An evening of unexpected solitude. A steamy bathroom filled with vanilla scents and soft music. After months of constant family demands and work responsibilities, she finally has the house to herself.

Between the warm water caressing her skin and the peaceful quiet surrounding her, what begins as simple relaxation transforms into an indulgent night of rediscovering herself and the pleasure of her own touch.

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Who knew book club could be this exciting? After a year of stolen glances and not-so-subtle crushing, she finally finds herself sharing wine in her dream girl's apartment on a balmy summer night.

Between the jasmine-scented air and that irresistible smile, what starts as friendly drinks quickly becomes a whole lot more interesting. Turns out sometimes the best stories happen after book club ends.

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Mamamia acknowledges the Traditional Owners of the Land we have recorded this podcast on, the Gadigal people of the Eora Nation. We pay our respects to their Elders past and present, and extend that respect to all Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander cultures.

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Sarah* was in a 20 year marriage with three kids, when one day a lightbulb went off… “I think I’m gay”.

Now in her 50’s, she has been in a relationship with a woman for two years but she still doesn't feel safe to come out to everyone in her life, including her parents. 

This episode Sarah tells Sophie about how she discovered she was attracted to women and the hurt this discovery caused, but why she would do it all over again to find herself. 

*Sarah's name has been changed to protect her privacy. 

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