings, when I do fall in love, I love you for who you are. All of us have flaws and imperfections, that still doesn’t change how I view you. Watermelon Daiquiri can be sweet in nature, but doesn’t stop growing or learning because there are limitations in the way. I love the many different types of writing especially folk, during Covid, I was in my own world. I almost had to be put on a ventilator. I had several people close to me pass away during that period of my life. I wasn’t the easiest to deal with. Covid really altered my life in a way that I didn’t expect, I’ve had eight surgeries in the last five years. I also do believe it’s not all Covid’s fault, I do believe my biological parents were exposed to radiation from Chernobyl. Radiation can alter your DNA and can cause defects, which can be passed down and I do believe that is possibility for all these surgeries. I don’t know my medical history but I have been learning it the last five years. I didn’t walk or talk until I have five years old. I had to push a cart to learn how to walk. I would listen to music to learn how to talk. The beginning of my life I was in and out of the hospital. I was four pounds and eight ounces when I was born. I was supposed to be born on July 23rd not January 23rd. I was born in Mykolaiv, Ukraine and adopted when I was two. I was treated like I didn’t belong here. Ukraine will always be my home country, where it all started for me. I did have limitations in the beginning but I did overcome them.

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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The type writer or modern idiot, they said I was cheat. The lace and their crimes, the town you would get arrested. My brain is like a filling cabinet, with many tabs, nothing goes unnoticed here. You think I am oblivious, I am quite aware, I just don’t let no one know that I caught on yet. I just wait and see how far you will take it. The Strawberry Margarita, may be new to the scene but it’s a disguise. I like to be as shocked as you, when you find out I knew along. I have been choked, burned, slapped in the face by family members and people I wasn’t related too. Nothing scares me or phases me, I don’t mean I never get scared or nervous, but I won’t tolerate people’s bullshit. I don’t need a large group of friends, I don’t need to be fake, I love my small group of friends and being myself. I won’t let no one change me, because they feel insecure, it doesn’t mean I won’t work on myself though. I didn’t cheat my way through school, I don’t copy others, their personality or movements. I didn’t surround myself with people full of hate and arrogance, I walked alone. I still had the highest GPA and all you could give was nasty looks because you were jealous and envious. Where did that get you exactly? I can be petty and shady but in a classy way. You threw your life away because of jealousy. Being the bigger person and classy, is what got me where I am today.

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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The tale old as time, sitting around the fire, for the hope of it all, I love including lyrics. For me it was enough, the craft, been writing since I was seven. Long car rides, I let the imagination flow. Strawberry Daiquiri, there are more alcohol drinks I can reference later on, that have significances in my life. I am not a drinker, but I do enjoy trying new things especially on vacation. Most drinks are gluten free, since I am allergic to gluten. Walking through malls which have become outdated. Many movies and music aren’t the same. Rose blush, I love the creative process. The process isn’t the same every time. Which is why I love writing so much. I never get tired of it. Like Hillsong Live “Always Will” will always be my favorite. I’m not perfect, but all credit does go to the Lord. Everything happened the way it did for a reason. I do realize many look up to me, I do want to be a good role model, but I will

make mistakes .

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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A bottle of wine or twisted in the bed sheets, I know how to keep it professional. How to keep my personal and professional life separate. I may leave clues, but that is art of writing. I didn’t get in first place several times for no reason, while speaking in another language. I know five languages. With a speech you have to memorize the language and what you are saying, while recovering from surgery. I don’t let nothing stop me, even though the surgery had to deal with my voice. Prestige Champagne, is the type of person that you are. You don’t stay down for long, you always find a way to shine and to keep going. Your work ethic doesn’t compare to many, because you chose to continue instead of quitting when life gets tough. You take the criticism and turn it into something powerful. That’s why many give up on you, because nothing they say or do is bothering you, it’s causing them more trouble. I am not saying it never bother me, it did but I never let it consume me. I learned what I needed to, and I kept going. Many thought they had me figured out or knew my next move. I will always be three steps ahead, while still planning my life three years ahead. Prestige is knowing your weaknesses but still turning it into something beautiful.

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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When I write things, I like to share the things many are thinking but are afraid to share or admit. I’m not here to make everyone comfortable. I don’t make friends with everyone, once I get a bad feeling, you will never know I existed. I always wanted to be a meteorologist, I love the weather. Tracking hurricanes or tornadoes. I also love logistics and numbers. Numerology, astrology and many other aspects of numbers or weather. My birthday is January 23rd, my grandfathers birthday is January 25th, both Aquarius, no wonder why the both of us are stubborn. My grandfather passed away August 23rd, I was twenty and he was ninety and we were seventy years part. My grandmother passed away April 28th and my close neighbor passed away April 24th, I was twenty-three. I went my separate way with mom and haven’t been in contact with her for five years, we went no contact when I was twenty-three. I got married at twenty-three. Twenty-three plays a big role in my life. Long Island ice tea, it’s sweet in flavor but can bring you to another world. I can be sweet or I can show a side of me that no one knew I had. If you mess with my reputation, career, education or people close to me, you will wish that you never messed with me. I have had several teachers and professors try to fail me illegally, which I had to get my legal team involved. I had many break my confidentiality which violates HIPPA, PHI and breaks many federal laws. Many lost their reputation, career and went to prison because of their jealousy and envy. Many have criminal record because they couldn’t handle the consequences of their actions. Your actions do have consequences, and many of you are learning that the hard way. No one wants to get their legal team involved, but when it gets to point that it crosses the line and could also affect others, that’s why it’s time to lay it down. I’m not just helping myself. I am helping others, because I do realize many don’t have the resources I have, or are brave enough to stand up for what is right. I don’t mean that in the wrong way, but when you are put in a circumstance where it crosses the line of breaking the law. It can become very scary very quickly.

A color I have searched for since, love can have different meanings, it can make you fall, do funny things, draw you in and make you want more. The butterflies, the argument, the confusion, you still choose to make amends, because you never want to lose the one you love. Your heart rate changes, you blush like a kid. It’s like a high school love all over again. A crush, the chemistry and history, no matter how crowded the room is, the only one that matters is the one that you are in love in. The touch that sends shivers, the “Heart Made Of Words,” are sharing the words that were never said, but needed to be said.

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